At kl, yesterday

Readers, my lovers.

What a day ! My very first time in a long time. Before that, I would like to talk about yesterday.

Yesterday was a day like the other but more spontaneous !! Say whaaat! Haha. Okay, i... Was at work w my collegue whole day at immigresen, unexpected !
Night when I was suppose to start packing, sis yanshiang asked me out to yf. Unexpected ! Haha. Yea, was cool, I am officially having my hyper season. I kept talking to the others. My apologizes, and late at night ... Kev and friend came, unexpected. BAM ! Hows that.

Anyway, I thanked everyone for their wonderful blessing for my trip ! Indeed amazing, with love. Yes, was my first time for a very long time. Lil girl when into the whales body and it took me up up in the sky. Too bad I wasnt sitting at the window cause I wanna see the sky and see the whole world. But I manage to saw the city night from above. Wow <3

Is it normal cause I actually cant stop. I duno, just proud I din vomit. Hehehe.

Currently at kuala lumpur airport. 11.51pm waiting for tmr's morning flight to tianjin then to beijing. 6hrs flight bare with me peoples. Haha

Well, I got some gift ready. Hehe. Names, hope they like it.


Wondering hows everyone in brunei. Friends and love. Dont forget your breakfast,lunch and dinner everyday. Drink more water and workout more okay?

Until next time.
Oh, I sincerely appreciate those who wish me a nice trip at face book. Thanks, your love and care was receive and am happpy <3 takecare all.

Xoxo- r

Yesterday, tonight

Friggin !


Readers. :)


ohh. One more day and imma be at you know where. :)
Went out yesterday, with fyzan, kyz, faiz, and my three lil brothers. Ohh zizie was with us for a while there. :)
we were planning to watch " Street Dance " but then it got delayed. Well, done LOL. -___-"
so we watched " Inception " instead. It's a pretty awesome movie but complicated much, felt so tired just by watching that movie haha. because it made my brain works and i had to think. if you get what i mean.


I went to bed at 10pm and just fall in deep sleep immediately, surprise? i know right? Must be the movies. HAHA`


So, err. butterfly are still dancing in my tummy. I must be pretty nervous about tonight, should i joke around or just show the i-ain-joking face? :D LOLs.


I don't know, it's just everything was pretty well. But i'm now currently quite worried about the team. Mine i meant, i'm just very worry that we're not connected? Not One heart? that's what am worrying about. not that we're not, but i'm just worry we're not. - confused, worried, nervous ( what's this feeling )


Okay, tonight is the BIG NIGHT. do you know? No you don't.


Nah, later imma just stay cool and stable. :) Hopefully.
Know why ? Well, incase people just look down and had some unpleasant idea about me.
So, stay clam and confident.


And hope the gathering later will be Awesome, well and hope that everyone will be cool with me.
And going to talk with the team again, make sure everything is going well.
Cause haha` what i dislike most and want to avoid any bad conflicts and problems. :)


So, imma to my work for now. :D


until next time.
xoxo-R

Everlasting Joy from God.

Hey readers,


Declaring my love to this post beforehand as im going to love this one.


Do you know the time? Its ticking it self to 4am. And yes, i was up the whole night. I tried every possible ways and angle to sleep but i end up here blogging.


How could i ever express how thrilled i am. That my mind was filled with every possible awesome thoughts, ideas and vision.


Here is what am thrilled about. I'm so thrilled about later, movie and pasar malam w tina. About tmr first gathering, about sunday's flight. About next months, prom discussion, sungkai with awesomes, movie w the boys and xiao zy and etc. About sept's flight to manila, sis bday, and the bday suprise plan. Double it, cause im your smile and imma create a wonderful day for 4 of the topest bro and sis in my heart. Im thrilled about oct flight to kl and another sis bday, thrilled about another meeting and the next month my awesome max max bday. Nevertheless, getting my license, more outing w the groups. And dec, wonderful month, labuan w the boys as well.


How can a person ever really expsess the joy she had in her life? Inded, God is good.


I was amazed to receive a beautiful confession of a young man and his admirably courage. I thanked god for this wonderful person.


( To be continued on fri morning. Haha. Dont miss it. )


Okay, i'm back from ...
anyway, i had so much to say the other night but now it's just poooof* forgotten. :D ohh well. :)

Hey readers,

Its 1AM, now and im still awake blogging through my handphone. (: and after few hour times, ill be out in the mall w my friends. I know kyz will be there but not sure yang lain ikut kah inda.

Haha, anyway. I came from meha and kyz blog. (: so much to read about. Some time blogging actually is a good place for oneself to express their thoughts for the day. And for readers, like us. We get to know the inner thoughts that they don't usually includes in normal conservations.

And kizuya boy. I still got to say, his a really nice boy, a guy who cared and love his friend. His just this simple guy who had a great heart and i do hope he will be well appreciate by others and dont get hurt. rui will always care that him whenever he needed help, atleast that the most i could do.

My brothers and i just came back from jerudong park. Its been a long long while since we went jp. For me would be 7 months but its like 1-2 years for my bros.

Out of a surprise when i thought that issue was well discussed, but disagreement was heard. I just hope that, it still can go on pleasantly as i understand the sensitive-ness of the issue.

So, tomorrow. Man, are you ready cause these butterflies are dancing in my tummy. Nervous much, just hope i dont mess up. Be yourself and ignore what people may think of you. Just be yourself. And, thanks for the support team, gugu and yanshiang.

Saturday, packing and sunday you owns all my smile for the day. World, do amaze me w your wondernes.

Mellow,

i'm positive that i did mention how my morning was yesterday, and afternoon wow. Its like double the slap right at my face. I was still able to withstand it but definitely not my brain because it felt like as if its exploiting.

More at rainformdroughts.

Going to meet gugu like few more hours time and i haven prepare much yet. Should be fine, right right right? Peace.
And, thank God for meha's email. Credits for both meha and marilyn. (:

oh, did i mention i got a new name? And two new awesome friends? Jackfruit and fiona from CANADA ! Wait' i mean CANADA! Haha. And her accent, awesome but british accent are awesomer. Hehe. Remember the old days. Din dan niel both can do that accent which was again yes, thats the word awesome.

Going out tomorrow. Hey, movie yea. With kyz and the boys, hopefully fyzan joins us too. Peace and ruicture(picture) please. Haha

a great night indeed last night, knowing new people, oh yea i did went badminton with yanshiang and her great support which qeally help alot and am so thankful.

2more days and 4 more days. Here we go. Say your prayer as well.

Until next time.
Xoxo-r

Annoyed, badminton

Mood - Annoyed,

Think about facing problematic people early in the morning, it's the problem that greet you in the morning and not the sun. This lady really got her issues and geez` i don't think i stand her being like this, what in the world has gone into her? -_____-"

Anyways, About today. Not much but there would be more tomorrow and the following days.

B2BR going down to bandar on Thursday. Sounds cool :) But i probably be watching movie with kyz & the others or i maybe going out with the other Group. 

Today- Probably going for badminton, i told you this before right ? but i'm not sure, need to wait for Yanshiang's message.Well, again this morning i had insomnia and woke up late. Missed the dental thingy again. Maybe i'll just go on August.

Oh` do you know that i met someone new? She's kinda needed some hand for her plans, so i'm there to help. :)

Hope everything work well with us, cause we might be meeting soon. Sounds awesome as well.

I'm speechless, really am but last night while i'm having insomnia i can't stop talking although no one is listening but this mouth just can't shut itself. Tell me, is this over Joy or over Bored?

continue blogging there :)

till next time. Lil Girl not in full mood again.

but i still love Him.

eclipse,miri,week plans

Finally ! 


I'm finally back here on PC ! it's beeen days am out in the wild. ahaha` jokes.
Last Friday,  and yes we did watch movie "eclipse" -not bad actually, better than new moon. definitely (:
ahh` totally dig guys who are one-hearted like that guy in the movie. Realize most vampire movies are devoted into one lady only. :D like vampire diaries, twilight. (: <3


Did went down to Miri on saturday. (: and Sunday, yes obedient. :D


Today is Monday, and gosh` i need and have to finished up,prepare,ready my works for Friday ! Save me and pray that everything can go well. (: 
Totally mood killer, when i wanted to buy loads of stuff and my auntie said i surely wont be buying much because nothing much there. -___-" whaatt? First time traveling kali ah` definitely wanna get tons of things back for my friends and family. but @#$%^&*() alright, atleast going there again on SEPT. That, imma buy cloths and stuff as if i'm buying veg. :P


Too much things packed up for me to break it. I just felt lost among all these things. Sighs*
Just wish am able to handle it. (:


Perhaps, tomorrow will be going badminton again with YanShiang. And she's bringing her cousin as well, also might be meeting another person. So, i assumed that it's going to be awesome or the opposite way. Definitely pick "awesome" :D and err. who knows she might bring me on Weds too and again Thursday with another group. Friday with another group. Saturday give me peace and busy packing and here we go Sunday. :D


thats it for today. :)
imma get myself busy now. wonder hows meha? She's taking her driving license. yeaa i know. - WOW. :D me too. LOLs.


till next time.
xoxo-R

confession of a broken hearted girl

If i knew i would avoid and stop myself from knowing, but out of the blue i came across a blog and once again i met your smile. It felt like as if my heart is bleeding literally, and i scroll down staring at every picture that you hang your smiles on. but they weren't for me. 


confession of a broken hearted little girl. ;C


Sadly, my tension increase to find out more about what i missed. And indeed my request was answered and for what i found certainly dropped my mood for the day.
I was well for almost a month not knowing anything related to you. But now that when i knew something it could break me in such a way.


I found out what i should be aware of and getting you off my world would be the best decision ever, because your pain to me. The closer i bring you near to me, the moment my heart feels like dying.


Yes, i have some issue but your pretty messed up too.
Neither do you know me, so don't ever guess me out as what you read, what you know and heard.
You'll never know, because your not my heart.


I pray May God heal my pain, replace these wounded heart with tender love. I really need it. 

Quite tired, this week was fullwithactivities.

I'm so tired right now, having hard times getting off my bed. How much i wanted to just sleep in the whole morning. But unfortunately, yea .. 


Probably because of the continuous of activities i had after work for the past 3 days. And definitely, this week is a Chain, because tonight & tomorrow night i still had things to do. Gosh, it's 6 days in a row ! God Bless America, LOLs ! i mean God Bless Me ! That's why i'm so exhausted but remind myself not to sleep late tonight because i'm going to Miri tomorrow morning with my relative. 


Today, i planned on taking a half day off going out with YanShiang & Iting. But errm, something just vanish my fire as i felt nothing and uncertain as well. I felt empty minded as i do not know what to think and what to do, I should take more rest maybe my mind is exhausted as well.


Had a wonderful night yesterday, not to mentioned that i was well fed. :D I didn't skip a meal and i ate more than 3 meals. :D Thank to the wonderful prayer by Georgina, it's really awesome and i hope it does work in me. (; 


Booking Airflight to Manila on Sept, so yeaaa. i probably will be going to Manila on Sept. And definitely Kuala Lumpur on October. And a small activities with the boys perhaps on December to Labuan. Just thank God for the filled activities ahead. As i'm still more concern about next week, be prepared ! :D for myself, pray that it's going to be awesome for everyone.


till here. (:
until next time.


xoxo-R

yesterday, next week.

Hello Readers,


Just want to talk about yesterday first, it was cool and definitely "awesome" as sister yanshiang was there and she brought me to her gathering with other lovely peoples. And it's been cool to meet them, and they were friendly to notice me too. Guess i got a new name - Jade from one of the sister. (: Thanks.


you might not know but i mentioned here that i do hope i could join the gathering yesterday. and awesome-ly, cause i did join. (; and Hey ! you've been awesome and i appreciate your awesome-ness. (;
Do hope the seeker group will work out awesome-ly with God's wonderful blessing. Just be confident and stay strong, we'll get through all the difficulties together. (;


Research, i have more work that i thought i had. So many research and things to learn. (; but i still can't get myself off Facebook just yet and at times, i get to forget to do my homework.
excited about next week, of course. Just hope everything will turn out awesome-ly and that everyone will enjoy the night.


Also this saturday, i'll be going to Miri. then next week, the same routine on Tues,Wed, Thurs in God's bless.
Friday too ! kinda a big day for me & sunday it's flight time. (:
July has been extra-ordinary awesome for me. I just hope the awesome family will enjoy themselves without me being with them this month. But i pray that we'll have more hangout on august and even the other boys. 


(; hope everyone have a blessed day.
rushing to work now. (:

mood killer morning, badminton lastnight

A mood killer that is today. LOLs. I woke up early in the morning for work just to find out that in this early morning, it’s just less than 30minutes before I opened my eye from my dream land and had it washed and brushed.

Anyway, thing is I saw my delightful loving auntie ( the opposite ) was talking to my friend’s mother ( neighbor )  That is some mood killer as I doubted what she would talked about, Gossip are the best topic and it’s always been the gossip and all the crappy talks. Worst thing is, they’d even cover themselves with the umbrella when I passed by them as if I didn’t knew there’s mouse inside the hole.

so, sighs* i really don't want to swear lols. but sighs*

Anyway, let it be let it be. You may know all the unpleasant story,fact & truth about the messed up family i have but i'm just really disappointed with the behavior you embraced.

Not a great start for the day perhaps.

Last night, YanShiang brought me to play badminton again, she's been really awesome. God bless her much. (: It's cool cause i was sweating loads, but  bad. I'm so bad. haha` need to improve my skill. i'm like the worst player in court. ;D and what up to the name " Jade" new nickname eh. :D

I really need to resume my work. -research.

&& also i have 10 more days to go till i sits on the Huge Whale. <3

Let's jumble up this month.

I feel far apart, ( sounds like something bad )

but yea. i'll sort the weird feeling out soon. Now i need to work :D

takecare all, until next time.

xoxo-R

D' surprise indeeed.

A surprise indeed !

I can't barely knock myself to bed last night. I think i sleep around 3am in the morning.

But i did remember some part of my dreams.

Anyway today was a day like the other. I went to bring a maid to get her blood test with one of my colleague. And after placing the receipt for X-ray into the tray. Someone said " i know you " beside me. Whom i didn't noticed as i came in, and i was shocked to see him there as if i'd almost missed a beat. Gosh, it's like wau" cause i have no idea, no expectation and didn't even thought that we could have met in such a place. Anyway, it's nice to see him doing well, getting fit-er but he commented me getting fatter'  -___-"

Actually i vision about him in my subconscious mind, if you ever know what i mean. :D

Awesome, cause later going with YanShiang again. Badminton <3

wonders what would she comment about my article.

I helped my brothers to create a facebook profile & Jeff is just so adorable, when he mentioned he wanted a blogger too. :D

Was going to watch movie this week, but i don't think we're going to made it. It's just the wrong way to handle it.

Don't understand what's going on with them but i hope everything will be calm. Feels like a rocky trip. :(

until next time xoxo-R

Sat & Sun Night

Hello, i missed you already. It's been like a while i haven blogged although it's just two days but still i do misses you. Sweet isit it? :D


Saturday Night was great, Indeed a lot of people was there and it's not just 70 people because there's more !
can't believe how much they've grown as i still can recall the old times, when we used to play toys in the room and watch kids tv.We're so young ! we ran around here and there, and there's this uncle who used to carry me all the way up like an aeroplane which is so awesomeeee ! <3 it but he just commented me that i gain weight as i wasn't so fat last time. :D Have i forgotten how lovely they are? Because i remember her wife used to give me gifts although we're not close. Should had respond better as a gratitude. Bad Bad me.


It's just so wonderful to see families gathering together. Too bad it's just one part of the family, the other part would be very difficult to have such gathering in the picture. But that's just how the life is, no one is born perfect and we do need some bad turns to find the happiness and meaning to life.


Sunday was also awesome, now that i mentioned about it. I just realize i got goood food both saturday and sunday night. So much to fill in i see, guess i need to get motivated and start burn the fats off !


Last night was Brother Gee Eng's treat which is so kind of him. We all had dinner at C'Fu's curry house, and the food are nice so are the people. Sounds like advertising, Anyway i'm so so so so do not know what to do but i really need to concentrate later for the things i need to do because i bet i do not want to mess things up either.
next week , China. excited much.


And i do miss all of the people whom i didn't met. Wasn't online for few days and kinda lost touch already. Sad much * 


And about my brothers.
I just never assumed that when they grew up, they could be such fun and adorable. (;

cakes i want you

I know where that word comes from & Gosh, i'm so in the moood for cakes.
Mr.Baker's BakeShop i think i'm in love with you. Anyway, Lovely Peoples. Count your cakes on me,
cause imma made you smile on your lovely day. (;

Check these lovely cakes out. & my favorite will be the one with strawberry topping.

I love cakes & i love you. (;

September Yes, October uh-huh && November Heavennn Yeahhh <3

out w family,

Dudes ! i'm effing bored plus sleepy plus tired and extremely exhausted.

Remember i told you that tonight i'm attending a family thingy.

Gosh, i'm like soooo do not know what to do. Listen ! Should i bring my camera? i mean my dad's not that i already have one. Still saving money to get a D5000, many advised not to. But i did my research and that babe is going to be mine. 

Facebook is getting boring for me, is the problem because i haven't been bugging other people already? I'm lazy and bored of updating my life there and talking to people. But it's a great way to connect people lols. Save credit and you can actually see what's people doing laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh LOL. but i'm still bored.

my life is definitely not dropping down, it's still awesome okay. Just not much the flow of it.

Went to get my 2nd brother " how i met your mother " his literally in love with that movie. Ted. But barney create big influence to  my 1st brother and me. The word " legan.. wait for it ... dary & awesome " ohh` we bought it at Qlap mall and i met Nurul bahriah too. My old friend,classmate, schoolmate in Stpri like 5 years ago ? well, i know i was 13 back then. anyway, yeaaa. 

And i've been thinking how cool would it be if i were to be hanging out with friends i'm not even close with. A way to kill my boredom and something to do instead of watching movie. Sounds cool to me but transport problem, get me a car will ya. but i know no one will gift me a CAR -____-" not even my dad. i kneww it, cause he didn't even get me a LABTOP so what about a CAR. LOls. 

I'm still bored but May God bless My days ahead will Full activities till i couldn't breath and pass out. (;

Tired

Gosh, last night was still fine although both my arms and butt hurts. caused by Not doing regular exercises. Remember i told you i went to play badminton on Tuesday? Today, i felt as if my muscle's are ripping off. last night was still fine, -_______-" how about tomorrow? yikes.

Tomorrow i don't have any plans. But i do on Sat and Sun. Wonders will i still be playing Badminton next week. Hey` it's fun ! so, YanShiang ! Bring me :P again. 

I want to watch " the back up plan " at the cinema with burger, coke and popcorn ofcourse but i prefer burger. Anyway, do hope next weeek jadi eh. :D Hold on a Sec* i think it can actually work. :D ( talking to myself )

Last Night was great, Thanks to Both whom hosted for the thanksgiving dinner and to every lovely people i met. :)

I have work to do, yikes. and mostly people asked, your studying or working? and i usually reply that i'm actually working at the moment, qlap blablabla~

So there's this women asking about London, because her son is going to study there soon. Who actually advised me to take technical course. Dude, i totally dislike that conversation. Not in a bad way, i mean i dislike talking about that topic since people..... ( continue at rainform)

Today is Jessica's Bday` Well happy birthday and wish her a great year. officially 18 LOLS.

That's really awesome. So imma do some work now. 

until next time. :)

xoxo-R

lovely night

Morning. rui had a lovely night again last night. It's always been wonderful if it's about You. (;

Thank God for the lovely night and the lovely people, i believe my weakness would be presenting and explaining my understanding to others. Thats just so bad. 

Tomorrow i'm going out with my cousin from Miri. Grandma asked me to wear something nicer. haha` 

Okay, i find myself out of words today. Probably because of the works i need to prepare,

so that's it for now. (;

xoxo-R