Friday, March 30, 2012

Unexpected Surprise!

Hello Readers,


Yesterday was his birthday ! :) 
Mission accomplished, he was really surprised and unexpected. Many thanks to KyzKazuya and it was Great that we have some short chitty chatty time while waiting for the time to past. there's a Video and Some Picture added to Facebook by him, so you can check his tag in my timeline.


I took a Half day off to spend more time with him, First were being nonsense then we went to watch 'the Hunger Games' :) - which is quite annoying at Cinema 7 because we were sitting at ROW D "front" in between two other couples. which on the right was a couple who kept kissing each other and worst part is the girl is wearing skirt, not to mentioned where the guy's hand ran to and the Left side where another couple as well hugging and kissing. #annoyed but haha! Funny. So when the Movie had some kissing scene - we were basically surrounded by ... :D


After Movie, we went to the beach. :)
Not to mentioned, that it was the first time me and him going to the beach so it's kind of a sweet moment :') thanks sayang! 


Another Celebration Back at Home, which he was extra happy about his Cake - :D
"Happy Birthday Dygta!" - that's it? well not really. :)
because there's TOO MANY NONSENSE ! 


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Today, everything seems to be better. Not Much Nonsense! yeay :3


Boyfriend is being busy at work, and it's not that i don't understand. it's just that i misses him alot. that's why .. :') 


hmm. What's next?
I wont be travelling so soon, next holiday is June so probably if there's 15 pax going to Taiwan then i'd be arrange to Tour Lead again. Korea? Maybe December! :) Just Maybe, Hoping? Hmm, will see*


The Badminton that tuesday was Great, i guess it's Great because both irene and i were the TOP Leading Team ! and i was very Surprised yet thankful to my sister YANSHIANG for getting me some medicine tho she knew i visited Doctor Ding, yet... :') very touching and i was like .. didn't knew how to express myself, and i felt so ... blind .. blind to see how bless i am. thanks SIS ! <3 


AWAY* :')

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

his special day :)

Hello readers, :)


I haven thought about sharing until abang F (sister who i called Abang) said - 'share some photos' so instead, i'd like to share my experience as well :)


today is his special day, im not sure how excited he is because it doesnt really show in his face and neither did he mention much about it. :) i already got his birthday gift as early as January, but then hmm. when i went to Taiwan i got my eyes on something even better for him :) so i bought them and waited till this day. i'm not sure how am i suppose to surprise him, and i was planning to do this tomorrow :) i planned to light up a heart like shape and a cake in between, or maybe a BIG 'I LOVE YOU?' but yea, that was my plan. 


so i shared this with my brother kyz, and he said its a Good idea and he suggested some other people to help me as well. hmmm* but i haven thought about anyone yet, i thought i could do it myself. :) and after a short conversation with Abang F, she said its better tonight because tomorrow it'd be expired. #sotrue 


Therefore the UNPREPARED me start thinking on HOW to make him know nothing? :D
it was already almost 5pm when i was driving back home while letting him know the Good news which i will be only working half day tomorrow to spend more time with him. His happy about it :) and on the way, im just trying to find problem with him being nonsense :) but the way he replied, huhu.. he understand that im just being nonsense and we didnt manage to quarrel :D but i gave him alot of excuses that im not meeting him tonight because well. my dad is looking for me and im also waiting for my mom to switch her phone back, in the end he said he wanted to Sleep cause his sleepy and that was 7pm and im like .... what? sleepy so early? lucky i didnt meet him up otherwise he'd be sleeping when im with him ? LOL, and finally, we stop chatting. :D 


i kept looking at the clock, ... 10.30pm is so Long ! as i planned to pick up brother kyz after his work, well for the mean time im planning to buy the things i need at 8pm. so first stop is wwmart near my place which didnt sale the candle that im looking for, next stop to Gadong BND1.80 shop and i manage to bought 100 candles and 100 paper cups :)
drive my way to Qlap MUM Bakery Shop and bought a tiny heart shape cake :D


went back here (office) to blog all this :D
while my camera is charging and i informed kyz what i wanted to do and needed his help. 
hope it doesnt rain.


So the plan is ... will be back before 11pm and will set up the place, after that kyz will go home and wake up him and asked whether did he quarrel with rui because rui is waiting him downstair in the car unwilling to come out. :) and if the PLAN work, he will be going down and saw a NOTE by the window of my car and be moving on the the place that we set the place up for ;)


Wish me LUCK!




happy birthday baby,
loving you always. :D
DiqtaSmers

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Back from Taiwan :)

shouldn't be too lazy to blog. 

hello readers, 

Home sweet home, it's Great to be back home :)
definitely love Brunei more, i guess because my heart is here here. Another Taiwan Trip, previously my trip to taiwan was during January which i was on my own with 11 people. the tour didnt turn out too well on my side tho, and this time my supervisor says 'you better do well, be mature or else' and before the day of departure i was having migrant, flu and whichever sickness was on me as if my body is asking me not to leave brunei :D

but i did. :)

the trip of 16 pax was Great!
im Glad to know 2 little cute girls and story of how the two families get to know each other really surprised me, too coincidence. but yeah, anything can happen :)

im so glad to be home again, time flies - 8 days just passed.
back safely and would like to thank for all the prayers for journey mercy.
the only unfortunate thing is i got Bed Bug bite, which i will be visiting the Doctor later :)

431 pictures were uploaded in my facebook account :D
here are some for you too see :)
















have a nice nice day :)

truly yours,
DiqtaSmers <3


Friday, March 16, 2012

a Mess

I'm a MESS !
Totally. :(


This Morning, i thought maybe i'll just leave my PSP (used to watch movie in the plane) here and i'll just drive to my next stop. Realizing that i should have bring my PSP along with me so i can charge it at work since im leaving this afternoon and there's no chance for me to charge. Therefore, i drove all the way back and get it - realizing i left my medicine back there. OMG ! i went back to find it but it's no where to be found and im already 40mins late to work. :(


Im still having some flu, a little migrant as well. but i had Panadol instead.
hope everything will be well :)
Pray for journey mercy ;) <3




Loving you always
DiqtaSmers

Grow UP ?

Totally reminds me on how much i always wanted to be a child, because Growing Up is so difficult. Saying that i don't like growing up, truth is .. i just don't want to take responsibility and you can't deny that the older you get, the more responsibility and duties you'll be having. 


working here, im totally like a Lost Child. 
because my seniors and supervisors wouldn't stop talking about how lost and silly i am while working, forgetting things and somehow clueless as well.. but i didn't mind .. Somehow, before my Supervisor left for her KK missionary trip she said it's time for you to GROW UP and Be MATURE. and i'm like that's FUNNY, :D am i not ?


Now it's Not Funny because my flight got delay and calling everyone informing them and etc.
'you have to take charge!' said my supervisor, so now im like OH MY GAWD, am i ready for this? Taking Charge? you must be kidding me because im just a CHILD ! i dont know anything and you want me to take care a Group of Adult? GOOD GRACE somebody SAVE me.
Before was OKAY because atleast Senior went to Taiwan with me tho it's a different trip, but now im ALL ALONE. and supervisor said that she ain gonna be nice if something bad happen. So, i guess it's just be having fear . :D 
Dont say that ! Journal ling is Good :) Now that i realize, oh it's just FEAR :)


last trip was alright and i confidently said ' dont worry, it's gonna be fine, trust me' to them.
So this time shouldnt be an exception :D


Time to Grow? :(






pray for Journey Mercy! :)




Loving you always and gonna miss you badly, Love. :)
make sure you take good care and always Smile <3

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Few More Days to Go

Going to Taiwan in the next few days and im not too excited. Tho i dreamed about myself with the Group in the restaurant and i was ‘Adding On’ more food on the table for them. Honestly, i wasn’t too excited to visit Taiwan again. but i could recall how others commented that it’s such a Great opportunity because i could travel and work at the same time. well not exactly when you missed home alot. :) daddy knows why, even my dad knows why i missed home that much :’)
We have 3 Groups leaving this month, 2 to Korea and 1 to Taiwan. reason why im not chosen to Korea because it’s a tour to Jeju island so they got someone who have more experience. And my workmate told me that she overheard about my supervisor would like me to be more familiar with the Taiwan market. Ohboyy ;) i would like to visit Korea tho, and she said – will see if 2 groups leaving for Korea and you will have your chance by then.
Today is quite a busy day, Grandmother has been quite unreasonable whenever she wants me to visit her at Bengkurong. what can i say ? she’s the Boss :) so i planned to visit her today because i would be spending time with my precious one tomorrow night and friday night is more of a preparation night. And i couldn’t say NO to barry boo who helped me to check the place i wanted for Dinner, but luckily he cancelled it because he have some training later at night. so more space for me to breath :D and a notification came in this morning from uncle wai inviting us for Dinner. ohboyy :)  i wanted to ‘pass’ but because others are attending and .. why not? might just drop by then. and then be off to bengkurong as late as 8pm ? running down to berakas to meet my precious one by around 9pm hope im not late. And maybe going to Jerudong again? another ohboyy moment, im not sure how can i take it. Pretty Boy, do your visit tomorrow? :’)
i’ll be away for 8 days and it’s going to be on my own. i didnt really imagine how scary that is, but yea. i just had to do my best. “Be more mature, mature mature mature” is what my supervisor keep reminding me. :( Pray for Journey Mercy as i will be leaving this Saturday :’) if you want anything just inbox :D *joke*

Getting more and more tired. i’m just being lazy, anything that can motivates me? i’d like to do something FUN. what’s a Good Name for my Business to Come? :D thinking* amazing CNY in taiwan

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

miss the 'old' you

Hello Readers,


Happy 3rd Monthsary baby, ;)
It's been 3 months, and 3 months seems like 3 years for the both of us. :D


anyways, today i'd like to blog about a brother that i have.
his not my blood related brother, his just someone i knew more than 2 years already. At first, we weren't that close - we seldom meet/chat or etc but we would sometime text and we would asked each other about how's everything and etc..he would call me at times when he just needed someone to listen to him. But i don't really know this person that well, his just a friend that i have and his just a part of this dance group that i know from. So, they're always in a Group. But his always a lovely friend that i have, the boy with the Smile.


I just don't understand now, maybe we both grown up. Perhaps, we've became more ambitious, selfish, it's all about "ME" now aye? ;) 


i dont hate you, infact i miss the 'Old' you alot. be it, if you would start judging and start saying other things ...  you used to blog almost every time and through your blog i felt like i knew you more, because it's all from your heart.. and after reading it i truly wanted to fill your life w Joy ;) but i couldn't reach you when you needed someone because i dont have the transport. Somehow, it's just so wrong now. Because your focus is all by yourself, you focus on helping others when you can't even help yourself and you pulled others down just in order to help others. :) 
If your Ego ness is still stuck in you, you would start ucap2 .. which is not Good.
maybe you would say things that i do may/may not be ikhlas. but could you even recall how much that i've been there? ;) maybe just a while, but eventho i felt that i dont want to but i DID because it's You. i've given as much as i could, even the gadget that your holding .. Just hope that you know how to think as i always say 'asal .. pandai pikir'


i really don't want to ruin you. you can do anything you want with your life, but if things that has no productivity then count me OUT because i'm not going to lend a hand. 
i hope some day you will sedar or maybe you are now, then Great.


what i really hope from you is, i hope someday ..
you would come to me, as a friend that just genuinely wanted to lend your ears and listen to what trouble my heart or .. truly wanted to know how have i been. Or a gentle Smile that comes truly from the depth of your heart.. Not with other intention, but just simply being authentic and true. ;)



i Missed the Old you. ;)

Friday, March 9, 2012

cinta

your so lovely to me ;)
I had a dream, and you were inside of my dream as well.
and i heard the sound of my heart saying that, 'im so lucky to have found you, because you were the one i always wanted - someone who could love me for who i am' then i woke up. ;) #truestory.

i've always loved you. 
will be continue @ smers blog. :D


unexpected events :)

Hello Readers,


No idea what is the exact time but the stadium was packed before sunsets. Everyone was so excited for yesterday's match, que-ing up in the morning just to get their hand on the tickets and indeed almost all Facebook status had something to do with 'tickets, tickets, tickets'. Some people spotted Indonesian scanning and printing the tickets with Full Colors, and some Bruneians photocopied the 'Pass' as well. 


It was totally out of my expectation that Brunei would have won over Indonesia team tho i never watch how Indonesia team plays but the way others describe them confidently -giving me the conclusion that it's not going to be easy for Brunei to Score against Indonesia.


It was heard in the news last night, there's were fights going on where 2 car's window was broke and 2 police were injured.


Anyway Last but not least, Big Congrats to Brunei team :)
expect the unexpected, never try never know ;) Just do your best you can really make everyone amazed :)




It's always you, DiqtaSmers :) <3

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Congrats to Brunei for winning 3-2 against Myanmar. i would say we were lucky to be able to watch the match, being as early at 6pm - there's already a huge traffic and difficulties in finding a appropriate parking. And we walked a distance to reach the Stadium, not too lucky at first because the police closed the way when we just reached there. So, we went to the main entrance and it was full of people shouting and scolding the police to open up for us.. after a long wait, we went around the stadium trying to find a way in.


Just being very lucky that we manage to went in before the match starts and found plenty of seats for ourselves.


the Final between Brunei and Indonesia, how can that be compromise? :)
our MINI STADIUM ? Back when Indonesia is playing, the Stadium was packed !
now Brunei and Indonesia? :) ohboyy, better watch at home.


Tickets for Tonight is available from 8am-11am.
But people have been que-ing as early as 6am, and this is how it looks. 





Goodluck ! :)

Truly yours,
Diqtasmers

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