a little update.

is life complicated ?
or i myself made it complicated.


Hello dear readers,


if you haven watch this movie then you should.
One of my old time Fav movie by Jack Neo, he actually inspired me to be a Movie Director back then when i was young. His first movie that i've watched "I not Stupid" back in 2002 - 10 years ago. And now, Jack Neo is back with Another Great movie "We Not Naughty" - 


we were actually quite short of budget but i really wanted to watch this movie.
thanks to my boyfriend for accompany-ing me :) and im utterly glad that he enjoyed the movie as well. Now his trying to watched the First few of Jack Neo's movie.
but unfortunately, we can't find DVD for I not Stupid 1 & 2. :(



It was that Good !
Because the next 2 days, i actually treated my brothers and dad to watch that movie at the cinema. :') 


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Is life complicated. 
or i made it so ?


Cousin is going to have her wedding ceremony next 2 week !
Vacation <3






So im taking my leave after this travel fair at the rads.
working# ohboyy. :')




loving him more and more. :')
indescribably in love with him. <3
Hidayat.

20.04.2012

Hello dear readers,


recently, i was lectured early in the morning when my working life was just about to start. Sitting there, being all quiet and just listen to what they have to say and at the same time, i was lost .. trying to figure out what bring me to this place. I guess they were right as well, i am lack of concentration, i am also very careless. So .. do i dislike this job ?
uncertain :')


I guess one of the major reason that lead me to this place was the amount that they are willing to pay for my salary and others would have said it's because they see the value in you. Potential ? what is that? i don't really understand what is my own potential that others sees in me that i don't. have i regretted moving here? I'm not sure but what i am sure is that, my past is a place where i can never get back to. 


and for the past 2 nights i was warned that i am not allowed to go back home unless so and so is Done. Warned ? oh boyy, the feeling of being in tuition where your tuition instructor actually said for kids who haven finished their correction are not allowed to go home :)


anyways, nowadays.. alot have been done.
but having too much is not a Great deal because i understand that i won't be able to cope if i were to handle that much moreover it's a new start and i'd like to make sure that everything is stable before i do too much of what i am doing. So, baby .. let's do it one by one .. slow down.. what most important is we don't give up even if we fails.


Have Faith <3 


Thanks to Sister Yanshiang for inviting me back to Bible Group Study..
which the topic was about Genesis and they started to talk about Names and everything..
So yea, my chinese name means ' lucky jade' . dad said i named you 'rui' because it's sounds like 'money' in Hokkien. yea right.. -.- i used to not like my name because it's hard for others to remember/pronounced my name correctly but now i absolutely loved it and im so glad that this is my name. Changing it ? hmm, no way ~ :D


Travel fair is coming soon and tho i've been working here for almost 5 months now but no.. i never met my 'Singaporean" noss, and it is heard that he'd be here during travel fair for a day. Oh Boyy~


haven i got enough rest? cause boyfriend told me that i was snoring when i fell asleep recently. :D now that's a bit embarrassing. 


Im all so sleepy now while waiting someone to come ~.~


by the way, i've submitted something to the bank hoping for approval, and NO ~ im not getting a house :D anyway pray that everything will be well and that i wont be dissapointed with another call of dissapointments :D and that everything that we are doing will be running smoothly :) AMEN ! <3




Loving you always
DiqtaSmers.

G'morning readers, 


OMG ! i got red eye, well Jefflego (2nd brother) got worst. He cant even open his left eyes for days, did it just infected me as well when i see his red eye ? :D Hopefully not because farah saw me at work and asked about my right eye( red eye ) which i didnt notice at all. :(


Friday is OFFDAY ! :)
Supervisor said, our Boss give it out of Grace.
"so, whose Grace" i asked. and she explain that Grace means something that you dont deserve yet was given. ohhh ~ :) thanksy !
what am i gonna do ? :D not planned yet ! ~


Bowling w the B****es? mana orang nya ? :D karang tah ku inbox. now malas2 :)

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Panas hati2. -.-


Early in the morning sudah ada orang stress, lepastu buat semua orang stress/ orang lain jadi mangsa. sudah th! Jangan th stress2 ane, mun stress jangan th keraja. tantu !


i truly doesn't appreciate when someone mistreats me!
Be it if your my senior, supervisor or Boss ! please understand that, it's just a position but truly we humans are all the same! 

Just Something to Share :)

Just a little something to Share :)



It's Noon Now :)
and im just sitting here, doing nothing trying to entertain myself. 
trying to find something that made me smile.
and i guess this little boy did helped.

I feel like just bursting into laughter, but something inside just stings a little. :')

my thoughts are - perhaps nothing changed, may be it's Just Me.

Do you want to say something? 

I Became Speechless. even right after someone tries to tell me everything about what i am suppose to do and dont act like a child. i just stop the conversation and listen to them, and that's it. Crazy Much? When i kept quiet, they asked whats wrong - they dont want a dead fish but when i was having Fun, people see me like a childish kid.

you know what?

so sad boyfriend is busy with his work and time spent will be lesser lesser.

how long will this go on? :'(

:D

G'Morning Readers'

 My day has been quite challenging. and i guess, the universe tries to show me that 'everything is about how i take it.' cause sometimes it eats me alive , but we have to learn to overcome them :) - i need to "na de qi fang de xia." :) what does that mean ? well figure it out yourself!.

oh NO ~

Having Fun w Crazy Monkeys :)