hey readers, (:
honestly, i dislike having unnessary feelings and worries. I mean who does, and a big sigh ! how i wishh i could control myself and vanish these feelings that cause me second thoughts and heart aches.
Something is missing, changed, replaced, ignored.
I guess, i had another lesson learnt. But it came w a knock on my head. ' never picture your future w what you had now- esp friends ' now pops, that sad. When will it stopped, so you know we can stop searching for a place to rest. Guess, its very true when they say ' life is a journey, not a destination ' .
'what i have now, doesnt represent its what i own - even friends cause they'll be a time where we all had to move on once we complete our role there. Like a petrol station, you know? When you just stop by get to be filled up and it kept you going, continue-ing your next journey. Just like us, when we're done here. Its meant for others to enter and receive similar service but in a different stage.
I know whats keeping me, what made wants to stay, but pop i thought its a good thing but why it changes now? I dont want to walk out of that door and ..... But i guess i could never fight against your will.
Few years ago, this words came to me. ' one will never know how much you did for them ' - its true now that I recall. Because they just receive, they didnt get to see the sweat, heart. Guess, I had to be more careful (: might as well record as much as I could about what others did for me. So I wouldnt be such unthankful kind, just by a thank and forgot it in 3 days. :D
I'll say ' (:
I dont know, tell me pops. If I was the cause. I just hope smile again. (:
Pray that it'll be fine and things could drop down to how it used to be. Either way, have a great journey to all.
Do know that ' Good things comes from above, and bad does not. Whenever you own unpleasant feeling about some situation or people. Think deep about it, those feeling you had are not from the righteous one and if you follow and embrace it. You'll end up falling into the evil trap because they gave you such feeling and cause you to lose alot of things. (: precious one. ( Like how I lost mine. ) So dear friends, think about it and do what God would want us to do as I said judgement? Ignorance? And etc. Dude, thats not from the bright one. (:
Thanks for being here once, altho its 'ever' not thanks for being here till the end'
Confession of a slighty broken hearted young lady.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
crazy l.o.v.e.
love,
the very first 5 things.
'you made me smile for no reason,
'you made me smile just by seeing you smile,
'you made myheart feels so alive whenever your near,
'your smile for me could brighten my worst day,
'i just find you very adorable when you talks about yourself.
Most of all, you made me wanna be a better person. Thanks love.
Praying that, you would too. (:
love from miss awesome.
the very first 5 things.
'you made me smile for no reason,
'you made me smile just by seeing you smile,
'you made myheart feels so alive whenever your near,
'your smile for me could brighten my worst day,
'i just find you very adorable when you talks about yourself.
Most of all, you made me wanna be a better person. Thanks love.
Praying that, you would too. (:
love from miss awesome.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
26th August 2010' baby fever
heyys.
I miss being kid, altho yes ! Im coming 18 in approximate 3 month time, but in all my brothers and sister's heart im still a kidd. (: actually, i dontmind being like a kidd. Instead, i enjoyed it because i get to do what i like to do, express and ask silly question sometime without thinking twice. :D
dont you just miss being young again? yeaa' you look so childish back then, but yet life was better when you get to have things you wanted, you've been protected, adored by your cute innocent face and they just love to do things just to see you smile.
I used to know a lot of things and never would i deny the fact that ' the more you know, the more complicated you are' its true you know. we are growing every single day and the more we know about life, the people and etc. I ever wanted to understand everything about life, the way human react but now I think I wouldnt wanted to know so much because I dont think I could take that much. Just may God gives me those understanding where I could help people through their hardtimes and etc.
Big people think more than twice. They consider, concern, caution alot alot of thing when they could just do it. When we're young we do everything we wanted to do, cause we're not consious and concern about other's thoughts. Therefore, we ask we do we act ' annoyingly but cute at times.
I may not make any sense but I just think like come on, be yourself! Dontmind what others may think of you, for you do not live to please them. Enjoy life, laugh out loud when you feel like it. Dont laugh half way just because someone find you overeacting and gave you an unpleasant look ' dude, I laugh when im happy, Im sad when feel down, I cry when I couldnt take it.
'always be true to yourself - r '
Anyways, yeaa' thats what im trying to do. I am me, dont like me? Get a life (: i'll love those who loves me.
Did I get off topic? Oops, but hmmm. Yeaa, I didnt really miss being kid, but I want to be like a kid.( Am I drunk? ) Cause its fun, being adult is so... Old fashion. HAHA'
Today, thank God that He answered my prayer. (: out w sis again. Waving to other bro and sis, I miss you all ! Hangout more, yes?
LoveGodAlwaysAndForever.
Until next time'
Xoxo-r
I miss being kid, altho yes ! Im coming 18 in approximate 3 month time, but in all my brothers and sister's heart im still a kidd. (: actually, i dontmind being like a kidd. Instead, i enjoyed it because i get to do what i like to do, express and ask silly question sometime without thinking twice. :D
dont you just miss being young again? yeaa' you look so childish back then, but yet life was better when you get to have things you wanted, you've been protected, adored by your cute innocent face and they just love to do things just to see you smile.
I used to know a lot of things and never would i deny the fact that ' the more you know, the more complicated you are' its true you know. we are growing every single day and the more we know about life, the people and etc. I ever wanted to understand everything about life, the way human react but now I think I wouldnt wanted to know so much because I dont think I could take that much. Just may God gives me those understanding where I could help people through their hardtimes and etc.
Big people think more than twice. They consider, concern, caution alot alot of thing when they could just do it. When we're young we do everything we wanted to do, cause we're not consious and concern about other's thoughts. Therefore, we ask we do we act ' annoyingly but cute at times.
I may not make any sense but I just think like come on, be yourself! Dontmind what others may think of you, for you do not live to please them. Enjoy life, laugh out loud when you feel like it. Dont laugh half way just because someone find you overeacting and gave you an unpleasant look ' dude, I laugh when im happy, Im sad when feel down, I cry when I couldnt take it.
'always be true to yourself - r '
Anyways, yeaa' thats what im trying to do. I am me, dont like me? Get a life (: i'll love those who loves me.
Did I get off topic? Oops, but hmmm. Yeaa, I didnt really miss being kid, but I want to be like a kid.( Am I drunk? ) Cause its fun, being adult is so... Old fashion. HAHA'
Today, thank God that He answered my prayer. (: out w sis again. Waving to other bro and sis, I miss you all ! Hangout more, yes?
LoveGodAlwaysAndForever.
Until next time'
Xoxo-r
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
24th August 2010' brother D's bday
smile love;
i feel like saying ' thou shall not over do' cause YES! i have a feeling that i might over do it. Its a 'might' .
Last night was a blast, we made a surpise for our brother Dguyzz. And thank to all whom joined us! There's brother weesoon, kingyu, cheegit, george, sister maggie, geri, iting, yanshiang and pastor tony as well. You can review some pics from facebook. (; mostly thanks to sister yanshiang and brother cheegit for the rides. Thank God everything was going well.
I sing (:
...
Its so important that we always have faith to our God.
These past few events, i come to realize how important prayers are now. And i hope you do too, have you ever wonders about where you'll be going after life. Everyone knows that we'll die someday, well yes but maybe people couldnt bother much about it because they are too busy w the life they have now. But i hope someday, you'll come to realize the importants of seeking the truth of life. (:
have a blessed day everyone.
Smile always and treat others w a loving heart.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
i feel like saying ' thou shall not over do' cause YES! i have a feeling that i might over do it. Its a 'might' .
Last night was a blast, we made a surpise for our brother Dguyzz. And thank to all whom joined us! There's brother weesoon, kingyu, cheegit, george, sister maggie, geri, iting, yanshiang and pastor tony as well. You can review some pics from facebook. (; mostly thanks to sister yanshiang and brother cheegit for the rides. Thank God everything was going well.
I sing (:
...
Its so important that we always have faith to our God.
These past few events, i come to realize how important prayers are now. And i hope you do too, have you ever wonders about where you'll be going after life. Everyone knows that we'll die someday, well yes but maybe people couldnt bother much about it because they are too busy w the life they have now. But i hope someday, you'll come to realize the importants of seeking the truth of life. (:
have a blessed day everyone.
Smile always and treat others w a loving heart.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
Sunday, August 22, 2010
23th August 2010.
heyys (:
do always know one very-the-most important thing ; trust God till the end. (:
thats the best ultimate weapon of all, put your trust in Him and no' he would never fails you. I know cause i tried (;
yes, at times i was trobled' confused' depress' stress and all the negative-ness you have in your mind. we all gone through those, i mean who doesnt right but what amazing is the outcome of having faith in God and let him take the wheel. He'll take you to where your suppose to be.
I enjoyed the night very much, thanks to sister geri, maggie, iting, brother king yu, andy, wee son and that guy. It was really a great night, and i enjoy the fellowship as i thank God for he brought you all into my life.
Sweet love california, (: this guy, sweeet to the rooftop. He really can get me glowing. Winks'
days has been fine, couldnt ask for more. hope tonight will be to its maximum. Love God, the awesome of the awesome.
I miss chuck from gossip girl, barney from himym, more series please.
Until next time,
xoxo' r
do always know one very-the-most important thing ; trust God till the end. (:
thats the best ultimate weapon of all, put your trust in Him and no' he would never fails you. I know cause i tried (;
yes, at times i was trobled' confused' depress' stress and all the negative-ness you have in your mind. we all gone through those, i mean who doesnt right but what amazing is the outcome of having faith in God and let him take the wheel. He'll take you to where your suppose to be.
I enjoyed the night very much, thanks to sister geri, maggie, iting, brother king yu, andy, wee son and that guy. It was really a great night, and i enjoy the fellowship as i thank God for he brought you all into my life.
Sweet love california, (: this guy, sweeet to the rooftop. He really can get me glowing. Winks'
days has been fine, couldnt ask for more. hope tonight will be to its maximum. Love God, the awesome of the awesome.
I miss chuck from gossip girl, barney from himym, more series please.
Until next time,
xoxo' r
Saturday, August 21, 2010
22th August 2010' myheart given to you.
ohmeGee'
dearloverboy,
today, im quite silly - tell you whyy.
; realise last night why i got so emotional about the must-give-it-to-you thingy.
because, its represent my heart and my care.
and whats silly is, i placed it in somewhere safe but the thought of someone might find it special and took it out kept me awake for 2-3 times because im afraid they might drop it.
and im also afraid that even i kept you safe there, i worries they would be a mini earthquake that cause it to fall. i didn't sleep peacefully worrying about that thing.
Sillymuch, i know. I sound like an emotional bunny. :3 pathetic yes or no. Idontmind cause it's true i do care.
Im going off later, out maybe as usual- sunday, its a lifestyle my dear. hope greenday will be a lovely day, i have a feeling ; a feeling that makes me wants to draw a line after greenday. Just hope i would know how he feel.
...
Friends scares me a lot, like a lot a lot. Either the rapid change of personality or its because i sense the inner thought that really kinda freak me out. Love, dontfreak me out. Just stop when you know its not a good thing to hold on, most of all dont scare me cause i think you are now. Come back, (:
..
I really like the quote-
; if you cant handle me at my worst,then you dont deserve me at my best. I got this from sis fateen's fb profile, sorry w/o permission.
Its a really meaningful quote that I just want to share. You know what it means, I dont need to further explain.
...
You know what's scary ? Its not the knife nor gun ; it's the person holding it. Human heart' the thoughts from human mind. I guess. When I was young, I really wanted to have the ability to read thoughts and wonders did God actually give someone such ability but the answer is 'no' if a person were to be gifted in such a way, I think they wouldnt be able to handle it emotionally cause your heart feels like doing suicide itself when you know someone's thought but they talked differently due to the intention they might not even realise. Creeepy!
...
Did I talk to much? Talk garfield day or bat day? Either day, immmma do the old school skill again.
...
May everyone have a blessed day, im still a lil unwell so forgive any of my inappropriate behavior that you may detect. (: pray for love too and friendship.
Until next time,
Xoxo'r
dearloverboy,
today, im quite silly - tell you whyy.
; realise last night why i got so emotional about the must-give-it-to-you thingy.
because, its represent my heart and my care.
and whats silly is, i placed it in somewhere safe but the thought of someone might find it special and took it out kept me awake for 2-3 times because im afraid they might drop it.
and im also afraid that even i kept you safe there, i worries they would be a mini earthquake that cause it to fall. i didn't sleep peacefully worrying about that thing.
Sillymuch, i know. I sound like an emotional bunny. :3 pathetic yes or no. Idontmind cause it's true i do care.
Im going off later, out maybe as usual- sunday, its a lifestyle my dear. hope greenday will be a lovely day, i have a feeling ; a feeling that makes me wants to draw a line after greenday. Just hope i would know how he feel.
...
Friends scares me a lot, like a lot a lot. Either the rapid change of personality or its because i sense the inner thought that really kinda freak me out. Love, dontfreak me out. Just stop when you know its not a good thing to hold on, most of all dont scare me cause i think you are now. Come back, (:
..
I really like the quote-
; if you cant handle me at my worst,then you dont deserve me at my best. I got this from sis fateen's fb profile, sorry w/o permission.
Its a really meaningful quote that I just want to share. You know what it means, I dont need to further explain.
...
You know what's scary ? Its not the knife nor gun ; it's the person holding it. Human heart' the thoughts from human mind. I guess. When I was young, I really wanted to have the ability to read thoughts and wonders did God actually give someone such ability but the answer is 'no' if a person were to be gifted in such a way, I think they wouldnt be able to handle it emotionally cause your heart feels like doing suicide itself when you know someone's thought but they talked differently due to the intention they might not even realise. Creeepy!
...
Did I talk to much? Talk garfield day or bat day? Either day, immmma do the old school skill again.
...
May everyone have a blessed day, im still a lil unwell so forgive any of my inappropriate behavior that you may detect. (: pray for love too and friendship.
Until next time,
Xoxo'r
22th August 2010
heyy guys.
For the very first time, i dare to really admit im in love. I feel like saying my heart is 'SOLD' to him already. Altho yes im in a situation where i do not know how he thinks or feel about me.
Complaining ; feelings are boringg, they make you go up and down for no reason, sometime even for silly reason.
ahhh. tell me how you feel already, pops i just dont want to make guesses anymore. before i tries something really silly please, take this feeling away !
For the very first time, i dare to really admit im in love. I feel like saying my heart is 'SOLD' to him already. Altho yes im in a situation where i do not know how he thinks or feel about me.
Complaining ; feelings are boringg, they make you go up and down for no reason, sometime even for silly reason.
ahhh. tell me how you feel already, pops i just dont want to make guesses anymore. before i tries something really silly please, take this feeling away !
Thursday, August 19, 2010
19th August 2010
Hey sugarbabies,
I think im really in love. <3 - am I ? It's just so wonderful. I smiled for no reason, is this God's love? ; I think it's amazing.
I'm planning to do something different. I never really done it before, all I have is ' an idea ' locate inside my mind and i'm going to make it happen. Believe me, I am so bad at handicraft and stuff- excluding drawing ofcourse. But I have a heart' ( stay tune for monday's post, for I will post what i've achieved ) - its going to be awesome.
...
A friend borrowed me his pd, he downloaded some movie. - so sweet that its more than one, thanks to that person because for the meantime I wont bored till rot. :3
And one of the movie was guratee ! I laugh out loud. :D
...
Sister yanshiang's brother and sister in law is coming to Brunei which also means less hanging out. I know right' well its okay. I could still bare it. :) with a big smile.
...
When your doing something for someone special, just by having the thoughts of it can actually fill your face with tons of smiles. - true story ( HAHA ) Cause its kinda like what happen to me and no' im not telling who he is.
...
Do you ever thought of why people always hang out with you? Well, I do... At times, esp when silent took over our converstation or I just came from a great time ; I would thought hey, why do they want to hang out w me. Am I weird ? Haha.
...
Nowadays, I realize im loud ( in a bad way ) like loud loud. When I got excited, I couldnt stop blah blah blahh. And I get all hyper and continue talking. I then take a second to remind myself ' im coming 18, stop acting like im 8 ' but then that's me what. That loud kidd' is me. Thats who I am. :) ; its take it or leave it. <3
...
I hope it's going to turn out awesome. In God's will and blessing.
Until next time
Xoxo-r
I think im really in love. <3 - am I ? It's just so wonderful. I smiled for no reason, is this God's love? ; I think it's amazing.
I'm planning to do something different. I never really done it before, all I have is ' an idea ' locate inside my mind and i'm going to make it happen. Believe me, I am so bad at handicraft and stuff- excluding drawing ofcourse. But I have a heart' ( stay tune for monday's post, for I will post what i've achieved ) - its going to be awesome.
...
A friend borrowed me his pd, he downloaded some movie. - so sweet that its more than one, thanks to that person because for the meantime I wont bored till rot. :3
And one of the movie was guratee ! I laugh out loud. :D
...
Sister yanshiang's brother and sister in law is coming to Brunei which also means less hanging out. I know right' well its okay. I could still bare it. :) with a big smile.
...
When your doing something for someone special, just by having the thoughts of it can actually fill your face with tons of smiles. - true story ( HAHA ) Cause its kinda like what happen to me and no' im not telling who he is.
...
Do you ever thought of why people always hang out with you? Well, I do... At times, esp when silent took over our converstation or I just came from a great time ; I would thought hey, why do they want to hang out w me. Am I weird ? Haha.
...
Nowadays, I realize im loud ( in a bad way ) like loud loud. When I got excited, I couldnt stop blah blah blahh. And I get all hyper and continue talking. I then take a second to remind myself ' im coming 18, stop acting like im 8 ' but then that's me what. That loud kidd' is me. Thats who I am. :) ; its take it or leave it. <3
...
I hope it's going to turn out awesome. In God's will and blessing.
Until next time
Xoxo-r
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
19th August 2010 ' ifound a sister.
Hey lovers ;
Today, i had the most unforgetful moment of the year. Thank to my angel sent sister yanshiang for that everything.
; pretty boy' you might never notice but your a very lucky dude. To have friends doing all these, that's love my friend. (: hope you receive our love on xx.xx.xxxx. (: much love.
2010 ; Thank you God and lovely angels - ive met a lovely lady of my life. And she never fails to amazed me at times by her wonderness. :3 'she's indeed a rare species, and YES ! The last species on planet earth is mine' Praise the Lord for this delivery. :d
She showed me how awesome friends could be, she comfort me at times when am trobled. She show me that its alright to open up and talk my heart out :3 - True story.
She never shove me away, I could always freely talk about my concern towads this that even boy problem and she's always got the best answer to make me feeel awesome (better). She's such a lovely friend, I wonders if she's the angel sent from above for me. :3
She's more than just a friend, She's more than just a BEST friend ; she's my sister - Someone I thanked God for, Someone I dont want to lose.
Dear God,
Have I ever asked for an angel? I do hope You did not sent your angel to the wrong address. (: thank you for sending her to my life. For the past weeks, months - my day had become more awesomer ; all thanks to youu and your angel.
She's more than I could ask for. Thank you so much. My best 2010 gift ever, and I want to keep it till the rest of my life. :) that guy would be my second best gift. 'wink ; I want him as my birthday present. - baby me. ;3
Dear yanshiang,
Thankyou for everything that you've done for me. Thank you for all the love you have for me, thank you for all the care. Thanks for being such an awesome suporter, thanks for being here when I needed someone. Thank you for letting me into your life. Your amazing, simply awesome-ly Awesome.
Honestly, your more than I could ever ask for. You've brighten part of my life. :3 your someone I wouldnt wanna lose. Love you much.
My name is lim ruiyee. Im coming 18, I love my God and im a kid with a blessed sister.
Thanks for reading.
xoxo'r
Today, i had the most unforgetful moment of the year. Thank to my angel sent sister yanshiang for that everything.
; pretty boy' you might never notice but your a very lucky dude. To have friends doing all these, that's love my friend. (: hope you receive our love on xx.xx.xxxx. (: much love.
2010 ; Thank you God and lovely angels - ive met a lovely lady of my life. And she never fails to amazed me at times by her wonderness. :3 'she's indeed a rare species, and YES ! The last species on planet earth is mine' Praise the Lord for this delivery. :d
She showed me how awesome friends could be, she comfort me at times when am trobled. She show me that its alright to open up and talk my heart out :3 - True story.
She never shove me away, I could always freely talk about my concern towads this that even boy problem and she's always got the best answer to make me feeel awesome (better). She's such a lovely friend, I wonders if she's the angel sent from above for me. :3
She's more than just a friend, She's more than just a BEST friend ; she's my sister - Someone I thanked God for, Someone I dont want to lose.
Dear God,
Have I ever asked for an angel? I do hope You did not sent your angel to the wrong address. (: thank you for sending her to my life. For the past weeks, months - my day had become more awesomer ; all thanks to youu and your angel.
She's more than I could ask for. Thank you so much. My best 2010 gift ever, and I want to keep it till the rest of my life. :) that guy would be my second best gift. 'wink ; I want him as my birthday present. - baby me. ;3
Dear yanshiang,
Thankyou for everything that you've done for me. Thank you for all the love you have for me, thank you for all the care. Thanks for being such an awesome suporter, thanks for being here when I needed someone. Thank you for letting me into your life. Your amazing, simply awesome-ly Awesome.
Honestly, your more than I could ever ask for. You've brighten part of my life. :3 your someone I wouldnt wanna lose. Love you much.
My name is lim ruiyee. Im coming 18, I love my God and im a kid with a blessed sister.
Thanks for reading.
xoxo'r
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
18th August 2010 ' love season
Hey lover duckies. :3
Are we experiencing love season in Brunei now ? - no? Then why in the beautiful world am i in love with this guy now?
I couldnt sleep, so i decided to get some ideas for next week and good grace cause i now have more romantic idea for my lover boy. Thing is - i dont know i dont know how he feel for me. Sad much, i know right.
But lovely enough. Ask me why- but I couldnt provide you a satisfied answer. (: but to someone I love, gosh I really do wants to do all those special things for him to let him know how special he is for me. :3
I sound cheesy? Thats bcause I love cheese, you silly.
About that guy? - his just this simple guy, nothing much but I like him for who he is.
sadly but I had to be honest and announce. I still dont know how he feels towards me. God bless he feels the same way too.
Today, I mean last night. Thank yanshiang and bro cheegit for the rides. Its a battle field, its a struggling season you know. Many people are facing trobles, dont give up soldiers ! You can overcome it.
And october is a month without both yanshiang and rui at the same time. Im travelling on 8th to 17th, while she is 17th to 30th. God keep me strong from not missing her smile too much. And most of all, I love november. My birthday. Awwww. Any surprises? No ah? 'cries- haha.
Until next time.
(Hope I could blog about knowing his feeling soon too)
Xoxo'r
Godblessall.
Yes, im a sweet creature. ;3
Are we experiencing love season in Brunei now ? - no? Then why in the beautiful world am i in love with this guy now?
I couldnt sleep, so i decided to get some ideas for next week and good grace cause i now have more romantic idea for my lover boy. Thing is - i dont know i dont know how he feel for me. Sad much, i know right.
But lovely enough. Ask me why- but I couldnt provide you a satisfied answer. (: but to someone I love, gosh I really do wants to do all those special things for him to let him know how special he is for me. :3
I sound cheesy? Thats bcause I love cheese, you silly.
About that guy? - his just this simple guy, nothing much but I like him for who he is.
sadly but I had to be honest and announce. I still dont know how he feels towards me. God bless he feels the same way too.
Today, I mean last night. Thank yanshiang and bro cheegit for the rides. Its a battle field, its a struggling season you know. Many people are facing trobles, dont give up soldiers ! You can overcome it.
And october is a month without both yanshiang and rui at the same time. Im travelling on 8th to 17th, while she is 17th to 30th. God keep me strong from not missing her smile too much. And most of all, I love november. My birthday. Awwww. Any surprises? No ah? 'cries- haha.
Until next time.
(Hope I could blog about knowing his feeling soon too)
Xoxo'r
Godblessall.
Yes, im a sweet creature. ;3
Monday, August 16, 2010
17th August 2010 'dream
Hey readers,
Today, i was inspired by a wordpress-er (sounds weird) but yea, that person is a blogger. I recently have a strong believe that ' nothing is a coincidence, everything happens for a reason and believe it always happens for the better ' And even today, its not a coincidence i come to read that man's blog. There's a reason, a message that i know unconciously and one day, the purpose will be revealed.
You probably wont get it. My field is not professional enough to emphasize the idea which I wanted to say. Because yeaa, there's too many angle to potray this picture, idea, theory etc
Have you ever think about your dream? I remembered asking people about their dream, but they respond as if they dont dare to dream. Maybe they think dream dont come true, haha. Well your so wrong. Because they could, whatever a man can conceive, he can achieve. 1st- dare to dream, if your someone who think all the negativeness about how unrealistic dreams are. Then, awesome try think positive as I believe that mind of yours could really blow you away.
Have you lost your ability to dream? We were all young once, and everyone do dream. Do you have a dream, if not. I think life is a waste where you dont even have a dream. No purpose, just living to breath,eat,drink. Meaningless much. Try think of something you really want to do in life.
'impossible is nothing '
Funny question we had at one of the night. We were asked ' whats the 3 things you want to do before you die'
This guy, he talk about dream and gosh, he did embrace it with full passion.
He tell us that our dreams are given by God. He followed his dreams, I believe he is now at cambodia and still believing in his dream. Altho he faced many trials and probably dissapointment too.
I honestly wanted to read more about him and blog bout it. But I dont think I could at this very moment. For, he really got my attention now. Toodles.
Until next time.
Xoxo-r
Today, i was inspired by a wordpress-er (sounds weird) but yea, that person is a blogger. I recently have a strong believe that ' nothing is a coincidence, everything happens for a reason and believe it always happens for the better ' And even today, its not a coincidence i come to read that man's blog. There's a reason, a message that i know unconciously and one day, the purpose will be revealed.
You probably wont get it. My field is not professional enough to emphasize the idea which I wanted to say. Because yeaa, there's too many angle to potray this picture, idea, theory etc
Have you ever think about your dream? I remembered asking people about their dream, but they respond as if they dont dare to dream. Maybe they think dream dont come true, haha. Well your so wrong. Because they could, whatever a man can conceive, he can achieve. 1st- dare to dream, if your someone who think all the negativeness about how unrealistic dreams are. Then, awesome try think positive as I believe that mind of yours could really blow you away.
Have you lost your ability to dream? We were all young once, and everyone do dream. Do you have a dream, if not. I think life is a waste where you dont even have a dream. No purpose, just living to breath,eat,drink. Meaningless much. Try think of something you really want to do in life.
'impossible is nothing '
Funny question we had at one of the night. We were asked ' whats the 3 things you want to do before you die'
This guy, he talk about dream and gosh, he did embrace it with full passion.
He tell us that our dreams are given by God. He followed his dreams, I believe he is now at cambodia and still believing in his dream. Altho he faced many trials and probably dissapointment too.
I honestly wanted to read more about him and blog bout it. But I dont think I could at this very moment. For, he really got my attention now. Toodles.
Until next time.
Xoxo-r
16th August 2010
Smile. (:
maybe im not going to blog much bout today. Was quite empty tho, i mean how i spend my day. Even my bed room wanna kick me out of the room. Im officially a jobless monkey.
People might never gets me, like what am i doing and what in the world am i thinking. I admit that my behavior was indeed childish, i bet everyone is shaking their heads. Im like a useless kid, show me which girl out there is actually behaving like me.
It was sweet of sister iting as she was concern of my current situation and throw some advice for me as well. I feel like as if im a dissapointment in my family, a girl who is stuborn who listen to no one and thinks she's always right. Atleast thats how I know my parents potrays me.
To be honest, I don't understand myself too sometime. Like, what in the universe am I thinking. What's my future plan?
I sound unresponsible? I know right. Smile.
I want to be supawoman ! Hey, its awesome.
I hope, you would feel the same way too. (L)
I love my God,
Deal w it.
Until next time. Xoxo-r
maybe im not going to blog much bout today. Was quite empty tho, i mean how i spend my day. Even my bed room wanna kick me out of the room. Im officially a jobless monkey.
People might never gets me, like what am i doing and what in the world am i thinking. I admit that my behavior was indeed childish, i bet everyone is shaking their heads. Im like a useless kid, show me which girl out there is actually behaving like me.
It was sweet of sister iting as she was concern of my current situation and throw some advice for me as well. I feel like as if im a dissapointment in my family, a girl who is stuborn who listen to no one and thinks she's always right. Atleast thats how I know my parents potrays me.
To be honest, I don't understand myself too sometime. Like, what in the universe am I thinking. What's my future plan?
I sound unresponsible? I know right. Smile.
I want to be supawoman ! Hey, its awesome.
I hope, you would feel the same way too. (L)
I love my God,
Deal w it.
Until next time. Xoxo-r
Sunday, August 15, 2010
15th August 2010
Hey lovely readers.
Its so sweeet to know people reading my blogs. Thanks with love.
I broke a record, or maybe i should say WE BROKE THE RECORD !! On the second week of August, yanshiang and i certainly did not fail to meet up everday and have fun. Just in one week, i overnight at her place twice. How about that. (: Not only that, cause we also manage to spend great time w one of our brother as well. I really really enjoy these moments we had, but i was afraid to be overjoy too. She said, awesome things to describe me. I think they're just wonderful.
Hey, how are you all doing? I certainly miss everyone i used to chat and hang out with Esp, kyz faiz fyzan and the rest of the boys whom had been a lovely brother to me as well.
I always enjoy reading kyz's blog because he express every thoughts he have. And his a person who love everyone. A loving boy, am glad to have him in my life. Too bad, we dont always spend time together, cause i believe its going to be Awesome.
Its always a blessed for the friend you have around you. We should enjoy everymoment with loveable people.
I think im starting to have better view about F.R.I.E.N.D. Currently starting to explore more things that I never thought about friends.
I thank God deeply, for He started to help me understand,witness and explore the amazingness of friend. Maybe soon i'll be start posting post related to friend.
Until next time.
Godblessyou.
Xoxo-r
Its so sweeet to know people reading my blogs. Thanks with love.
I broke a record, or maybe i should say WE BROKE THE RECORD !! On the second week of August, yanshiang and i certainly did not fail to meet up everday and have fun. Just in one week, i overnight at her place twice. How about that. (: Not only that, cause we also manage to spend great time w one of our brother as well. I really really enjoy these moments we had, but i was afraid to be overjoy too. She said, awesome things to describe me. I think they're just wonderful.
Hey, how are you all doing? I certainly miss everyone i used to chat and hang out with Esp, kyz faiz fyzan and the rest of the boys whom had been a lovely brother to me as well.
I always enjoy reading kyz's blog because he express every thoughts he have. And his a person who love everyone. A loving boy, am glad to have him in my life. Too bad, we dont always spend time together, cause i believe its going to be Awesome.
Its always a blessed for the friend you have around you. We should enjoy everymoment with loveable people.
I think im starting to have better view about F.R.I.E.N.D. Currently starting to explore more things that I never thought about friends.
I thank God deeply, for He started to help me understand,witness and explore the amazingness of friend. Maybe soon i'll be start posting post related to friend.
Until next time.
Godblessyou.
Xoxo-r
Friday, August 13, 2010
13th August's Confession :) - wonering is he the one?
Hey readers,
Wonder why am i making two post in a day ?
Well, someone asked - why your post are so short this lately. So, here i am to fill you up with more craps.
I read a post or you can call it article about blogs. About are we expressing too much in the blog or like giving out too much information in our blog for our readers to read. I'm not sure about it, but to me. Blogging is a great way i can actually keep in touch and people who might wonders how've i beeen. they can actually read about it. I just love to express my thoughts, that's all. :)
Funny thing is, if you don't feel comfortable reading my blog. :D
maybe you should try visit others :)
For some of you may know that i had some feelings for someone. I wonders, would this feeling end up as another disappointment? Or as micheal jackson's " THIS IS IT ? " of course, definitely i hope THIS IS IT :D really do. im quite tired of hunting actually and i think he would be just GREAT FOR ME. but i always doubt about how he actually felt for me. i know that he doesnt feel the same way as i do and there's this huge possibility that he might like this girl i know. And I'm actually between giving up or give it a try as in make a move? But i dont really admire the idea of girls making the move tho. :D
Should i be patient and let it go with the flow ? Give him more time to know about me as well. i'd probably just do more praying and hope things goes well between us. :)
Today, at this very day. i receive the most wonderful word ever from a Friend, a Sister of mine. I was shocked and also frozen when she actually told me those words. It's beeen really really reallly Awesome :) i'd love the encouragement from her. Indeed a goood friend and sister whom i could freely share my problems and etc. :) Hope God would bless our friendship and may it never last.
I also enjoys the fellowship we had yesterday noon at One of the Sister's House. :)
Days has beeen just simply SMILE-ABLE :D
ohh. today. i receive some news about someone who i used to care before. Seems like that person had a 360` change in his life. We haven beeen contact in a very very very long time. mutually i'll definitely Hope his doing well with the rest. :)
Sadly, my brother told me about my previous boss whom was also my aunt. She told my maid how useless i was, when i was actually doing work for her. I really am speechless, not really hurt tho since am quite used to it. but sighs* how could she. :) To be honest, and shooting right in her face. I never really wanted to work, i was another aunt whom told me that they are OLD and wondering about who might be taking care of their company in the future time and suggested i give it a try. I thought it's actually not a bad idea and now it turns to be like this. Well, i'd just say - Thank you so much for the salary paid altho i did nothing at all. :) your love is very much received. :D - am i being sarcastic?
Brunei feels more quiet. :D Due to Puasa season i think.
since it's a Muslim country, like wow. the street are barely empty - Think Skeleton :D Jokes.
HUNGRY MUCH !
Imma grab some burger and start munching. will be back soon to upload the photos. :D
until next time.
xoxo-ruiyee.
Wonder why am i making two post in a day ?
Well, someone asked - why your post are so short this lately. So, here i am to fill you up with more craps.
I read a post or you can call it article about blogs. About are we expressing too much in the blog or like giving out too much information in our blog for our readers to read. I'm not sure about it, but to me. Blogging is a great way i can actually keep in touch and people who might wonders how've i beeen. they can actually read about it. I just love to express my thoughts, that's all. :)
Funny thing is, if you don't feel comfortable reading my blog. :D
maybe you should try visit others :)
For some of you may know that i had some feelings for someone. I wonders, would this feeling end up as another disappointment? Or as micheal jackson's " THIS IS IT ? " of course, definitely i hope THIS IS IT :D really do. im quite tired of hunting actually and i think he would be just GREAT FOR ME. but i always doubt about how he actually felt for me. i know that he doesnt feel the same way as i do and there's this huge possibility that he might like this girl i know. And I'm actually between giving up or give it a try as in make a move? But i dont really admire the idea of girls making the move tho. :D
Should i be patient and let it go with the flow ? Give him more time to know about me as well. i'd probably just do more praying and hope things goes well between us. :)
Today, at this very day. i receive the most wonderful word ever from a Friend, a Sister of mine. I was shocked and also frozen when she actually told me those words. It's beeen really really reallly Awesome :) i'd love the encouragement from her. Indeed a goood friend and sister whom i could freely share my problems and etc. :) Hope God would bless our friendship and may it never last.
I also enjoys the fellowship we had yesterday noon at One of the Sister's House. :)
Days has beeen just simply SMILE-ABLE :D
ohh. today. i receive some news about someone who i used to care before. Seems like that person had a 360` change in his life. We haven beeen contact in a very very very long time. mutually i'll definitely Hope his doing well with the rest. :)
Sadly, my brother told me about my previous boss whom was also my aunt. She told my maid how useless i was, when i was actually doing work for her. I really am speechless, not really hurt tho since am quite used to it. but sighs* how could she. :) To be honest, and shooting right in her face. I never really wanted to work, i was another aunt whom told me that they are OLD and wondering about who might be taking care of their company in the future time and suggested i give it a try. I thought it's actually not a bad idea and now it turns to be like this. Well, i'd just say - Thank you so much for the salary paid altho i did nothing at all. :) your love is very much received. :D - am i being sarcastic?
Brunei feels more quiet. :D Due to Puasa season i think.
since it's a Muslim country, like wow. the street are barely empty - Think Skeleton :D Jokes.
HUNGRY MUCH !
Imma grab some burger and start munching. will be back soon to upload the photos. :D
until next time.
xoxo-ruiyee.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
13th August 2010
Smile All <3
Days has beeen fine and great. Hanging out with New Brother and Sisters, i really do cherish and appreciate every moment we spent together. I think life has been a change for me, i wonders about my old life as well sometime. And i do recalls my past from time to time as well, i do miss the old times.
I really really do, there are times i do hope that i could go back and start over. But i couldn't anymore. I just hope and pray that everyone of them are always safe and sound. I missed their smile.
I've always beeeen with Sis Yanshiang, sometimes with Brothers as well. Which is really cool, our relationship has beeeen closer and closer. I overnight at her place last two nights and it was indeed a blast when she showed 2 and a half of her tails. we really get to know more about each other, not only that we also get closer w one of our brother as well. :) so sweeeet :D
we would never know how long these smiles would last, but all we should do is cherish and appreciate every moment and dont take things for granted. I really thank God for all these wonderful people and may our friendship never last, also please do let us find someone special as well. wink wink *
Until next time,
xoxo-R
always love God.
Days has beeen fine and great. Hanging out with New Brother and Sisters, i really do cherish and appreciate every moment we spent together. I think life has been a change for me, i wonders about my old life as well sometime. And i do recalls my past from time to time as well, i do miss the old times.
I really really do, there are times i do hope that i could go back and start over. But i couldn't anymore. I just hope and pray that everyone of them are always safe and sound. I missed their smile.
I've always beeeen with Sis Yanshiang, sometimes with Brothers as well. Which is really cool, our relationship has beeeen closer and closer. I overnight at her place last two nights and it was indeed a blast when she showed 2 and a half of her tails. we really get to know more about each other, not only that we also get closer w one of our brother as well. :) so sweeeet :D
we would never know how long these smiles would last, but all we should do is cherish and appreciate every moment and dont take things for granted. I really thank God for all these wonderful people and may our friendship never last, also please do let us find someone special as well. wink wink *
Until next time,
xoxo-R
always love God.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
12th August 2010
ahhh. Smile
haha, i overnight at sis yanshiang's place! And we slept at 4am. How crazy is that? Was definitely a fun night, lots of laughing out loud moments.
Enjoy the night as i saw her 3 tails ! If you know what i mean. :p just hope she enjoy the night too.
Ohh and today puasa.
Ohh and yesterday we went to larry's big house. There's even swimming pool. How cool is that.
Hope all the problem were washed away and its going to be a new start again.
Keep me strong and keep me smiling.
Until next time,
xoxo'r
haha, i overnight at sis yanshiang's place! And we slept at 4am. How crazy is that? Was definitely a fun night, lots of laughing out loud moments.
Enjoy the night as i saw her 3 tails ! If you know what i mean. :p just hope she enjoy the night too.
Ohh and today puasa.
Ohh and yesterday we went to larry's big house. There's even swimming pool. How cool is that.
Hope all the problem were washed away and its going to be a new start again.
Keep me strong and keep me smiling.
Until next time,
xoxo'r
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
11th August 2010
Hey to all.
Days have been rough nowadays. I had stop working for the moment, no worries. I still have atleast a meal a day. Not starving to dead.
Actually, no ! Days haven been very rough, mayb i took it in a wrong way.
My days were mostly hanging w one of my sis. Lil girl was advise not to get to attached. I felt like raising up my hand, i know nothing and dont give me anything to think about. Maybe i dont want to think where this friendship goes, maybe i dont want to care whether would we spend more time as well in the future. But the fact is that i do care, trying not to.
Im totally clueless about relationship now. I guess, i should keep my heart safe. Either way hurts so, i rather do nothing and try to feel nothing as well.
I feel like im in a mess now. I should throw myself down to the ocean so my thoughts could stop for a moment. Yes, i got issues but your pretty messed up too. I'll try to figure a way to make things better again.
May everything dance well tonight, i pray.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
Days have been rough nowadays. I had stop working for the moment, no worries. I still have atleast a meal a day. Not starving to dead.
Actually, no ! Days haven been very rough, mayb i took it in a wrong way.
My days were mostly hanging w one of my sis. Lil girl was advise not to get to attached. I felt like raising up my hand, i know nothing and dont give me anything to think about. Maybe i dont want to think where this friendship goes, maybe i dont want to care whether would we spend more time as well in the future. But the fact is that i do care, trying not to.
Im totally clueless about relationship now. I guess, i should keep my heart safe. Either way hurts so, i rather do nothing and try to feel nothing as well.
I feel like im in a mess now. I should throw myself down to the ocean so my thoughts could stop for a moment. Yes, i got issues but your pretty messed up too. I'll try to figure a way to make things better again.
May everything dance well tonight, i pray.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
10th August 2010
Hey readers.
I took a walk from my house to the Mall, Gadong. And to be honest, i felt annoyed by how the people responded when they saw someone walking, its like they saw an alien on street. When i was at china, there's thousand of people walking everday. They dont even care what you wear or what your not wearing. But we're like frogs in well. Sakai banar.
There was two guys whom purposely stare at me with a smile. A malay elderly aged man who drove by me with a smile and posed a long wave.
i tried to hide when i saw my bro's car just now. Wonders why.
Got a new movie. 'letters to God' and i cried like a baby. I cried with no reason, guess am just touched.
New quote!
Nothing is coincidence, it was all planned.
Until next time,
Xoxo'r
I took a walk from my house to the Mall, Gadong. And to be honest, i felt annoyed by how the people responded when they saw someone walking, its like they saw an alien on street. When i was at china, there's thousand of people walking everday. They dont even care what you wear or what your not wearing. But we're like frogs in well. Sakai banar.
There was two guys whom purposely stare at me with a smile. A malay elderly aged man who drove by me with a smile and posed a long wave.
i tried to hide when i saw my bro's car just now. Wonders why.
Got a new movie. 'letters to God' and i cried like a baby. I cried with no reason, guess am just touched.
New quote!
Nothing is coincidence, it was all planned.
Until next time,
Xoxo'r
Sunday, August 8, 2010
9th August 2010
Hey gorgeous !!
Currently, am having troble at work. Well, cant describe it troble because its actually my personal problem. I just couldnt bare it longer, instead of staying i'd rather stop working stay at home and remain a peaceful heart w/o being hurt. Ive tried to seek advice but ..... And the reason of escaping from work is because i fear, fear of? Feeling how i felt for the past months.
This is what happen yesterday. Went for badminton w sis yanshiang and brother. After badminton, HAHA ! I enjoy the conversation, we had at lunch. Maybe am the only one who enjoys it but whocares. :p
After lunch, they sent me home. Also i left my phone in the car. Thank God, yanshiang sent it back. She's been awesome as usual, always been picking me up, feeding me as well. Hope she wont be to exhausted. Sad much, thank God for a wonderful sister.
I went to church for bs w brother gee eng and uncle nick. After church, iting yanshiang and i went sight see ing around while waiting for the other to finish their fellowship i think. But after that we all had dinner together and haha. After that we went empty orchestra-ing with matt. Enjoy much. With some special moment you wont really know. Ignore me. Haha. Btw had a great day indeed, praise God. Thanks to all.
Till here, and until next time. Xoxo'r.
Currently, am having troble at work. Well, cant describe it troble because its actually my personal problem. I just couldnt bare it longer, instead of staying i'd rather stop working stay at home and remain a peaceful heart w/o being hurt. Ive tried to seek advice but ..... And the reason of escaping from work is because i fear, fear of? Feeling how i felt for the past months.
This is what happen yesterday. Went for badminton w sis yanshiang and brother. After badminton, HAHA ! I enjoy the conversation, we had at lunch. Maybe am the only one who enjoys it but whocares. :p
After lunch, they sent me home. Also i left my phone in the car. Thank God, yanshiang sent it back. She's been awesome as usual, always been picking me up, feeding me as well. Hope she wont be to exhausted. Sad much, thank God for a wonderful sister.
I went to church for bs w brother gee eng and uncle nick. After church, iting yanshiang and i went sight see ing around while waiting for the other to finish their fellowship i think. But after that we all had dinner together and haha. After that we went empty orchestra-ing with matt. Enjoy much. With some special moment you wont really know. Ignore me. Haha. Btw had a great day indeed, praise God. Thanks to all.
Till here, and until next time. Xoxo'r.
Friday, August 6, 2010
7th August 2010
Current mood- low
If your curious, am actually now lying on bed. Trying to escape work !! And im not joking at all. I want to apologize to myself because i couldn't take it anymore and had decided to quit this current job of mine. 85 percent of possibilities !! Dad doesnt know about it yet, i too hadnt told my aunt ( my boss ) about it yet.
I tried to train myself not to swear and not to think bad things about other people. But unfortunately, i failed many times. Not that i did swear but i was hurt internally. And i dont think i could stay any longer like this. Ive decided to quit. I work for the sake of my future dslr cam and lappy. Not because im despo for a job. But i was treat barbariclly, and today i guess i had enough.
I wanted to get another job but i dont think i could find a job that actually finish operation at 5. I dont want to work till 9 or 10pm due to many activities at night. So yea, another problem of my own.
Just pray i survive till october ! Thats all i probably need. For the mean time, i could do more research and develop my managing and business skill.
Love much from,ruiyee
If your curious, am actually now lying on bed. Trying to escape work !! And im not joking at all. I want to apologize to myself because i couldn't take it anymore and had decided to quit this current job of mine. 85 percent of possibilities !! Dad doesnt know about it yet, i too hadnt told my aunt ( my boss ) about it yet.
I tried to train myself not to swear and not to think bad things about other people. But unfortunately, i failed many times. Not that i did swear but i was hurt internally. And i dont think i could stay any longer like this. Ive decided to quit. I work for the sake of my future dslr cam and lappy. Not because im despo for a job. But i was treat barbariclly, and today i guess i had enough.
I wanted to get another job but i dont think i could find a job that actually finish operation at 5. I dont want to work till 9 or 10pm due to many activities at night. So yea, another problem of my own.
Just pray i survive till october ! Thats all i probably need. For the mean time, i could do more research and develop my managing and business skill.
Love much from,ruiyee
Yesterday, surprise.
Hey Awesome Babes, with the love.
I'm not in an awesome mood at the moment. Sadly, i had cappuccino last night and Good grace cause i couldn't sleep last night ! And many things run through my mind no matter how hard i tired to fill my mind with emptiness and get to sleep. The only lovely thing is the morning and definitely not my mood. My heart felt so weak as if i couldn't bare to lift any weight. :( really sad much.
Last night was pretty much Awesome. We made another surprise birthday for sis yanshiang. Thanks to both Brother Andy and matt :) also Chee Git came in a surprise :) but i honestly am glad he joined. the more the merrier right. :P
I had my hair done yesterday as well, and yeaaa. i took a day off. Sis picked me up after that and we went for tea with her family. After that we pick Andy up. :)
headed to Yappie and waited for the rest to come. :)
Had an awesome dinner Yes ! :) it was a triple. thanks to Fiona,Andy,Yanshiang for sharing ^^.
After dinner, we went to watch " the last airbender " which i thought is a great movie but it turn out totally opposite. Sighs* but ohh well. :)
After the Movie, we made the surprise, 2 of Andy's friend camed and so did both Geri & Wee soon. It was awesome i guess because she was Surprise :) we took pictures of course. i'll upload maybe here or at facebook :)
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Sad moment-
Sighs* i shouldn't take Cappuccino LOLS !! the name attracted me to order it. And i end up fighting myself to sleep. And moreover i really couldn't stand to work with my aunt anymore ! I work for the sake of my FUTURE Camera, laptop and some pocket money for my awesome friends Birthday.
Last night was pretty much Awesome. We made another surprise birthday for sis yanshiang. Thanks to both Brother Andy and matt :) also Chee Git came in a surprise :) but i honestly am glad he joined. the more the merrier right. :P
I had my hair done yesterday as well, and yeaaa. i took a day off. Sis picked me up after that and we went for tea with her family. After that we pick Andy up. :)
headed to Yappie and waited for the rest to come. :)
Had an awesome dinner Yes ! :) it was a triple. thanks to Fiona,Andy,Yanshiang for sharing ^^.
After dinner, we went to watch " the last airbender " which i thought is a great movie but it turn out totally opposite. Sighs* but ohh well. :)
After the Movie, we made the surprise, 2 of Andy's friend camed and so did both Geri & Wee soon. It was awesome i guess because she was Surprise :) we took pictures of course. i'll upload maybe here or at facebook :)
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Sad moment-
Sighs* i shouldn't take Cappuccino LOLS !! the name attracted me to order it. And i end up fighting myself to sleep. And moreover i really couldn't stand to work with my aunt anymore ! I work for the sake of my FUTURE Camera, laptop and some pocket money for my awesome friends Birthday.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Yesterday, badminton Night
Would first love to greet this lovely morning :)
Everything tends to seems lovely when you feel great and happy, and the opposite to those who feels sad depressed and etc.
Last Night, was fine :)
This is what actually happened.
I went to work, and then Sis Yanshiang picked me up after work and she drop me home awhile to pick my stuff up.
After that, we went to her house as she prepare herself as well. Auntie was there and she joined us for badminton too. Before we get in the court to sweat ourselves, we stop by a home mini restaurant called " Gerai Nurul " which is around 2-3 minutes walk from YanShiang's house.
We had Mee Soto, which auntie had cornbeef fried rice. Thanks to Yanshiang's treat ^^.
After that, we headed to MD's court. We were quite early actually, and we waited outside for the other's arrival.
I saw a car with two guys, and i was like "wuu` any charming guy ? " and to my surprise i actually know him -.-"
His err, forgot his name. wait --- really forgotten but i joined his church camp twice before. :)
and his really really good in badminton, i heard his First Place at last year's badminton competition organize by our school i think. So, yeaaa some more surprise is. i saw DEREN BONG ! and his GOOD too. like whaaat. what i missed ? :P
ohh okay. err, yeaaa badminton. speechless but yeaaa i enjoyed it but somehow i just played really bad at the last one, maybe because im too tired? Sorry :)
After badminton, we went limteh at gadong foodcourt.
Can't wait for Friday. Okay, i shouldn't get too excited but. yeaa do hope it's Awesome to the MAX.
And yeaaa. Brother Chee Git send me home- i asked for it. :D Don't know why. being naughty perhaps.
Last Words?
yanshiang is awesome :)
Too bad Matt is going away soon.
I'm tired :P
His Cute.
whaaat?
Okay, seriously err. i made a post at rainformdroughts but yea. i'm trying to stick with the advice that i gaved someone someone. So, i hope that everything turns well. In God's will :)
Everything tends to seems lovely when you feel great and happy, and the opposite to those who feels sad depressed and etc.
Last Night, was fine :)
This is what actually happened.
I went to work, and then Sis Yanshiang picked me up after work and she drop me home awhile to pick my stuff up.
After that, we went to her house as she prepare herself as well. Auntie was there and she joined us for badminton too. Before we get in the court to sweat ourselves, we stop by a home mini restaurant called " Gerai Nurul " which is around 2-3 minutes walk from YanShiang's house.
We had Mee Soto, which auntie had cornbeef fried rice. Thanks to Yanshiang's treat ^^.
After that, we headed to MD's court. We were quite early actually, and we waited outside for the other's arrival.
I saw a car with two guys, and i was like "wuu` any charming guy ? " and to my surprise i actually know him -.-"
His err, forgot his name. wait --- really forgotten but i joined his church camp twice before. :)
and his really really good in badminton, i heard his First Place at last year's badminton competition organize by our school i think. So, yeaaa some more surprise is. i saw DEREN BONG ! and his GOOD too. like whaaat. what i missed ? :P
ohh okay. err, yeaaa badminton. speechless but yeaaa i enjoyed it but somehow i just played really bad at the last one, maybe because im too tired? Sorry :)
After badminton, we went limteh at gadong foodcourt.
Can't wait for Friday. Okay, i shouldn't get too excited but. yeaa do hope it's Awesome to the MAX.
And yeaaa. Brother Chee Git send me home- i asked for it. :D Don't know why. being naughty perhaps.
Last Words?
yanshiang is awesome :)
Too bad Matt is going away soon.
I'm tired :P
His Cute.
whaaat?
Okay, seriously err. i made a post at rainformdroughts but yea. i'm trying to stick with the advice that i gaved someone someone. So, i hope that everything turns well. In God's will :)
Monday, August 2, 2010
Yesterday out w bros
Hey Lovers all over the world. :)
Yesterday, wasn't really awesome as you can see from my facebook status " Tired & Depressed "
And yes i am. you wonders why ?? i'll tell you why, because of a guy ! think i had a heart for him and yes i do not know how he felt for me so. ): sad much. But i'm trying to be Awesome ! :)
Forget this feeling, to be honest i don't know what to feel.
Friends from macau and hongkong are still Awesome ! :) we still keep in touch,
Haha` which was nice but some are missing for example i didn't get to chat with Sally and etc.
Mandy is the PANDA ! :P she's actually very talkative, should have known.
Hey ! :)
I went out yesterday Night, planned to meet Syasa & Via but due to some problem we didn't manage to see each other.
I got gift for them (: i know it's going to be awesome-ly awesome for syasa cause even i fall in love with the gift.
So, i went out yesterday with my brother instead. We went shopping, bought new headsets ate Jolibeee <3
Ohh` we met Fadzeeeel ! :) Lucky right? haha, his going away again on Wednesday which is tomorrow. Japan as usual.
Brother Matt is going soon next week, and we did something for him.
No worries, he doesn't read my blog.
I want to watch The last avender ! ( is that how it spell? ) haha
ON FRI btw. :)
It's been a busy week this week. Just like how it was before, actually i haven totally tune in my life here in Brunei. But i hope i do.
I just hope that we could spend awesome time with brother Matt before he leaves. :)
With Awesome Sis YanShiang, Brother Andy, Chee git and more ofcourse.
Until then ...
Tonight, bring me some smile <3 and love as well.
God Bless !
Yesterday, wasn't really awesome as you can see from my facebook status " Tired & Depressed "
And yes i am. you wonders why ?? i'll tell you why, because of a guy ! think i had a heart for him and yes i do not know how he felt for me so. ): sad much. But i'm trying to be Awesome ! :)
Forget this feeling, to be honest i don't know what to feel.
Friends from macau and hongkong are still Awesome ! :) we still keep in touch,
Haha` which was nice but some are missing for example i didn't get to chat with Sally and etc.
Mandy is the PANDA ! :P she's actually very talkative, should have known.
Hey ! :)
I went out yesterday Night, planned to meet Syasa & Via but due to some problem we didn't manage to see each other.
I got gift for them (: i know it's going to be awesome-ly awesome for syasa cause even i fall in love with the gift.
So, i went out yesterday with my brother instead. We went shopping, bought new headsets ate Jolibeee <3
Ohh` we met Fadzeeeel ! :) Lucky right? haha, his going away again on Wednesday which is tomorrow. Japan as usual.
Brother Matt is going soon next week, and we did something for him.
No worries, he doesn't read my blog.
I want to watch The last avender ! ( is that how it spell? ) haha
ON FRI btw. :)
It's been a busy week this week. Just like how it was before, actually i haven totally tune in my life here in Brunei. But i hope i do.
I just hope that we could spend awesome time with brother Matt before he leaves. :)
With Awesome Sis YanShiang, Brother Andy, Chee git and more ofcourse.
Until then ...
Tonight, bring me some smile <3 and love as well.
God Bless !
Sunday, August 1, 2010
2 Weeks Vacation- Back to Basic
Hey, :)
Am back in Brunei finally !
I remember the days before i went oversea, i went to YF with Yanshiang the day before my flight. And as i return from oversea, the same night i went to YF again with Yanshiang. Everything feels like as if it's back to basic.
I'm happy as before i went oversea, lovely greetings were received from lovely people.
FYI` i went to Beijing. We took flight from Miri to Tianjin and then we sat a 2 hour Bus to Beijing.
I'll talk more about my trip at Iheartravel.
I feel rather empty these few days although it's been great as i was hanging out with few awesome brothers and sister.
Worst is, i think i have a heart for someone LOLs. i know right. -___-"
dislike it because am not sure whether does he felt the same way or not.
But i guess Not. So, this whole emotion thing made me unhappy, depressed ! :(
And am back at Work Now ! :(
Not in an awesome Mode, but i prayed and hope i can spend this year peacefully ! Amen ! :)
Am back in Brunei finally !
I remember the days before i went oversea, i went to YF with Yanshiang the day before my flight. And as i return from oversea, the same night i went to YF again with Yanshiang. Everything feels like as if it's back to basic.
I'm happy as before i went oversea, lovely greetings were received from lovely people.
FYI` i went to Beijing. We took flight from Miri to Tianjin and then we sat a 2 hour Bus to Beijing.
I'll talk more about my trip at Iheartravel.
I feel rather empty these few days although it's been great as i was hanging out with few awesome brothers and sister.
Worst is, i think i have a heart for someone LOLs. i know right. -___-"
dislike it because am not sure whether does he felt the same way or not.
But i guess Not. So, this whole emotion thing made me unhappy, depressed ! :(
And am back at Work Now ! :(
Not in an awesome Mode, but i prayed and hope i can spend this year peacefully ! Amen ! :)
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