hey awesome.
is music my bestfriend? its like my drug? the rythm of my mood. cause it keep me high, it taught me to be stronger :)
is this my love season? cause i felt something growing in my heart. and it focused on certain people and gave them control over my emotions? that sound just so wrong :) -
ain gonna be the girl who look at you there w a knife stab in my heart. ain gonna be. ain gonna be that way. im going to keep negatives energy away from me :) - and my life. so ;
world! i love my God. i do i do and i really do.
thank God for every and all :D i wanna be awesome so i gotta stop having second thoughts. imma just be me :)
lovelovelove
Humbly His,
love always -rui
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Leading
wow !
such responsibility, im not sure who am i right now or where do i actually stands. am i the leader? am i leading my team? cause im not sure but what im sure is whenever theres problem, when there's a mess or trouble - i will be the person theyre looking for.
i decide the times, i contact the line. i made decisions, and i feel like im responsible for everything here.
today was such a mess, two events happen and i was the one to look for. am i trying to lead? i feel like im just trying to do whats right and try to make things right. but now im kinda like expected to lead so when problems occurs im the one to be responsible and handle it.
i just hope my team will really do their best in their work, i wont blame them tho. because i dont want to break this bond that we have and i dont want to create too many hard times for them but what happen just now really breaks me a little. my tears came out and wow- im feel pretty pressured and all those thing that my mentor says does sound like ive been lectured.
i know you want answers, but overall. what im showing you perhaps is that im not doing good enough in handling all of this. and im really sorry that your dissapointed but dont expect me to be as you wanted because you may lead me to grow in a wrong way. im not weak, i can definitely do better but please pardon me more space to breatg and grow.
Humbly His,
love always -rui
such responsibility, im not sure who am i right now or where do i actually stands. am i the leader? am i leading my team? cause im not sure but what im sure is whenever theres problem, when there's a mess or trouble - i will be the person theyre looking for.
i decide the times, i contact the line. i made decisions, and i feel like im responsible for everything here.
today was such a mess, two events happen and i was the one to look for. am i trying to lead? i feel like im just trying to do whats right and try to make things right. but now im kinda like expected to lead so when problems occurs im the one to be responsible and handle it.
i just hope my team will really do their best in their work, i wont blame them tho. because i dont want to break this bond that we have and i dont want to create too many hard times for them but what happen just now really breaks me a little. my tears came out and wow- im feel pretty pressured and all those thing that my mentor says does sound like ive been lectured.
i know you want answers, but overall. what im showing you perhaps is that im not doing good enough in handling all of this. and im really sorry that your dissapointed but dont expect me to be as you wanted because you may lead me to grow in a wrong way. im not weak, i can definitely do better but please pardon me more space to breatg and grow.
Humbly His,
love always -rui
Saturday, May 21, 2011
its a gift :D
hello world! :D
yesterday me and my lovely cv ians had a gathering. wai ming, sham, reyne, jean, mark and wife, pek ching, del , adek, GB, john, richard, kelvin, raymond ting, siong, mei and etc were there :) thanks to Del's treat :D
it was a depressing day yesterday. but things get better after i met them :) - back to work w Smile :D
today was amazing-er ! fully blast energy today w my boss and b! :) -
i had the most amazing morning ever! :D met lovely people all w smiles.
and i realize, hey! :)
everything was given, everything is a gift.
yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. its so true ! :)
all the smiles, love, joy, achievement and all. - theyre gift from God. so always always be thankful :)
i love you Jesus! :D
Humbly His,
love always -rui
yesterday me and my lovely cv ians had a gathering. wai ming, sham, reyne, jean, mark and wife, pek ching, del , adek, GB, john, richard, kelvin, raymond ting, siong, mei and etc were there :) thanks to Del's treat :D
it was a depressing day yesterday. but things get better after i met them :) - back to work w Smile :D
today was amazing-er ! fully blast energy today w my boss and b! :) -
i had the most amazing morning ever! :D met lovely people all w smiles.
and i realize, hey! :)
everything was given, everything is a gift.
yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. its so true ! :)
all the smiles, love, joy, achievement and all. - theyre gift from God. so always always be thankful :)
i love you Jesus! :D
Humbly His,
love always -rui
Monday, May 9, 2011
Life after CV
hey world.
my world today changed.
well im still me ofcourse , i still work w the same company after 6 months and im starting to love it.
I got an iphone 4 after my first pay and now after 6 month, im finally getting a car of my own. MY OWN CAR! :D and im still 18 <3 - wont be too long till i get older.
I just finished the most amazing course i had ever been to. 'Core Value' - describe the course w one word 'Awesome' and at first i thought my Boss send me over to built up my working skill and etc. Realizing that its a course that changes life ! :) - you'd know if your there!
I really enjoy the environment. on the last day itself, i felt kinda heavy hearted as i was about to leave. After 3 1/2 days' all of us are just like families :) - despite it all, i am committed to join CV -02 ! and i hope to see them there as well, !
First Day After CV !
its was an Awe! i was a Full 10/10 Man!!! people were attracted to my energy 'just as how my boss describe - 'people will be wondering what attracts them over' :)
it was a great experience. and experience that i wouldnt choose to Miss :) and all the wonderful people.
the most awesome part? is when teacher Linda dances w us! My all time fav moment :)
Well so far so good :D
Im going to update ' Journal <3
Humbly His,
love always -rui
my world today changed.
well im still me ofcourse , i still work w the same company after 6 months and im starting to love it.
I got an iphone 4 after my first pay and now after 6 month, im finally getting a car of my own. MY OWN CAR! :D and im still 18 <3 - wont be too long till i get older.
I just finished the most amazing course i had ever been to. 'Core Value' - describe the course w one word 'Awesome' and at first i thought my Boss send me over to built up my working skill and etc. Realizing that its a course that changes life ! :) - you'd know if your there!
I really enjoy the environment. on the last day itself, i felt kinda heavy hearted as i was about to leave. After 3 1/2 days' all of us are just like families :) - despite it all, i am committed to join CV -02 ! and i hope to see them there as well, !
First Day After CV !
its was an Awe! i was a Full 10/10 Man!!! people were attracted to my energy 'just as how my boss describe - 'people will be wondering what attracts them over' :)
it was a great experience. and experience that i wouldnt choose to Miss :) and all the wonderful people.
the most awesome part? is when teacher Linda dances w us! My all time fav moment :)
Well so far so good :D
Im going to update ' Journal <3
Humbly His,
love always -rui
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