hate my job! , Your the First

OMG !

i so effing dislike this Job, -______-"

so manyy paper works to doo`

and then they kept staring at me like i owe them money.

why did i even wanted to accept this job in the first place. 

If it weren't because you approached me and tell me all those benefits i could have. 

i would have been at home sleeping and TV saja.

Well, i need some cash for the things i wanna buy.

So tahan lahh` huhu`. but maybe i'm gonna stop earliest on Nov :) reallyyy ? 

pasall ? LOLs, stay longer lah` * main mata * extra you don't want ? -see first la 

I dont usually felt this way, well not after i met him. LOLS. ( really? )

anywayy Yes, but today lain rasa ku. isit because of what happened last night kah ?

i was out of control last night. gilerrr` i kept well for like 5 yrs? and suddenly POP-ed x.x

I guess Pops ain happy about it, He'll do just anything to stop me from being a bad girl. ;D

when i was out of control, it's like nothing can really stop me. Until i thought of something, someone then it kinda felt better. well, atleast you still helps. :)

Your the First,

Let me think real hard why your the first to have so many exceptions. 

Cause if it's another person, i wouldn't had even gone so far.  * thinking *

got it, well the first time when i first saw you. macam biasa saja, it started when we shared problems together i guess. 

And that's when i found out what you hold within && pluss i also told you something that i hardlyy really tell anyone. so basically i've been holding to that for days. and your really easy to talk to. :)

so hanging with you, i feel comfortable and it feeels so right being with you.

I could even go on for the rest of my life just be with you ( atu banar )

but you know lah, ada halangan. sad * 

hahah! but yeaa` :) if i were asked that would i. and yes i would ( why ) maybe cause i dont have others in mind. - 

and you fit just right too. :)

 just something you knoww, needs to be controlled but you know how to so. no worries right.

happens because i haven got the exact view of my future ?

maybee, who knows i met someone i really like  ? :D

nahh` am not really thinking about who i might met in the future, 

cause there's no exact type of guy am looking for. but your the kind i want. :)

Someone kept telling me, " i miss you " but how i wish it was you saying that ^^

to be continued. :P

am boreddd ! going home soon, 

actually i planned on going to the mall today, so firstly i can meet my awesome sis, then chit chat with zafirah.

well, UNFORTUNATELY, ( as the story continues ) sini na dapat, sana na jadi.

must be the bad thing i did last night, karma buuuu yah. :D

need quiet time to tune things right again.

and last night, i dream of him. :) how many times sudah ? 5 :)