Dream,haircut,beloved sisters, young love

Dream of you today

I dream about him last night, he was all with the smiley face as if everything's alright. but how about in reality?

I dream of him continuously back then. I hope we can start all over again and erase the mistake i made and so he appeared in my dream. Everything seems to be as i hoped in dream, between us. But in reality, we call that "dream"

It was only after more than half a YEAR, my sense knocked me real hard right in the head and felt in the heart.

I finally realize and somehow found the answer i thought i never would. and i couldn't even bring myself to my knee as i would if i knew earlier, I've made too many mistake to even regret about this. 

and so, most regrettable mistake was made in the past and lost you. I couldn't dive back to the past and change what i did. All i could ever do is wait for the future, where we ever meet again. 

A new haircut

Looking for a new haircut, wonders would it suit me or not. But either way i had to have a haircut as soon as possible, probably tomorrow night or the day after. I wanted to keep my hair as long as possible but today i just can't stand it. Wanted to cut my front short !

Beloved Sisters

When you met someone for the first time, sometime you just have no idea how you guys can get together so well in the future. And thank God, i found mine <3 I couldn't even possibly recognize her for the first time, because she's always behind and her other sister were the one talking to me. Months later, we met again and thats when all the " Awesome experience " starts :) and along the way, we got ourself another Awesome sis. :)

They were more than i could ever have, 

and Yes it's true when they say when there's hardtimes, those who are left behind to fight the pain with you are true friends. They were there when i'm in my worst condition, and they were the one get my feet back on ground. Altho i lost the precious gold at that moment, but they were the shinning crystal i found beside me. :)

Young love 

 When i was young, i met guys who made my heartbeat and i thought that is "love" . Because the feeling is so deep, like i could never felt so strong ever again. i fall so deep and so foolishly, i would cry and get to my knees praying upon the heavens for that special moment i could have with him.

As deep as i fall, as long as i get over it. 

One day, when my naked eye showed me that i would never be the person beside him holding his hand and smile.

i decided to bury that feeling deeep down inside so i would never find him. Time heals ? Yes, :)

but only if your willing to. :) it took me 10 months to not really think about him.

But even today, if we ever passed by. I still can totally Freak Out in front of him. & run awayy :P