Opportunity is everywhere, There's no such things as potential people because those potential ones tends to leave early. This feeling is not new to me, i was disappointed not because of you, but because of myself for trusting you.
something is coming up by end of June. Tho I'm not sure how this would last, but I win giving up. this is life, and these are just test along the way to success !
Success doesn't come in a short way, it comes in a long way.
Those who gone thru the thick and thin with you are those who are worth keeping.
that's all i can say.
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Sunday, May 18, 2014
missing my old life
As much as i misses my old life, i still have to strive for reality.
When i look at the path of my life, i realized that .. i have been making decision on my own, being rebellious and only decides on what i believe is right.
do anyone believes in meant to be? to be honest, i am lost in this world again. lost in confusion of what is right and wrong, i no longer hold on to any grip as I'm just a person swaying with the flow. i don't know what is going to happen on the other world, but it would take me to the end of my life to actually see whats the truth. As for this moment, nothing make sense to me..
having much thoughts about would i be a successful entrepreneur ?
my dad was unsuccessful and i wouldn't want to be like him. i want to have an ongoing success that i won't go bankrupt like my father..
but being in the business world, it's actually a cruel world.
they don't give you space even your young, they fear so they do bad stuff. *smirks*
tired.
When i look at the path of my life, i realized that .. i have been making decision on my own, being rebellious and only decides on what i believe is right.
do anyone believes in meant to be? to be honest, i am lost in this world again. lost in confusion of what is right and wrong, i no longer hold on to any grip as I'm just a person swaying with the flow. i don't know what is going to happen on the other world, but it would take me to the end of my life to actually see whats the truth. As for this moment, nothing make sense to me..
having much thoughts about would i be a successful entrepreneur ?
my dad was unsuccessful and i wouldn't want to be like him. i want to have an ongoing success that i won't go bankrupt like my father..
but being in the business world, it's actually a cruel world.
they don't give you space even your young, they fear so they do bad stuff. *smirks*
tired.
Monday, May 12, 2014
as of today
As of today,
I wouldn't consider that my business is fully developed. we only started for a few months, and after we introduce this new product, more people started to follow our footstep, some have tried exactly what we did and trying to go higher than us. some even bring in higher quality, internationally recognized products and so much more.
its been a very challenging period because over 2 year of my business experience, never have i overcome such dramatic ones, not only having a fairly well known online seller trying to duplicate my works, and after sponsoring one of the social media and had an unsatisfying review, which i am utterly disappointed with his unprofessional action, because as a social media promoter that is not what a advertiser would do, because you leave your honest review upon things you weren't sponsored, otherwise reject that sponsorship deal.
and as of today, having a 40 year old lady stepping on my tail had cause me to be very uncomfortable upon her action because we both knew each other eventho we weren't close, but she should show some respect as i have for her. she should find someone her own age, and not a 21 year old lad.
overall, their behavior and action teaches me a lot, about people who are jealous and definitely people are INCAPABLE of thinking out of the box, so they either "DUPLICATE, BADMOUTH or DO BAD THINGS, just to bring you down. much childish can i say, because definitely I'm at least 10-20 years younger than them. to think about it, it should be quite embarrassing because they are trying to ruin a 21 year old business, i guess they have issue of their own.. Get a Life people ! :)
and leave me alone.
to create a better and greater society, we lift one another UP and not bring one another DOWN.
people like you guys are a bad example and influence to the society. hmmmm...
utterly disappointed.
I wouldn't consider that my business is fully developed. we only started for a few months, and after we introduce this new product, more people started to follow our footstep, some have tried exactly what we did and trying to go higher than us. some even bring in higher quality, internationally recognized products and so much more.
its been a very challenging period because over 2 year of my business experience, never have i overcome such dramatic ones, not only having a fairly well known online seller trying to duplicate my works, and after sponsoring one of the social media and had an unsatisfying review, which i am utterly disappointed with his unprofessional action, because as a social media promoter that is not what a advertiser would do, because you leave your honest review upon things you weren't sponsored, otherwise reject that sponsorship deal.
and as of today, having a 40 year old lady stepping on my tail had cause me to be very uncomfortable upon her action because we both knew each other eventho we weren't close, but she should show some respect as i have for her. she should find someone her own age, and not a 21 year old lad.
overall, their behavior and action teaches me a lot, about people who are jealous and definitely people are INCAPABLE of thinking out of the box, so they either "DUPLICATE, BADMOUTH or DO BAD THINGS, just to bring you down. much childish can i say, because definitely I'm at least 10-20 years younger than them. to think about it, it should be quite embarrassing because they are trying to ruin a 21 year old business, i guess they have issue of their own.. Get a Life people ! :)
and leave me alone.
to create a better and greater society, we lift one another UP and not bring one another DOWN.
people like you guys are a bad example and influence to the society. hmmmm...
utterly disappointed.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
the 12 days!
it was a mess because it was not well planned. i figured that everything would be just on the table when we arrived but it was not as how i imagined. when we first arrived, first day was like 'where should we go' we didnt even know where to look. it was that bad.
i had food poison on the plane, so i was not feeling very well when we first arrive hongkong. it took me around 3 days to fully recover myself, thank God i wasnt too sick, as i am still able to travel. the cost of the hotel is killing me π
. food was quite hard to find as well, cause we could only eat halal food. so we had kfc and mcD for 4-5 days straight.
we normally returned to the hotel during late night. we shopped alot, and its quite expensive here in hongkong. it was more cheaper in shenzhen but you need a good bargaining skill otherwise you will be marked up atleast 80% higher. we took the bullet train to Dongguan and Guangzhou to visit some factory shops. so its quite amusing as we were meeting big boss from the factory owner as if we were having a big company of our own, they even insisted to buy us lunch.
back in hongkong, we live in a hostel. around 60+ per night for a family room. hardly imagined that area was conquered by indians π
around nathan road. mongkok is a good shopping area, do bargain as much as possible there. cause they know your a tourist so they sorta marked up higher price when you asked about the price.
so much for a 12 days trip. much money was spent and now back home and start filling up my bank account till the next trip to bangkok and vietnam ☺️.
truly yours,
diqtasmers
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
the story of my life.
have been blogging since 2010, it's nice to have place that records the story of my life, the thoughts i had, what i've been through and how i overcome them. the joy, the laughter, the pain all in one page. :)
wave wave* this is me (2014)
still living under my dad's house, tho its chinese new year but there's no happening at all. i don't feel like a chinese -.- haha. no extra comment. ><
21 years old, my life has been great. i've been unemployed for more than 2 years and a half now, i am glad that i am still surviving. I'm doing business with my partner aka my husband to be. <3 font="" nbsp="">
sometimes, i do think whyy i love the man i love. no special reason, sometimes the feelings are given by The Almighty, maybe this is destiny.. faith.. therefore, i feel really comfortable with him, and i love the way he fall in love with me again. i hope that he can always love me as much as he is now and increasing everyday - not decreasing :) i shall always be faithful towards him.
hearts xx thanks for loving me all over again, i feel like the happiest person on earth again. I'm happy to be with you.
love,
diqtasmers
Thursday, January 30, 2014
as much as ..
31st Jan 2014.
As much as..
the thought behind today's topic is filled with many un-desribeable feelings, i was thinking about last September.. well to be exact it was 13th Sept, as much as i begged and hope that it didn't happen but it happened. as much as i wished and plead for a change, it didn't. so as much as i wanted that not to happen.. too bad i wasn't in control, so i spend few months in depression till i lost about 7kg due to lost of appetite and stress.
it was indeed an experience for me, but definitely not a good one and not one that i could be proud of. because i was about to lose myself, it was just that bad and i am indeed ashamed of my own behaviour.
do you know what i am thinking and what do i have in mind? the thoughts of 'being with him, would i be happy?' it would be a challenge for me to figure out which of his words are true and sincere, because he could be saying that he loves me but inside he loves someone else. so if he do so, kindly applause because he would be one of the worst people ever to have lied and trick my feelings (the one who have been sincere and been walking thru the path of severe heartbreaks and pain) eventually still hanging on like a fool.
yes, i am a second choice. why would i allow myself to be a second choice? no idea baby.. no idea, there feelings won't even evaluate themselves, how am i going to understand them. pffft* but yes, i am one of the strong iron woman whose heart seems to be made of steel, but deep down my heart was torn apart to the extend that it doesn't look like one.
ya, wtf! other thoughts has bothered my mind and I'm lazy to think too much. pffft******
As much as..
the thought behind today's topic is filled with many un-desribeable feelings, i was thinking about last September.. well to be exact it was 13th Sept, as much as i begged and hope that it didn't happen but it happened. as much as i wished and plead for a change, it didn't. so as much as i wanted that not to happen.. too bad i wasn't in control, so i spend few months in depression till i lost about 7kg due to lost of appetite and stress.
it was indeed an experience for me, but definitely not a good one and not one that i could be proud of. because i was about to lose myself, it was just that bad and i am indeed ashamed of my own behaviour.
do you know what i am thinking and what do i have in mind? the thoughts of 'being with him, would i be happy?' it would be a challenge for me to figure out which of his words are true and sincere, because he could be saying that he loves me but inside he loves someone else. so if he do so, kindly applause because he would be one of the worst people ever to have lied and trick my feelings (the one who have been sincere and been walking thru the path of severe heartbreaks and pain) eventually still hanging on like a fool.
yes, i am a second choice. why would i allow myself to be a second choice? no idea baby.. no idea, there feelings won't even evaluate themselves, how am i going to understand them. pffft* but yes, i am one of the strong iron woman whose heart seems to be made of steel, but deep down my heart was torn apart to the extend that it doesn't look like one.
ya, wtf! other thoughts has bothered my mind and I'm lazy to think too much. pffft******
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Suddenly
Suddenly, i feel that i might not be ready for all this. maybe I'm doubting whether is the life i want to have. to be trapped is what i am feeling honestly. i don't feel the freedom in most aspects of my life because there's always someone standing in front of the door with a "NO" sign hanging on their neck.
2 more weeks till Hong Kong. a vacation that i wished to be filled with a lot of fun and joy while doing business but i wonder how would it turn out. no expectation. hmm~ maybe i should drop expectation.
to be honest, i might not need a relationship. someone there that i really care and love had love another. unfaithfulness ;)
been more than 5 months actually, and God what am i hanging on for? for the sake of? hmm~ thoughts.
if this love won't turn out, i might want to
2 more weeks till Hong Kong. a vacation that i wished to be filled with a lot of fun and joy while doing business but i wonder how would it turn out. no expectation. hmm~ maybe i should drop expectation.
to be honest, i might not need a relationship. someone there that i really care and love had love another. unfaithfulness ;)
been more than 5 months actually, and God what am i hanging on for? for the sake of? hmm~ thoughts.
if this love won't turn out, i might want to
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