stress

 So stress because Big Fish asked for my energy report - which i submitted a low evaluation and everyone keep saying ' thank you for your honesty, thank you for your honesty ' 
actually i'm tired of waiting for something that would never come. Being so patient is like so useless already because i'm so stress now.


They're heading off to Business Magic tomorrow at meow city and myself who was suppose to be there as well. and there was no confirmation, updates and not even informing the confirmation of my attendance. well done, for being so well managed ! Tho my auntie wanted me to throw in a harsh move which is giving in a 24hour notice only instead of 1month. and i knew, i figured how unhappy they would be but what can i do ? i think i just don't want to go through that emotional talk because i'll definitely won't be able to move.


Finally, i choose not to be "STUCK" and i will bury this relationship and past we used to have. i dont want to look back (:




Pacah.
really pacah la. since yesterday wa, sudah stress like this and i really dont want to affect anyone but unfortunately i did. even yesterday i didnt really want to go out because i dont want to bring this mood. hope people understand it, pacah la. i hate it when i just know what i suppose and not suppose to do and gotta do what i suppose to do when ... 






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