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' suddenly i turned blank about what do i want to blog.

So lets start off by myself whose going to watch twilight later.

watching twilight with the boys because? well, tho it makes no sense but i always wanted to watch this movie with my friends including someone special for me. So yeah, this time .. i Got them and boy am i excited because i even rushed all the way to empire just to make sure we got the seat. So tonight is the Night! 

let it be the most funniest thing ever ! :D

i have a plan in mind, like a master plan. well not really a master plan la, it's just a plan - 

anyway .. it's for someone who matters and someone special - to this point where i would wanted to do all of this thing. what's my intention behind all of this ?

it's something that my heart wants to do, and i don't really expect anything in return.

It's something that i'd do for someone i cares, and i'd do the same for the others.

He may never knew this, because i used to like him. (:

I remember during his birthday , and i was so thankful because my sister helped me to do the preparation as well. We made a Surprise on his birthday. And i did something i never did before, i home made something -( like a display) 

i got too overwhelmed, because the night before his birthday i hardly sleep. i woke up 4-5 times because i worried that the display will fall down or there might be a 'mini earthquake' that shakes and crashed it. Because ... truly that Gift i gave to him, represent 'my heart' (:

Too bad, when you talk to a GUY - you need to straight to the point otherwise he wont know ! :D

and yea he didn't knew, it's more than a YEAR now. (:

I find it very sweet ! (: song dedicating to express how we felt inside. 

I don't really miss hermano, why have you been so far away in my life ? (':

we used to be very close, we used to be so connected but your now so far far away struggling on your own. dear hermano, i'm sorry that i'm not there with you now. because i can't keep on rescue-ing you, you need to stand up on your own now. (':

thanks ! :) 

because i matters otherwise you won't do that. :D 

i appreciate you, my brother tho travels all around and haven failed to give me a gift :P 

' Thanks God for this amazing life that i'm having. <3

much love.