dear readers,
I would like to be as kind as I possibly could. but truth is, I am fighting inside of me. the war between the angel version of myself against the devil part of me, and I wonder if this situation were to fall upon you. what would you do ?
they say God wanted to test my patience. how long can I hold on ?
this fcking story is ending, because I am just too tired to keep this drama going.
but by ending it, I had few option in hand on how exactly I would like the ending to be.
People who doesn't know the whole story wouldn't understand the crap that I am talking about.
the thing is, if I am evil enough. I can ruin someone's happiness right now with just a snap of my finger. but then, I am sure that this is not what The Almighty would be expecting from me, I bet I was expected to be more patience in handling this emotions inside of me.
Few months has passed.
another 13th is on its way, but im just thinking maybe the last 13th was the closing line for that relationship. a relationship that he find not worth keeping, a relationship that he find not precious enough. I did feel annoyed knowing that his EX contacted him back, i don't like the way the contacted each other and don't say that it's just being all normal because i heard this before and stuff happened. actually i don't mind if she just wanted to know how he is doing, but hmm.. make sure that they don't cross the line. that's all.
you should know baby, the next time you decided to come back inside my heart. you better make sure you wont repeat the same mistake ever again! PS/ kindly pay back all the bruise and scars you left in my heart.
i am just that evil but because i cared you more than my own ego-ness, therefore i am holding the last bullet in hand. i could do evil things, real shit! cause i am just that mad, so don't ever put the opportunity infront of me because i cant promise that i wouldn't attack! i would not even think twice to attack!
respect people, don't piss me off.
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