looking at you, texting her just as if your chasing the wind. checking your lips to see whether are you smiling inside your heart. actually im okay and honestly I was just being jealous of the attention your giving her. then I asked myself ' why are you staring at him and waiting for that smile to pierce your own heart?' then I wonder why did I let myself in this situation. I felt like a fool and I want to run away from this situation.
your precious to me, you will always be precious to me. but if one day, I decided that I had more than enough.. I will shut my heart and force my leg to start walking, walking out of this, out of this situation, out of your life. because I had too much, I've gone thru the worst feeling of pain while I was with you. when you gave your heart to someone else, I was really in depression to the point that nothing seems right and I was crying for comfort. I was having sleepless nights, lying down in the bed with my eyes wide open while I was trying to battle with the pain inside of me till I get tired and fall asleep.
But do you know? I've wanted to leave you so so many times and I have so many valid reason to do so, I told myself to leave to leave to leave to leave you.. but I still end up staying beside you.. not because your special, not because your this and that.. maybe because I've truly loved you or maybe its something else.
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