a voice whispers inside me and ask me to be patient and go with the flow_ but my heartache tells me that it doesnt wanna go back to the same place all over again. same Question_ am i afraid of feeling the pain riding inside my heart? oh yesh, that feeling can break me apart. i am willing to go with the flow, but im afraid to reach the point where history might repeats itself. i rather run away from this feeling rather then carry on and meet it again.
i should own no feelings, no emotions and no thoughts_ only if i have the ability to do so. sighs* what are the signs The Almighty is trying to show me? i know one thing is that_ his going to be with me for quite some time.
Ya Allah, it hurts to know. it hurts to ecen imagined it what more if it becomes reality. i wished that i wont meet that situation. amin :')
stay strong babygirl_ just let everything be. you have no attachments, so if you cant handle it. anytime just_ know that you dont have ti report to anyone.
truly yours,
diqtasmers
PS/ i know what you did. 😔
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