soon to be '

Maybe you heard, maybe you knew, maybe you just pretend that you didn't hear them..
Just maybe you choose to ignore, even when you hear the sounds of my heart breaking..

02.12.13

waking up late, everything seems well. the last time we fought was considered a long time already. maybe you could still recall everything clearly, but for me those arguments are not important. arguments is when two people trying to show that they are right, but I'm DONE being right ( I'm tired of proving that i am right ) . i rather be wrong, i rather lose an argument than to lose you.

we watched a movie together, and on the way back to the car. it was raining and you walked quite quickly. i was showered with rain, and so are you.. suddenly, i miss the feeling of being cared by you. :') but i know i shouldn't feel this way. i know i should hide all this feelings and keep it to myself. but i guess you knew it all along, but you always said that 'you don't need all this from me, you never asked for it' - you said you don't need my love and care anymore, when these were the things you craved for in the past. (fine, let's not bring ourselves to the past)

i miss you :') 
totally miss you so so much. 

i hope when you have decided to come back to me, please make sure that this time.. you wont leave me. :')

but if you will never come back, ... I'd ( save it for later)