but one of us have to leave, because you can't have both.. you had to make a decision on continue waiting for her for years to come & be together then understand that in the process of waiting for this to happen, i will not be in part of your life. because soon, i might leave this place and just start something out there - who cares if its easy or hard cause i just need an escape from this epic fail relationship that i once trusted and had faith on.
i love your imagination, on how you have visioned your future with her, your family and her, and etc. *claps claps claps* if that is what you desire then please let me know early, just say ' i made up my mind that ..... ' it might hurt me.. ya, i might just faint but atleast there's a settlement.
but then, think again about us .. about your family and me, about you and me.. you know we can work out again, imagine 2 years! we still carry on together, even so many problem.. but have you realized that we are still together actually? how many relationship can hang on like this even after so many problem :') its not easy to entirely accept a person, and love them.. and i did..
what if ... when you are in a relationship and then something bad happen and you guys cant last long, sorng inda tahan kah or inda sanggup kah. jadinya, inda ko nyasal kan? sdh th, stop confusing youself..
i dont know what advise to share anymore' you know best.. if you guys gonna carry on like this for few months lagi, then paham tah ku tu ;) i'd just keluar dari hidup mu sja :) simple.
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one more thing, believes the sign God has given you and stop being stuborn.. i understand what the signs God is showing me, too much actually.. but then it keep going on... its a test for me, to be a better person for you.. malas panjang kata. i keep telling you already, even last night.. so think ya :)
7 more days till our 2nd anniversary! :)
love,
diqtasmers!
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