would you have understand the emptiness within me?

would you have understand?

the feeling that I am feeling right now.
I should be grateful, to be able to see you smile, to hear your laughs, to hear your lovely voices. but then .. I feel the emptiness within me, maybe because I am lost. I am lost in between deciding my future. do you know? it was never easy for us to be together, we are like two different people from two different kind of world trying to be together. but do you love me enough to fight for this love? cause one moment, I see you giving up and chasing something that you felt that you desire the most. you left me by the corner and ran for the floating balloon that is reaching for the sky. but while your chasing after that balloon, I got myself hurt while holding on to you.

_ love or _

but baby..in the end, we are still here together holding each others hand. is this faith? part of me always tells me that we are cant be separate, do you feel the same way? I could say I love you, but I am afraid you don't feel the same way. if you do feel the same way, would you be willing to fight for this love once more? would you be faithful this time and wont let go of my hand anymore? Question is_ would you be ready to spend the rest of your life with me?

life is_

what if, what if I decide to leave? what if .. would you hold my hand tightly and asked me not leave? would you show me how much you cared and needed me in your life? Question is_ do you love me earnestly with your heart? baby, I wished to tell you I love you, please tell me that you do too.. before I have a change of heart.


truly yours,
diqtasmers