Suddenly, i feel that i might not be ready for all this. maybe I'm doubting whether is the life i want to have. to be trapped is what i am feeling honestly. i don't feel the freedom in most aspects of my life because there's always someone standing in front of the door with a "NO" sign hanging on their neck.
2 more weeks till Hong Kong. a vacation that i wished to be filled with a lot of fun and joy while doing business but i wonder how would it turn out. no expectation. hmm~ maybe i should drop expectation.
to be honest, i might not need a relationship. someone there that i really care and love had love another. unfaithfulness ;)
been more than 5 months actually, and God what am i hanging on for? for the sake of? hmm~ thoughts.
if this love won't turn out, i might want to
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