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Hello readers,


so .. wait, let me check what's my previous post about. 


back*


so it's about that .. i guess it's getting a lot more better than before. perhaps it's because i haven been thinking about that much, last valentine's eve - we had a tiny gathering at The Arch organized by uncle wai, and alot showed up. It's good to see their faces again after a long while ' being thankul that theyre willing to take the time and attend this gathering. Yea, the most thrilling part for me is when John and his young boy came - he always gives me a lot of energy - but it's Fun, his a really busy guy and seldom shows up so .. :)
and yea, haven seen or heard anything from Brother Jonathan - forgotten to ask John about him. hmm*
too bad Sham wasn't there. Good to see reyne, all the way from KB ! :)



honestly, im willing to join the gathering because it's just my group attending if there's any other leaders or so. i might think more than just twice. #escaping - im aware that im escaping, because i dont want to face it. :)


but they say ' it's not about them, it's about yourself' 


Sunday after Sundays - tomorrow is another sunday ?
wow, i couldnt still remember what i did last sunday - that means time passes really quick :)
because most of the time i hardly remember any days. oh boyy - just hope i dont miss anything when time passes that fast.


work wise - 
honestly, everything has been well. i would consider myself starting to pick up a lot more, tho my seniors would keep calling me and highlight my mistakes, and i guess that's the process where i can learn more. so be patient people ! :) if you can't accept me then ... i don't mind. 
you brought me out here, i choose to give it up and walk on with you. Give up ? other words - i choose to run away from a hard situation choosing not to be more open minded and made too much assumption. at the same time being very indecisive and create too many excuses just to escape but most of all it's because i dont enjoy what i do there, doing the same thing all over again - (why do i think about it?) and when i wanted a change, i couldn't because i totally s***ked at paperworks! :) so the thought about getting a higher pay and would be able to travel sounds really interesting, more over my working hour will be given more space compare to my approx what 14-15hour working and earning up to almost the same wages i get where i am working now. so it's complicated ! :D 


After working for more than 1 year, i left with a 24 hour notice. that's Bruneian style :D #lol.
get back more on that some other time. :)


have i found myself?
the answer is 'NO' - as im still constantly searching for a field that totally suits my interest and passion at the same time paying me Good money.


Love does not measured by Fat Checks ! :) Just being able to express yourself, without being judge harshly. Creating happy and magical moments with your precious one.  I guess i always been highlighting about Spending time and spending time - as for me spending time is more like getting to know more about each other, having conversations, learning more about one another and  so on...  where as time when we just do things on our own and .. etc  ' i call that - 'Just Being There' :)


Dont do it because you think you have to, Do it because you wanted to. :)




It's a few weeks more till March - Hope it's going to be exciting month. :)
someone special's month <3




takecare. :)
Got to Go ` <3
DiqtaSmers - loving you always.