Not everything comes easily. :)

Having Deep Thoughts yesterday while i was waiting for my partner :)
A Question came into my mind - 'what brought you here?' and i asked myself, what brought me here and some flashback starts to replay but i shift my thoughts immediately because those are the places that im not willing to look back to. :') All i know is, i'm not totally enjoying my current job - i'm not saying that everything here is bad, Working Office hours? Office hours is almost what everyone is looking for, and we have holidays on every single holiday! it's a Great Job, with a Good pay and im able to travel when im chosen .. not to mentioned that i get to travel for Free + Allowance + Food Expenses. It's Great - My uncle envied that i was able to travel like that.
But this is not really my thing - i love to travel but i'd love to travel with my family,friends and love ones.
and Most of the time when im not travelling, i'd be stuck in this chair facing this computer and finishing up the same thing all over and over again. :) that's so not my thing.


so, im just taking it slow and see how long can this last. But at the same time, i'm looking for resources and till i have enough - will do something that interested me more. :) so God Bless that plan! Unfortunately, i got rejected several times and .. But somehow, asking myself more on what i really wanted in this life - there's another voice that tells me 'dont give up' , 'follow your heart, follow your dream' - and i'd like to hold on to that, and have more Faith .. faith in myself .. faith in Him as well. :)


will share more soon :D
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Thanks for reading,
much love - ruiyee
DiqtaSmers <3