Everything seems to be a mess since this morning, i wasnt at a 10 and everything really flows, i heard the rest shouting but i couldnt. i lost my mind, i lost my patience.
when i realize the way i talk to the people around me, im aware that i wasnt being friendly anymore so i stopped and wonder 'why had i stopped smiling to them' Big Fish said whats most important is the smile and i forgot how to be that person.
early in the morning, was such a mess seems like i was the only one taking care the things and the people around displayed their feelings on their face, they werent happy and that affects me as well.
where am i, and why having monkey mind again? my mentor used to be quite fond of me but right now it seems like im just a rotten apple. 'dont think too much' is def his advice.
things is such a mess. if you could just stop directing me cause i cant grow on my own when you tied me down. i just want to whuush this all away, go for ny next journey! :)
wheres my smile?
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