Offday!

How i spend my offday ?
I used my mom's ride and picked up a friend. we ate and watched movie, it's a pleasant day well spend connecting with one another, as he shared i started to learn more about this person just right in front of me. we watched "larry crowne" cause he wanted to but i was looking forward to watch "monte carlo" all this while, but i just didnt say anything. (wonder why) but that movie show me the nature of teamwork, and that i have to keep improving myself. i also learn that i have to start to work more efficiently cause im not very organized. :S


Movies,
He reminded himself again, how old are you ? he questioned, 18 ? "but your mature" he complimented, and movie helped alot. i was watching movie my whole life, and it used to act as my food or even worst my "oxygen" it was treated as a medicine to heal my pain and even while i beat myself up. It frees the time from reality and shifted my mind into another world, where i started to see things in thousands of perspective and feeling what different character would feel and thinks.  


Dilemma;
i got serious dilemma, i dont have Golden Sand in my test but i'm always being indecisive. what happen today is that, i bought two drink because i didnt knew what i wanted so i end up buying a hot choco and a rootbeer while watching movie. My very first time and i must be crazy today. I was in between a iphone 4 and a Galaxy S II , Mac Pro & Mac Air, Kia Cerato & Kia New Sportage. i hope i wont be in between left and right. :D


Guys;
why do i often grow fantasy about guys ? -.- tho i dont know them but once i catch that flash, it just repeatedly playing in my fantasy world w the same guys. then when it stopped, some other guy may happen to jump in and the history repeats itself ? ;O 


Workwise;
Err, i haven been doing well cause my mate is falling apart and i've been taking a step, well many step back. and im wrong, i had to do my part and whether he follows or not, its his problem because i have to move on. So, boy catch up or fall apart. :) you obviously dont CARE, cause if you do  - we wont reach this route. :)


Personality;
Whats my personality (BIG Question mark !) 
im cheerful but i get low at times, 
im LOUD but i can be one badass. 
im this but im also that, 
im Hot and im also COLD. 
im like the coffee in a cup, getting stirred cause i dont really know where i stand, 
im like a wind ` following the wherever it brings me to. im like a river, going with the flow. 
(again, trying to find my authentic self. :)


what i loves to do in my car;
i love to turn the MUSIC out LOUD while im driving and sing along. :D
i love to drive FAST ! honestly, im not good at driving slow. 
i love lying down in my car and sleeeeep !


Is it just me or you just changed ? *shouting* BROO ! why i feel that your so far away from me? i just talked about you, and i used the word "USED" while talking about you, :(
i miss you! come back, be present w me !


much love.