Today wasn't pretty-licious much. Maybe because the day was dull and everything felt pretty much empty. Mom called with a news that i hope i didn't knew, and now i'm lost about what should i do to make this right again. Should i thicken my face and try to at least strive for it? Or should i just ignore and let it be , not even trying everything ? well, i need to Pray about it.
I was expecting today, i did ..
And so, as the time passed by .. when it's almost there, nature tells me that it ain going to happen today . I was yet calm to think that " Maybe it wasn't meant to be .. " i shouldn't be either upset or dissapointed because there's nothing i could do to force a difference.
My heart felt shaky and i felt as if i'm going to be a baby tonight seeking for His arm. i want to be under His love, because it's Peace there. (; Only He can make me feel better. (:
I sense something is not right, i think my sis is somehow troubled. i hope she's doing alright and dont take it too hard. let it go, and let the peace comes in. (;
"it's like a wall that i couldn't break through."
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