Tho everyday is a blessing and we should make use of it to the full. I guess, i just don't know where to start .. at HOME.. Today isn't an exception as i spend Most of my times in Bed , it's either sleeping or watching tv. That's it for my days, well... except for the night when i get to have some activities with my sister there. Unfortunately, she's having/taking/ going on a vacation on Sunday.. so for the next 12 days she won't be around ..
The unfortunate things are, i might not be able to get a Job as soon as i thought. but there's no reason to rush right ? so might as well just wait for the right time to do the right thing. ever heard of "there's a time for everything" ? (:
Ohh, i remember last night.. i had the most stressful night Ever ! ( not true ) -just to stir it up a little .. well, last night i was fighting myself to sleep again. rolling my self from right to left i finally got myself to read the book that Sis lend me, which i really felt like puking after reading half of it because that person makes no sense at all. -.-" i tend to use the word "puke" what it really means was it's really getting into my nerves and i cant take it. after reading half of the book entitled "the key to men's heart" i decided that, that BOOK is useless for me, or any other women. (sound pretty harsh) anyway, i read God's word after that which took me straight to bed. :)
( what really bothers me last night was ........ )
Dad's HOME ! from johor & Singapore. well, he returned with some gift.. guess what he bought for US. pencil Box, Great so now i have a pencil box which obviously is no use for me. it's the thought that count.
I'm still a Jobless monkey, someone whose still lost in her own dream. I dont know exactly what should i do, but His always leading me to somewhere so i should try not to worry that much.
"I was so into him, but His so into her, but she's so much into that other Him.. " - What Up !
I think something is wrong with my eyes, maybe im finally going to wear SPEC. not pretty. hmmm` things i see gets blur sometimes and i get headache because of it. :( do i have eye problem ? constant watching tv and online perhaps. yikes.
I really am looking forward for a very first vacation which i could go with friends. I never ever ever go oversea with friends, so i had alot of hope for March. but turns out, things went reallly bad. I dont know how exactly should i respond about this, but i think i'm just too tired to even want to feedback a respond sometimes. i just found out that flight on MARCH is FULL. :(
"what you miss, just wasn't meant for you" -slap on my face. ;/
well, just pray that those whose going would have their own fun there.. ( still can't believe i missed out on this one, whatever it is that opportunity that i didnt grab earlier )
and also i still cant believe what i felt last Night, seriously !! what's that? -.-"
A big Slap on my face and forget it.. May this be a lesson, experience that i wont ever ever had to repeat again cause it ain PRETTY. i should take more personality knowledge install in this tiny brain i had inside me.
Glad that awesome sis and i are still keeping in touch, and that i just chatted with fyzan felt great, the others were like kinda lost in contact like for example kyz, pesal, and the rest. just hope they're fine out there.
Toodles,
love, ruiyee !!!
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