When the place where all your memories are stored is falling apart, should we be sad and be broken-ed ? Or should we be happy because we once had such wonderful memories together ? Should we stay strong and give it a last big goodbye kiss and hug ? or should we cry over the wonderful memories that we no longer can continue?
I dreamt of my brother and sister last night, i saw him in his blue sleeveless shirt, i was hesitating but i dared myself to smile and greeted him warmly. i saw her, in black long sleeves .. we were having fun together like we used to and brother was around, other people was there as well.
*are these the picture i wanted to have in reality? *
i wanted to return, touch the place for the very last time before it's closed down. going back, the smiles, the talk, the laughter.
im so messed up !
i feel like im sinking in the ocean for quite sometime now, waiting patiently for a oxygen tank to fall by my side so i can take another breath again. or waiting patiently for a hand to pull me up.
" maybe i'm just dreaming because i wanted it to be that way, and maybeeee.. it's just a dream for me now "
love,ruiyee
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