the world & myself.

Hello People,

I realize that my last two post started with 'hello life' and today instead of life - i 'choose' people instead, perhaps im not thinking much about life now but more to what life has :)

This is how it sounds - ' This is the first time i do this kind of thing, and i'm utterly excited' - said by a 65 year old man.  , ' OhmyyGawddd, that's so deeep' - exclaimed the 65 year old man.          ( i can't believe that's what i extracted out from our little conversation) . :D

So this is about yesterday when i was at the other counter, a 65 year old man - decided to go on a tour to see Brunei and he explains that 'this is the first time i do this kind of thing, and i'm utterly excited' ;) after a long wait, i apologized for taking such a long time and thanked him for waiting. He said it's alright because he have 12 hours of wait in the airport, i then share my thoughts that ' it's not a bad thing to wait so long, as i was sitting there for about an hour - it gives me more time to reflect upon what's going on in my life and what have i been missing out, as well as slowing down my thoughts as i was journal-ing' & he Goes - ''ohhmyygaawddd, that's so deeep' Haha- i was surprised by his reaction LOL :)

and so i got back to the counter and told my colleage that there's a 65 year old guy that said - the first two sentences i mentioned above and i yellow out. he was like ''wtf?'' :D

I used to want the best of 'Both worlds' But now, i want the best of "Four" worlds.

My life has been pretty much involved in many different Groups, and while i was MIA for 2 weeks - they sensed my absence and started to asked what happened. "honestly, i dont even know what happened" - ( because i wasn't asking myself deep enough )

But i did actually try to find out, it took me at least an hour to journal & ask myself + on facebook :D & after figuring most of it, i thought i wanted to have the best of All worlds lol. I shared my thoughts, awareness and my decision with Donald Duck - but her respond does not support my decision, instead of telling me what to do, she explained that im actually 'spreading myself too thin'    , so im like ' what's spreading myself too thin?'

(spreading myself too thin- because i intended to cover all the areas therefore unconsciously i spread myself too thin and it's easier to break' 

But i dont really agree on her perspective tho, because my ego and stuborn ness tells me if i dont do this, i'd end up MIA for the rest of the other worlds and stayed at One/Two.

i understand that, i may lose focus and not being in present other word - not being and enjoying the moment. but i'd like to give it a try, risk it, fall , get myself back up & learn from the lesson.

thanks for the concern,Donna Duck ;)

So Night, - dont want to touch on what really happened. 

the other Part of my Night, i was out with the boys to complete some projects.

And i loved few of the photos Taken, rugged. :)

Mr.Cool - 

candid shot ;)

Layzie -

candid shot ;)

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Not good with ROADS !

they all look the same , and lucky that i got Help otherwise i may need to spend a night at K.Lurah :D

appreciate it. ;)  - hermano

much love.