I remember that my life came across this guy, who is such a 'brother' to me. His care & attention really got into me and I just enjoyed being around him to find that feeling of having a 'brother' - and on my 16th birthday, I caught myself crossing the line - so much that I took silent & jailed myself in the room for 2 days straight with no phone calls, no facebook or out of the house. I stuffed myself in the room, doing a 2 day movie marathon. I snapped :D
And today, well last night - I experienced another mini slap from the universe, perhaps it's just a reminder (uncertain) but it caused me to doubt on myself. There's a time where I told myself that 'no' I dont want it anymore - & for me, no one can replace them. It's been almost 2 years now that time brought us apart & I never met them yet or get to know how on earth are they doing. But truly, BigBrother taught me how to love & care for a person tho we don't have any blood relation & he got others to care for me the same :) they made the place like 'heaven on earth' for me, so wonderful but I cant miss them because they have already became a part of my life.
Thankyou for your love ;)
As life goes on, moves on. I've been surrounded by people of different groups & ages - and I've taken them like part of my family, caring & taking things as it's also part of my concern, constantly choosing to help and care as I hope it would be the same for me. I used to stick on to ' treat others as how you want to be treated' ;) but that doesnt work too well because it consists of expectation and resulting dissapointments.
On second thought, I'd still believe that I'd be able to find & make my biggest dream come true , who truly cares & not taking advantage. ;) but all in all, Thank God because wherever I am, im always well surrounded by people showering me w care & love.
Appreciate all the love, embracing all the happenings. Life is good, even @ work they're like my Papa, Mama & brother. (such a child)
Much love.
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