what im having now

dear world, readers, viewers, passerbys, stalkers or whoever you are. greetings to you :)

today was a day like no other. im having a time of my life now, spending time with bunches of boys like my brothers and they got my back so its pretty cool.

i was confused by the love and care my brother is giving me, i hoped he would just had me as a sister and no other. so we kinda clear things out, just being glad cause things get better now between us. but times i just love his love :)

i dont know where s my heart now. isit all over the big guy, the coming soon guy or the guy just right beside me. im feeling good now , and i just hope i'll be goood till the right person shows up :)

i kinda loved what i have now but fear does hunts me sometimes when having the thoughts of losing these. :) perhaps, always have faith will help. thank God for whats given. i've been loved and blessed. :D

things that fill butterflies in my tummy.
im hoping to go to gym tomorrow. but what im going to do there?
im just getting back to somewhere and i m just being worried about the feedback. guess i need to pray hard. :)

i didnt go to yf like how i always wanted to.
my sister and i got further ever since she placed her family first. im not saying its wrong, its perfectly right. just that , things has changed and i know cause she never called me 'sister' eversince. she used to be very close to me and now, we're just somewhere unknown. just pray for all the best for her :) she used to be someone i wouldnt wanna be without but time and God had showed me that things i used to have doesnt really belongs to me. everything is from Him. so God , thank you for the love ! im in a perfect place cause i loved it. :)

love ruiyee