been loved

hey world.

i dont understand you, i really have no idea about what your about - world.

because this moment you had me in a place where i've been fully blessed. but im afraid that i may fall too hard again. perhaps, this is when i had to put my trust and believe in You.

day 11th of March, i finally went back to gym. on the way back, my tummy was filled with butterflies :) back at gym, i was well regconized to gained so much weight. going back to gym, does reminds me of the past times. going back to gym, i wonders whats the story after. :)

things has been changing, slowly. im not sure whether this is for the best/worst but all i know is that i need to believe and learn to put my trust in Him. :)

sometimes, i wonders who i am. i get lonely sometime feeling like i have nothing in this world. and sometimes, the world makes me felt so blessed. love comes from Him :) am i so happy because of what happened last night :D it shows that he cares even a little. but there was no romantic signs, so bro ! whats this :D

my brother is weird cause one moment he loves me loads, next moment he get annoyed by me. makes me thinks whats the real reason behind his care and love. is this love real my brother? i hope its because your heart sees me but not other icon because im nothing but just me. and if you love others icon then you loved the wrong person :)

im just being happy right now and yes i felt so loved and YES! i do not wish my posts ahead would be contented with miserable expression. :D lols. but everything that happened, thank GOD because its all because of Him. so dear God, thank you every special care and love that you had placed upon my life, many thing happens ans i thank you that you gaved me so kuch joy and laughter. i felt so loved and nothing can make it happen but you. :)

my GOd is awesome ! <3

love, ruiyee

*finally after 1 year im back at gym :D


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