22th August 2010' myheart given to you.

ohmeGee'

dearloverboy,
today, im quite silly - tell you whyy.

; realise last night why i got so emotional about the must-give-it-to-you thingy.

because, its represent my heart and my care.

and whats silly is, i placed it in somewhere safe but the thought of someone might find it special and took it out kept me awake for 2-3 times because im afraid they might drop it.

and im also afraid that even i kept you safe there, i worries they would be a mini earthquake that cause it to fall. i didn't sleep peacefully worrying about that thing.

Sillymuch, i know. I sound like an emotional bunny. :3 pathetic yes or no. Idontmind cause it's true i do care.

Im going off later, out maybe as usual- sunday, its a lifestyle my dear. hope greenday will be a lovely day, i have a feeling ; a feeling that makes me wants to draw a line after greenday. Just hope i would know how he feel.

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Friends scares me a lot, like a lot a lot. Either the rapid change of personality or its because i sense the inner thought that really kinda freak me out. Love, dontfreak me out. Just stop when you know its not a good thing to hold on, most of all dont scare me cause i think you are now. Come back, (:

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I really like the quote-
; if you cant handle me at my worst,then you dont deserve me at my best. I got this from sis fateen's fb profile, sorry w/o permission.

Its a really meaningful quote that I just want to share. You know what it means, I dont need to further explain.

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You know what's scary ? Its not the knife nor gun ; it's the person holding it. Human heart' the thoughts from human mind. I guess. When I was young, I really wanted to have the ability to read thoughts and wonders did God actually give someone such ability but the answer is 'no' if a person were to be gifted in such a way, I think they wouldnt be able to handle it emotionally cause your heart feels like doing suicide itself when you know someone's thought but they talked differently due to the intention they might not even realise. Creeepy!

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Did I talk to much? Talk garfield day or bat day? Either day, immmma do the old school skill again.

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May everyone have a blessed day, im still a lil unwell so forgive any of my inappropriate behavior that you may detect. (: pray for love too and friendship.

Until next time,
Xoxo'r