Hey to all.
Days have been rough nowadays. I had stop working for the moment, no worries. I still have atleast a meal a day. Not starving to dead.
Actually, no ! Days haven been very rough, mayb i took it in a wrong way.
My days were mostly hanging w one of my sis. Lil girl was advise not to get to attached. I felt like raising up my hand, i know nothing and dont give me anything to think about. Maybe i dont want to think where this friendship goes, maybe i dont want to care whether would we spend more time as well in the future. But the fact is that i do care, trying not to.
Im totally clueless about relationship now. I guess, i should keep my heart safe. Either way hurts so, i rather do nothing and try to feel nothing as well.
I feel like im in a mess now. I should throw myself down to the ocean so my thoughts could stop for a moment. Yes, i got issues but your pretty messed up too. I'll try to figure a way to make things better again.
May everything dance well tonight, i pray.
Until next time.
Xoxo'r
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