4 Nights away to Taiwan.

Afternoon world,

it's a few nights more and imma be there. it's not a vacation, it's just work and myself.
i never really fancy going to Taiwan, i guess when you found love the best place in the world is just simply being right beside him, under his arms. <3 that's all. :')


i'll be leaving for 9 days! and im gonna miss him so so much that my heart feels like it's gonna tore apart. as i have this strong feeling that i really dont like vacations without him after returning from Kuala Lumpur for just 3nights apart. 


i'll be officially back by February - that's when you'll be able to see me. But im going to spend the last night of January w my beloved. <3


I'm still thinking deeply about budget wise. i need to be more discipline in how i use my money. i may have extra commitments soon and i need to ensure that, i'm well disciplined. but im well blessed ' thank God so much for that. Thank God that i was able to takecare myself at such age, and they're all from Him <3 


met hermano yesterday ! (;
thankyou for the gift. 'hermano means brother' and indeed his a Great Brother to me tho his way of care is .. quite Ganas but yea he cares so i do appreciate that. that in life, i found few who would truly be there at times when i needed them.
another hermano called me during working hour but i rejected and texted him .. letting him understand that im working at the moment, be avail during at night but he didn't called then. another missing person - Mr.Winter :D hmmm` so far, he became just a passerby in my life because we never really contacted ever since. tho there's this moment where we get quite close together but the universe speaks for itself. :D
thanks for the moments. :D 


Oh Love, Speechless because i couldn't find the exact way to phrase how much i'd be missing you when im away. love you always <3
deep down, it's all about you. (':


                                                    
Moment with My Bestie Zun, her lover boy Ronger, myself and my beloved brother Kyz
at Genting Highland.
                                      


                                    

this was few years back, myself, billy and 3 friends from HongKong.
i used to be (im still) that nosy noisy little kid, when im happy :D
meeting 2 sisters becky and shirley back in year 2010 - they were wu chun fans and if you knew me longer, i used to spend alot of time there and people there are just like family to me - fitnesszone. this 2 sisters went to Mall's Fz and i was there being curious and kepo :D to get closer when i heard them speaking in cantonese i figured i could help in anyway. and i did - eventually we became friends till this very day ! :D they visited last year and brought me alot of things <3 Great peeps ! still waiting to Visit HKG someday for them to bring me around. thanks for being part of my life Becky and Shirley Jie. :D








tho the picture is blurred, but heart knows - it's an amazing night.
28.11.2009 ! ' 






Back to work Soon ! (;
thanks for reading - endless summer


i love you hidayat kms. always truly and deeply!
DiqtaSmers

one more day to go. :D

The DONUTS, nice but the lady ~ oh no' Ganas :P

and the Price ! :D

around BND 1 only. <3

 au makin tabam ~ :D makan makan makan ! :D

 w daddy and mummy :P

 kyz and me @ twin tower - long walk (tired)

 the cute little boy (sam) that we all adores ! so cute :3

the candy store ! (;

after taking picture, i then saw the sign 'no photograph' which i already did.

the view from our apartment -

it was a tiring day ! :D

because we took off at around 8am in the morning and just return back around 9pm! D:

tired much that my foot sore.

we went to Genting highland ! thanks Justin for taking a day off to take us around ! (: appreciated it. it was a long wait for the taxi near our apartment, we waited almost 30mins. brought some breakfast at Seven Eleven (; - went to KL Central and took the Bus to Genting highland. unfortunately the Cable was under maintenance so we had to wait for the Bus. too long, we took the taxi instead, the way up to genting was quite awesome because there's alot of U turns like drifting tracks in initial D ! :D ohlalala ~ Kyz was excited about it, when he sees the fog (:

we didn't played the outdoor games because it was too foggy so most of the rides are closed. it was kinda awesome to actually finally visited genting highland tho we didnt went in to play but i guess it's alright. (: it was FUN and many great moments there as well. (:

we went to ChowKit to buy Lekor :D then off to KLCC - to see the twintower and some window shopping near by where you see those branded goods. :D after that we went back to the apartment ! really tired. :D foot SORES ! and im missing my love badly. :D

all shopping is done, what is left undone.

check the stocks, hair to be done and that's it. 

i cant wait to go back to Brunei ! :D to see him <3 ohlalala ~

truly yours

ruiyee

First Night at KL ! :D

Before Departure -

 Myself, KyzKazuya ( beloved Brother), my love (;

 Miri Departure

 Found her ! Zun - aka Wankuan - my besties since primary 6 ! (;
been talking about meeting her so long already - and now finally - tercapai hajat.

 Where we stays - took us 5 station stops to reach this place from KL CC. (:

 Where we had dinner ! (;

 Oh Cakes - <3

De pastry Chef (;

 oh my lovely cheese cake ! :D GREENTEA <3

 Zun's Order 

 holla to my beloved brother ! @kyzKazuya

 Cool Guy ! - Justin (:

 Myself with one of the Best Dish recommended by the restaurant.

boleh tahan la :D

 It was really amazing, as both Kyz and Justin connect with each other quite well.

Justin has been Great as well, His Very Funny Indeed ! crazy jokes - pacah ! :D

he even said that ' he wont disappoint us, as his gonna bring us around in KL ! :D

 One of the Stall (: - just near the apartment

 the Girls - Zun's friend. orang malaysia ne. malu2 la. (: they all cover up when they see my lens focusing on them :D but they are really friendly to us.. Funny Jokes and talked to us as well.

My old childhood friend since i was in primary 6.

herself and her baby :P two lovely couple, proud of them. (:

tho they just got into a relationship but truly that man loves her for who she is as well. so it's totally awesome ! (: congrats sis.

it was a Great Trip - Thank God that we arrived safely - would love to thank those who prayed for journey mercy, appreciated it. As we reached the airport, we went down and waited for our luggage to come out. it took quite some time - and i find it weird ' because the same thing keep coming out and still  our bags are not out yet. (: - then .. haha, i whispered to kyz and asked him to follow me to the other side .. the truth is we waited at the wrong place. :D our luggage is at the other side :P *funny moment*

we tried to look for DIGI line. but there's NO DIGI line in the airport.

we arrived approx 4+pm, and we walked over and over around here and there looking for Digi Line. 

after asking around, guess it's better to buy at KLCC . so we took the SkyBus which i already booked online - but unfortunately we need to go to the airasia counter to get the itinerary printed to show the SKYBUS service and there we go again :D ~ we left at 6pm. took us almost 2 hour in the airport just to find the things we needed. :D

it took us exactly one hour to reach KL CENTRAL. tried to look for DIGI, long story short we got MAXIS instead. :D- after having malaysia line, i called my friend and asked where's she? :D she told me she's at KL central and i explained that i was at KLIA (shown around) - i asked her to wait as im going to take the train there. in KL there's this machine , like a ATM machine for you to purchase your ticket towards any destination you desire- and there's MAP which you click on (touchscreen) so i figured KLCC ? noo, make sure - i called to make sure where she was again .. and she told me KL CENTRAL - looking at the MAP for KL Central . found it and KL CENTRAL shows that 'YOU ARE HERE' 

rupanya, im actually at KL CENTRAL *lol* so i called her again.. met at McDonalds. :D

took the train and taxi to reach her apartment. :D

had shower - and webcam w my love and his lovely family (: *awesome moment*

thanks <3 -

went for Dinner, late late night OMG.. (:

tomorrow we're hitting the pavillion , time square, sungai wang, pasar malam, then twin tower.

5 destination ! :D ready to rock on ? (: SHOPPING MANIA <3

so many crazy funny moments here and totally cant wait to see my love and share all about it with him !

dear love, thanks for being safe. i love you. (;

heart is for you. ! more to update. aher dah ne *tired* :P 3am now.

hugs

truly yours,

ruiyee

gift gift gift

Hello World !


Gift Gift Gift <3


Lunch with Bboy Adit & Brother Fizan tadi @ Thien Thien restaurant !
Thanks for the treat, Adit - i was totally dried up so .. can't treat anyone - hardly even feed my babyboyy(car) but luckily i went to the bank and withdraw some cash ! :D rupanya - they just paid my salary 'pheew* thanks! <3


I was walking over to the mall, meeting the boys and someone shouted 'sunshine' :D
it was Haku 'rain' calling me. :D lols ! :D suprised*
after Lunch, met him again - same scenario last month ! (: 


Back to the story at the TOP !
Adit is heading back Home ( Jakarta ) tomorrow afternoon. i was totally suprised to hear the news! so sudden, so we decided to meet - perhaps for the last time in a long time. (; dont worry brother ! :D hopefully some day, we'll visit you there! (; just keep in touch in facebook always ! (;


it's Gonna Be This Sunday ! :D maybe Monday - ain sure.
but anyways - love it when people bought me gifts.


Gifts from -
Yanshiang - Teddy Bear
Fizan from UK
Mark Leong 
Diza from Thailand
Sophia <3


where else? :D


My Last Vacation to part of China, i was with full of cash ! :D
everything there seems to be so cheap after all the divisions, but the fact is i'm purchasing many expensive goods which i didnt noticed it. Friends and i were buying BAGS to carry the plastics we got because it's way TOO much for 6 hands to carry. :D
as i was having a whole list of names like 20+ people to buy things for.. hundreds of dollars flew away and just some were for myself. believe it or not, many of the goods are still brand new kept inside my cabinet and it's already almost a YEAR kept. :D *lol much*


this time, consider myself a year older a year wiser. :D
imma only get a list of people who matters to me and whom got me souveniors- Guess that'd be Fair Enough :D


will update more pictures. stay tune when im away <3


loving you always - hidayat kms.
truly yours, 
rui

something ain right

Something ain right, something weighted it down and i haven got a clue of what's happening. When i was reminded about my well being, i recall back in November when i was at SS. A place i love, a place i call home because of all the love showered upon me - i found a brother, a mother, a Big daddy and many auntie and uncles around. But are those love conditional or unconditional ? Because i'm no longer with you - you're no longer as supportive as you were because i left harshly. you didn't received an explanation and as for myself i couldn't find the necessity for any further explanation. Things between us - are not well settled. Few days ago, you saw me - but that look on your face when you passed by me tells me that your trying to show me that you're doing well without me. I never thought that you couldn't live without me or things will break down if i weren't there. i just knew that .. you will be restless. that's all. (;


I've been in this place for a month now, indeed it's very slow for me - but everything has been well. They had the heart and do intended to bring me further to the next level, perhaps slowly when i am able to manage everything here ' i will be able to operate smoothly. My Superior was the one who reminded me about myself, i truly didn't noticed it. " who am i? " - i Questioned myself and how was i before? " What do you see in me that i myself couldn't and what do i own that attracted your interest to invest in me?' i remember when Big Fish always carries this trust on Me - that he sees me more than anyone else did. 'Thank BigFish for all the care, love, support, encoragement and everything- sorry for leaving, perhaps i do not belong there. Most of all, thank you and Mentor for the love, best of luck to you and you have my blessings' 


i guess, im lost of who i am now (; 
i hope i could find myself after the KL trip with my beloved Brother.
No Question asked Please! (; - because i dont want to think about it too deep yet.
pardon me, and grant me more time to find myself again. (:


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November, December, Now January -
The time that we spent together is Amazing, things that we do ' simple yet meaningful.
i enjoyed being with you, loving you more and more each and everyday. I'd like to apologize all the things that i've did which upset or hurt you. never meant to do all those things, i guess we can't deny that our love has gone really far and deep. thanks for the every little thing that you did for me, thanks for your heart that contained so much wonderful love for me. words can't fully express how we feel. (; 
dear hidayat, i love you and i would like to spend the rest of my life with you.
i truly love the way you love me. (;




truly yours
Diqtasmers.

an expression of what holds within

Hello readers ; 


Happy New Year to everyone ! :D
it's been quite exciting because many events and activities are just around the corner making life more busier and it feels like life ain that boring eys? :D *perhaps*
im not celebrating Chinese New Year! Oh Boyy, am i not chinese already ? * think all you want * :D truth is im not going to be in Brunei ! :D imma be at either Taiwan or Korea this upcoming New Year ! :D not on a vacation, it's work related. 


Accepting one self for who they are - 
Going through some obstacles at the moment, not a BIG PROBLEM - just a tiny obstacles standing on my way. Yeah! does stings me a little - till i almost lose my patients back there. But after releasing those stress, i calmed myseld down to my thoughts. and i found a 'solution' within - thank God ! (; and yeay! sometimes, i dont make sense at all !
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It was beyond my control when you decided to leave- Your absense has created a missing puzzle in my life, i dare not to look back because you weren't in the picture - everything starts to fall apart when you decided to leave, as your responsibilty was thrown down on my shoulder to carry on without any understanding of what's happening -no matter how much you've said you loved but your decision has shown that - there are other things which is more important in your life'. i can't blame you because you, yourself are just like the others - everyone seeks for happiness in their lives. it's almost similar to where i am standing now (; - your always hiding in the dark ' you dare not to tell others who am i to you, you taught me to lie just to protect your identity.  you know it Best that your the one i needed the Most for how i cried at night just wanting to sleep by your side but you didn't open the door even listening to the cries of my heart. i've always been around you, protecting you even i was just a child. - support me as i support you (': that would be the best Gift. - 
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#lazy to continue
Best Day People ! (:
<3 DiqtaSmers