an expression of what holds within

Hello readers ; 


Happy New Year to everyone ! :D
it's been quite exciting because many events and activities are just around the corner making life more busier and it feels like life ain that boring eys? :D *perhaps*
im not celebrating Chinese New Year! Oh Boyy, am i not chinese already ? * think all you want * :D truth is im not going to be in Brunei ! :D imma be at either Taiwan or Korea this upcoming New Year ! :D not on a vacation, it's work related. 


Accepting one self for who they are - 
Going through some obstacles at the moment, not a BIG PROBLEM - just a tiny obstacles standing on my way. Yeah! does stings me a little - till i almost lose my patients back there. But after releasing those stress, i calmed myseld down to my thoughts. and i found a 'solution' within - thank God ! (; and yeay! sometimes, i dont make sense at all !
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It was beyond my control when you decided to leave- Your absense has created a missing puzzle in my life, i dare not to look back because you weren't in the picture - everything starts to fall apart when you decided to leave, as your responsibilty was thrown down on my shoulder to carry on without any understanding of what's happening -no matter how much you've said you loved but your decision has shown that - there are other things which is more important in your life'. i can't blame you because you, yourself are just like the others - everyone seeks for happiness in their lives. it's almost similar to where i am standing now (; - your always hiding in the dark ' you dare not to tell others who am i to you, you taught me to lie just to protect your identity.  you know it Best that your the one i needed the Most for how i cried at night just wanting to sleep by your side but you didn't open the door even listening to the cries of my heart. i've always been around you, protecting you even i was just a child. - support me as i support you (': that would be the best Gift. - 
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#lazy to continue
Best Day People ! (:
<3 DiqtaSmers