Grow UP ?

Totally reminds me on how much i always wanted to be a child, because Growing Up is so difficult. Saying that i don't like growing up, truth is .. i just don't want to take responsibility and you can't deny that the older you get, the more responsibility and duties you'll be having. 


working here, im totally like a Lost Child. 
because my seniors and supervisors wouldn't stop talking about how lost and silly i am while working, forgetting things and somehow clueless as well.. but i didn't mind .. Somehow, before my Supervisor left for her KK missionary trip she said it's time for you to GROW UP and Be MATURE. and i'm like that's FUNNY, :D am i not ?


Now it's Not Funny because my flight got delay and calling everyone informing them and etc.
'you have to take charge!' said my supervisor, so now im like OH MY GAWD, am i ready for this? Taking Charge? you must be kidding me because im just a CHILD ! i dont know anything and you want me to take care a Group of Adult? GOOD GRACE somebody SAVE me.
Before was OKAY because atleast Senior went to Taiwan with me tho it's a different trip, but now im ALL ALONE. and supervisor said that she ain gonna be nice if something bad happen. So, i guess it's just be having fear . :D 
Dont say that ! Journal ling is Good :) Now that i realize, oh it's just FEAR :)


last trip was alright and i confidently said ' dont worry, it's gonna be fine, trust me' to them.
So this time shouldnt be an exception :D


Time to Grow? :(






pray for Journey Mercy! :)




Loving you always and gonna miss you badly, Love. :)
make sure you take good care and always Smile <3