was going through some challenging moments and i thought that why life had turn so rough -.-
im like a lost bunny, no where to go. ;0
i was watching "soul surfer' the day before my off day and that movie inspired me to face all the challenges ahead of me. And i also come to realize that, i've forgotten how did i reach this point of my life. I remember that people used to tell me how good i was, and how many things i could do. even friends/people i just knew would surprisingly commented that my thoughts are more mature than my age. And behind the scene, i was actually going through alot during my childhood times, crazy times with my crazy family life. But throughout those challenging moment is how i've grown so fast.
Soul Surfer is such an inspiring movie that inspired me to find my passion all over again, and it had shown me that challenges have mask themselves to teach us and help us grow. I'm now taking challenges are 'the time for me to grow' -
Im enjoying life - so so much!
last night, i was having my off day. Gilbert invited us for Salsa and i enjoyed the night with many others ! we went TK after salsa @ kiarong.
Also after having a short meeting w my team, my vision of life is getting clearer.
Ive always wanted to do more things in life, and whats really holding me back now is what im doing at this very moment. How to let go, something that had assured my future?
Im a person who loves Fun and im uncertain if i could keep staying and see how far will this route bring me. Perhaps the only way for me to stay is that i dedicate percentage of my time for it and the rest for the others.
I have a dream to catch, no ` i have my own vision, intention and commitment.
One day, when everyone had shown me that there's no more hope. i Shall leave, but my heart will always be with them because they are part of my family and i wouldnt let them go. :) He'll always still be my papa, her as my mama and him as my koko :D
Surprisingly that his looking for me? Yes ! so surprised, its been 1 1/2 years.
Someone whom i wouldnt want to replace with anyone, someone that i cherish dearly, someone whom shown me so much care and love. :) i miss you, brother and even facing you right now' i will totally be speechless. First thing is, hows life? :) the last time i see you is april 2010.
Life is indeed good, because at this point of my life -
im going through all the awesome FUN <3
i love my new life, with work tho it can be improved.
i love my life with my new family and a new life is on its way as well.
''' i love this new life, being with all of you who is currently in my life.
i love the way the boys would say they wanna have my back and i'd be their little sister.
I love my life where people loves me :) and i love them.
This life is Awesome and i said this before " i'd never exchange this life with anything else, because its way too awesome" :) ` and i really do loves this life, im living life to the fullest at the moment! :)
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