If you just left.
I didn't knew what to say when someone express their sadness about a friend leaving life soon. where's my mind ? i told myself to think deep, what if i was in her shoe and how would i feel ? wow, and the first person that came into my mind is Him. I haven seen him for almost one and a half year now and no, i never seen his shadow even.
Imagine if he just leave this world and knowing that i haven took any action just to look for him and ask how is he doing, which i'm always wondering for all this time and now that i don't have the chance to ? Gosh, i don't think i could accept that. i wouldn't want to accept that as a fact, no way. is this a sign that i should take action now ? :) *
I had a Good Day, Big Guy is fully energized. you should have hear HIM shouting over kakaotalk ! :D and haha, its really crazy. such an energy booster. my morning was pleasant, tho i was half asleep but the policemen was kind enough to play a dramatic scene because i told him im married. :D and the act was so funny i basically burst into laughters :)
i was surprised to received a message from someone who i really wanted to be friends w. but that person kinda acted cold on me, so i was like 'oh okayy' and i forgot it :) and it was such a surprised when that person actually texted and give me such great compliments. wow. :D talk about staying positive eys.
who am i ?
People starting to give me names and i kinda live up to it from then on. but who i really am ? the names given were great and definitely 'Awesome' but its kinda bad because it contains so much praise and compliments. and to me, they are not healthy at all. :D so not not healthy.
it always been part of my desire to learn to know my authentic self. :)
because my attitude and behavior always grow with the environment and sometimes, it grew in a bad direction. But, i just wanna express my gratitude for all the love and care even by bringing me up as part of those events. Im just too happy and i'm speechless as i enjoyed what ever i can do to make you all feeeeel happpyyy x3
much love.
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