what happen to the 'happy' cricket ? lols , she ain smiling nor laughing - point is she ain happy and thats not 'her' ! so what had caused that remains a mystery .

18th day at work , i remember how i like to count my days . I always say ' this is my 2nd day at work ' 'my 3rd' ' 4th' and i stop saying it anymore because its now my 18th day . Coming to my 3rd week and i was never trying to make it sound funny when i say ' time sure pass by really fast ' . and .. Joy as well , starting to play its up and down routine which i prayed it not . I just hope fun and joy would be well maintained .

i always think - what i miss , is whats not meant for me so i dont get too upset , perhaps its already been arranged . but tonight as i gazed upon the dark sky , i wonders ' all the happenings , are they destined or its due to the decision i made ' end with a GIGANTIC QUESTION MARK .

suddenly , the route ahead was covered my thick mist .