silent night , :)
little Girl had a Great time last night , more people !! know what , its awesome hanging out w loads of smiles .
the smiles were , sister yanshiang , brother Jones , Andy , CG , sister Alyssa and her sis , sister wendy and her brother ! Normally its just four of us after yF , but last night was merrier , and i loike it . Its FUN ! we went to Mamih , and i had teh tarik india !! :3
i spent my day at home w my tv ! back to the old routine , :D im looking for a JOB ! anyone that needs your laundry done , ?
Hey , the night was Great . I never hung out w sister alyssa , her sister and wendy . So , i think its cool that people starting to know more about people . It was the first hangout i had after i returned from somewhere , the feeling remains 'awesome'
i cant wait for Christmas and do my sharing w new faces , im going to be LOUD ! :D
also thanks a million both sister yanshiang and brother Jones for the prayer ,really needed it.
Nights all ,* have a blessed night .
Love, ruiyee
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
22th sept
; breathless !
you know , when you get off a plane and you'll get to see local people there just next to the plane's door - standing by . I went to phils first and the filipino were there , next hongkong , then phils again ! and this time , my very first time ( i think ) to get off a plane and see local bruneians , im actually very happy that im back home atlast and the fact that these local standing there , reminding that im not dreaming .
Met John and lyza !
out of the arriving hall , i saw john ray standing outside . What a surprise , after that came lyza asking me about my trip and suggested i should visit cebu . - yeaa ' haha why not ? (:
about my trip
i need to be a good girl someday , sitting down w my new lappy (if i got one) and start writing all about my trip ! (:
im really exhausted coming back from here and there , i didnt enjoy the taste of it and maybe i would be staying for couple of months here , altho i got another place to visit next month . considering , maybe i might not go .
love
my favourite topic of all . Love , (:
oh probs -error-
*to be continued
God , my everything.
thank God that im back in whole , love Him always.
till next tyme,
xoxo'r
you know , when you get off a plane and you'll get to see local people there just next to the plane's door - standing by . I went to phils first and the filipino were there , next hongkong , then phils again ! and this time , my very first time ( i think ) to get off a plane and see local bruneians , im actually very happy that im back home atlast and the fact that these local standing there , reminding that im not dreaming .
Met John and lyza !
out of the arriving hall , i saw john ray standing outside . What a surprise , after that came lyza asking me about my trip and suggested i should visit cebu . - yeaa ' haha why not ? (:
about my trip
i need to be a good girl someday , sitting down w my new lappy (if i got one) and start writing all about my trip ! (:
im really exhausted coming back from here and there , i didnt enjoy the taste of it and maybe i would be staying for couple of months here , altho i got another place to visit next month . considering , maybe i might not go .
love
my favourite topic of all . Love , (:
oh probs -error-
*to be continued
God , my everything.
thank God that im back in whole , love Him always.
till next tyme,
xoxo'r
Saturday, September 18, 2010
12th and 13th sept
12th sept 2010
heyys ,
currently at hongkong airport , waiting for the ferry as we'll be heading to Guangzhou next .
last night , went to brunei airport at 12am , we waited few hours till 2.25 am our first flight to manila . there were lots of people with us , guess theyre doing back on holiday (: the flight was around two hours , we reach manila at 4+ in the morning . GUYS , insider tips; dont try the dimsum at the airport . you might stare at it and wonders is that food sickk . haha , anyways we then had our flight 7+ am , reaching hongkong at 10+ am and now we're waiting for the ferry at 12+ . reaching the desire destination.
No more transit , thank God !
we sat the cebu pacific , this is the 3rd time I ever travelled. word is I went to kuala lumpur once when I was 2 years young , 2nd trip was to tianjing - beijing . And now , experiencing the 3rd trip to phils-hongkong-guangzhou ( china )
i didnt had much last night, and I felt dizzy at my first flight . I figured it might be because im hungry but after I had a meal , I had a worst encounter during the second flight . I felt my jaws and neck vibrating and I thought I was going to faint , puke or something . But then I googled , someone had mutual experience about cebu pacific airline so I guess im rated normal again. Pheew '
Ohh , another thing . Hongkong toilet in the airport lawa cam toilet 5star hotel sja . But haha , guess they dont use water to wash their back because there were only provided tissue.
Tried hongkong porridge, so different . Its light, smooth, many ingredients ( not very exp ) hey, phils jolibee chicken why saltier than brunei ? Hahaha .
Oh, they got that drinking thingy . I saw these at china , hongkong , phils . Wonders why brunei nada ?
I got some picture taken , I did something bad . I lied -.-' so bad .
I miss brunei
And my bro and sis.
Thank God for all the safe flight, pray for journey mercy pls. <3
Love, ruiyee
13th sept 2010
Heyys ,
Currently at 'fou shan' apparently I found out that No! am not going to guangzhou . we stop by 'hu men' after hongkong . Stay there for a night and we took a few hours ride to 'guangzhou ' and I went mad shopping , they got this like ' pasar malam ' in the night where they sale all cheap cloths ! Fashion clothes , you buy bnd 20-35 but here , you get bnd 2-5 0nly ! Im like 0.0 ' haha.
This is the main reason why I blogged.
---
I just finished watching a short true story .
; because of LOVE .
When I watched , it was a man (lin) with a kiddish like person which I thought was his son . It was obvious that person had some sort of accident , and this was the real story ; that person was a cheerful and interesting person and enjoy adventures . unfortunately that person happen to face and accident and was paralyzed , and the doctor told lin that , he/she may never wakes up. It would be a miracle if he/she wakes up.
But lin said ' I just knew he/she 's going to wake up , and he dares to just pay for the medical fee . And indeed it was a miracle , after one month , he/she awakes but was stil paralyze . And lin still continues to lend money , taking 4 jobs to repay the medical fee , it's approximate 8 million a year !! ( I dont know is it in yuan or not )
They ask lin what keep him going , why he would sacrifice that much ? He replied ' because we were once in love '
This was when I realize , they're COUPLE ! -.-'
That man is english , but that women is chinese . He took care of her , pay he fees , accompany her to her treatments , patiently teaching her how to get back on foot .
She's so blessed to met a man whom truly cares for her , and willing to do so much .
The people were touch by their story and decided to give them free treatment afterwards . Thank God, may we all pray that she get well soon.
---
I miss yanshiang ! (:
Love God,
ruiyee
heyys ,
currently at hongkong airport , waiting for the ferry as we'll be heading to Guangzhou next .
last night , went to brunei airport at 12am , we waited few hours till 2.25 am our first flight to manila . there were lots of people with us , guess theyre doing back on holiday (: the flight was around two hours , we reach manila at 4+ in the morning . GUYS , insider tips; dont try the dimsum at the airport . you might stare at it and wonders is that food sickk . haha , anyways we then had our flight 7+ am , reaching hongkong at 10+ am and now we're waiting for the ferry at 12+ . reaching the desire destination.
No more transit , thank God !
we sat the cebu pacific , this is the 3rd time I ever travelled. word is I went to kuala lumpur once when I was 2 years young , 2nd trip was to tianjing - beijing . And now , experiencing the 3rd trip to phils-hongkong-guangzhou ( china )
i didnt had much last night, and I felt dizzy at my first flight . I figured it might be because im hungry but after I had a meal , I had a worst encounter during the second flight . I felt my jaws and neck vibrating and I thought I was going to faint , puke or something . But then I googled , someone had mutual experience about cebu pacific airline so I guess im rated normal again. Pheew '
Ohh , another thing . Hongkong toilet in the airport lawa cam toilet 5star hotel sja . But haha , guess they dont use water to wash their back because there were only provided tissue.
Tried hongkong porridge, so different . Its light, smooth, many ingredients ( not very exp ) hey, phils jolibee chicken why saltier than brunei ? Hahaha .
Oh, they got that drinking thingy . I saw these at china , hongkong , phils . Wonders why brunei nada ?
I got some picture taken , I did something bad . I lied -.-' so bad .
I miss brunei
And my bro and sis.
Thank God for all the safe flight, pray for journey mercy pls. <3
Love, ruiyee
13th sept 2010
Heyys ,
Currently at 'fou shan' apparently I found out that No! am not going to guangzhou . we stop by 'hu men' after hongkong . Stay there for a night and we took a few hours ride to 'guangzhou ' and I went mad shopping , they got this like ' pasar malam ' in the night where they sale all cheap cloths ! Fashion clothes , you buy bnd 20-35 but here , you get bnd 2-5 0nly ! Im like 0.0 ' haha.
This is the main reason why I blogged.
---
I just finished watching a short true story .
; because of LOVE .
When I watched , it was a man (lin) with a kiddish like person which I thought was his son . It was obvious that person had some sort of accident , and this was the real story ; that person was a cheerful and interesting person and enjoy adventures . unfortunately that person happen to face and accident and was paralyzed , and the doctor told lin that , he/she may never wakes up. It would be a miracle if he/she wakes up.
But lin said ' I just knew he/she 's going to wake up , and he dares to just pay for the medical fee . And indeed it was a miracle , after one month , he/she awakes but was stil paralyze . And lin still continues to lend money , taking 4 jobs to repay the medical fee , it's approximate 8 million a year !! ( I dont know is it in yuan or not )
They ask lin what keep him going , why he would sacrifice that much ? He replied ' because we were once in love '
This was when I realize , they're COUPLE ! -.-'
That man is english , but that women is chinese . He took care of her , pay he fees , accompany her to her treatments , patiently teaching her how to get back on foot .
She's so blessed to met a man whom truly cares for her , and willing to do so much .
The people were touch by their story and decided to give them free treatment afterwards . Thank God, may we all pray that she get well soon.
---
I miss yanshiang ! (:
Love God,
ruiyee
Friday, September 10, 2010
10th sept 2010 ' quarel w my dad .
heyy readers ,
today 10th sept 2010 , the muslims friends and stranger are celebrating their new year . (:
selamat hari raya aidilfitri , maaf zahir dan batin .
I personally think its a wonderful tradition when they apologize to each other about any past fault that may offended them without noticing or might hurt them. (: if the whole world cause be so forgiving , I think the world can really be a better place to be .
I had a trobled night last night, Dad and I had a short arguement . I couldnt stand him , I demanded him loudly ' shut up ' I saidd. after that , I grab my headphone and lay down on the other side of the bed. and I wonders deeply , why couldnt I forgive him , why had I react in such a violent way ? I dislike what I did , I dont want to be like this anymore . because this is not how I should behave , God will not be pleased .
I thought of God and I was out of words , I wanted to ask for forgiveness but do I deserve to be forgiven ? These thoughts wonders in my mind for quite a while , I turned to look at my parents I really wanted to cry because they didnt understand the childhood pain I held within. Dad will never understand anything I say , for the whole 9 years for what he had put me thru he never listen to my pain crying out to let him know his hurting me. When I tried to gain his understanding , I feel like stabbing a knife to my heart because his like a rock that I couldnt break thru.
Dad, it was never too pain to be hurt. I was never afraid to fight the war/ overcoming probs with you but you .. I dont know how you treated me that most of my primary school days after school I cry myself to my bedroom with a swollen fist trying to get the pain out of me. And kept asking God why I didnt have a older brother to protect me and be my shield. Maybe you wouldnt treat me this way if I werent the eldest child, maybe I would feel more of your love like my brother did, if im not the eldest child.
My childhood stories were more than that, as thats only 1/6 of the story.
---
after awhile , I went up to the computer and start typing how I felt , its about 4-5 pages muchh . and I left it there for my dad to read it the next morning. After finish writing at about 1.30am I sat at the living room alone and started praying. I hope he would read every single word and not just saving it into his pendrive for ent purpose. I just hope that he got his answer by the reason why I seldom talk to him and etc, I just want to avoid all arguements and may time heal us . Now just isnt the right time . My dad and I could never sit down and have a heart to heart conveRsation because his mind was never here with me.he never listen to my heart , he always have that little voice talking in his mind .
---
Just this morning , he talked to me in a pleasant tone . Few possibilities , he read or God's help and love. (:
Life was never easy for anyone , everyone . But we must always stay strong, have faith and never give up. Its not the end , (:
I wasnt too frustrated or depressed actually . I didnt have a bad day just because what happen to me and dad last night. im Still going to face the world , with this SMILE ! :D
Im still that little girl whose loves to make the world smile , so peoples . Dont let anything stop you from being who you really are. ( I hope I can overcome every problem and dont let anything steals my smile )
I lost my smile to the world once, but God found my smile and brought it back to me . (: thank you love, esp the wonderful sis and bros.
Smile always,
Always ,
xx' r
today 10th sept 2010 , the muslims friends and stranger are celebrating their new year . (:
selamat hari raya aidilfitri , maaf zahir dan batin .
I personally think its a wonderful tradition when they apologize to each other about any past fault that may offended them without noticing or might hurt them. (: if the whole world cause be so forgiving , I think the world can really be a better place to be .
I had a trobled night last night, Dad and I had a short arguement . I couldnt stand him , I demanded him loudly ' shut up ' I saidd. after that , I grab my headphone and lay down on the other side of the bed. and I wonders deeply , why couldnt I forgive him , why had I react in such a violent way ? I dislike what I did , I dont want to be like this anymore . because this is not how I should behave , God will not be pleased .
I thought of God and I was out of words , I wanted to ask for forgiveness but do I deserve to be forgiven ? These thoughts wonders in my mind for quite a while , I turned to look at my parents I really wanted to cry because they didnt understand the childhood pain I held within. Dad will never understand anything I say , for the whole 9 years for what he had put me thru he never listen to my pain crying out to let him know his hurting me. When I tried to gain his understanding , I feel like stabbing a knife to my heart because his like a rock that I couldnt break thru.
Dad, it was never too pain to be hurt. I was never afraid to fight the war/ overcoming probs with you but you .. I dont know how you treated me that most of my primary school days after school I cry myself to my bedroom with a swollen fist trying to get the pain out of me. And kept asking God why I didnt have a older brother to protect me and be my shield. Maybe you wouldnt treat me this way if I werent the eldest child, maybe I would feel more of your love like my brother did, if im not the eldest child.
My childhood stories were more than that, as thats only 1/6 of the story.
---
after awhile , I went up to the computer and start typing how I felt , its about 4-5 pages muchh . and I left it there for my dad to read it the next morning. After finish writing at about 1.30am I sat at the living room alone and started praying. I hope he would read every single word and not just saving it into his pendrive for ent purpose. I just hope that he got his answer by the reason why I seldom talk to him and etc, I just want to avoid all arguements and may time heal us . Now just isnt the right time . My dad and I could never sit down and have a heart to heart conveRsation because his mind was never here with me.he never listen to my heart , he always have that little voice talking in his mind .
---
Just this morning , he talked to me in a pleasant tone . Few possibilities , he read or God's help and love. (:
Life was never easy for anyone , everyone . But we must always stay strong, have faith and never give up. Its not the end , (:
I wasnt too frustrated or depressed actually . I didnt have a bad day just because what happen to me and dad last night. im Still going to face the world , with this SMILE ! :D
Im still that little girl whose loves to make the world smile , so peoples . Dont let anything stop you from being who you really are. ( I hope I can overcome every problem and dont let anything steals my smile )
I lost my smile to the world once, but God found my smile and brought it back to me . (: thank you love, esp the wonderful sis and bros.
Smile always,
Always ,
xx' r
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
8th sept 2010 ' my day today ...
Greetings ,
Guess whatt , no dont Guess . :D currently w my brother's fiancee at salon , she wanted to get her hair trim or i think the word is 'straightened ' anyho , yes my Godbrother not my biological young brother .
i read some interesting article , some funny , lols , terrifying as well . there was an article about people who couldnt handle their emotions well , they cut themselve to feel good as they observe the blood coming from inside out , some continue the same practice from childhood , teenage till adult stage . some even burn cigarette and burn themselve, they said its a 'distraction' like the pain outside them so they could forget the pain inside for a while - so sad .
i think all they really need is love ' and more care . like take a long vacation , do something meaningful or keep themselve busy . while professional suggested , letting out , talk about it etc . im not aware of any friends of mine w such symptons but hopefully no ' (:
A Guy commented that ' i like Girls who are comfortable w themselves not necessary w loads of make up so i wont be shock when i woke up the next morning on bed w her ' - if you know what he meant :D
pink panther - (: i dreamt he had the same ringtone as i have . but just in my dream , (:
sadness ' im really broke ! can i abandon my hp ? hope so , cause i just reload 2 nights ago as today i left 1.80 after calling my brother and also other than that , receiving calls and msg as if im online chatting.
I want to care for you '
waiting for sis's call just haha .. hope she remembers and pray that she'll have a fine evening . Amen !
called brother kyz just now , sigh its just heartbreaking to know his handling so much probs, we should all appreciate and be thankful towards one another . I hope bro kyz will overcome his prob and may he be surrounded by friends who really cares and love him . I wouldnt like to know that his hurting again inside , if I got a car maybe i'll get to hangout w him and the boys during noon tyme. see them dance dance dance ! (:
Cheer up kyz, you know that there's always us in this whole wide world that cares truly for you ,so would you smile for us and dont be sad for them (:
Coutdown , no jokes but 1+ hours to go ! Time passed real fast, cherish and grab as many smiles you can.
' wondering hows my brother and sisters doing, missed em all.
Have a blessed day guys , dont forget to say your prayer tonight before you go to sleep and simply just thank that your breathing normally w/o any injuries , well if you do have some injuries just thank that you didnt lose any part of your bodies , if you did then just thank that your still alive. - sarcasms.
(kiddings)
Lovemuch, rui.
Guess whatt , no dont Guess . :D currently w my brother's fiancee at salon , she wanted to get her hair trim or i think the word is 'straightened ' anyho , yes my Godbrother not my biological young brother .
i read some interesting article , some funny , lols , terrifying as well . there was an article about people who couldnt handle their emotions well , they cut themselve to feel good as they observe the blood coming from inside out , some continue the same practice from childhood , teenage till adult stage . some even burn cigarette and burn themselve, they said its a 'distraction' like the pain outside them so they could forget the pain inside for a while - so sad .
i think all they really need is love ' and more care . like take a long vacation , do something meaningful or keep themselve busy . while professional suggested , letting out , talk about it etc . im not aware of any friends of mine w such symptons but hopefully no ' (:
A Guy commented that ' i like Girls who are comfortable w themselves not necessary w loads of make up so i wont be shock when i woke up the next morning on bed w her ' - if you know what he meant :D
pink panther - (: i dreamt he had the same ringtone as i have . but just in my dream , (:
sadness ' im really broke ! can i abandon my hp ? hope so , cause i just reload 2 nights ago as today i left 1.80 after calling my brother and also other than that , receiving calls and msg as if im online chatting.
I want to care for you '
waiting for sis's call just haha .. hope she remembers and pray that she'll have a fine evening . Amen !
called brother kyz just now , sigh its just heartbreaking to know his handling so much probs, we should all appreciate and be thankful towards one another . I hope bro kyz will overcome his prob and may he be surrounded by friends who really cares and love him . I wouldnt like to know that his hurting again inside , if I got a car maybe i'll get to hangout w him and the boys during noon tyme. see them dance dance dance ! (:
Cheer up kyz, you know that there's always us in this whole wide world that cares truly for you ,so would you smile for us and dont be sad for them (:
Coutdown , no jokes but 1+ hours to go ! Time passed real fast, cherish and grab as many smiles you can.
' wondering hows my brother and sisters doing, missed em all.
Have a blessed day guys , dont forget to say your prayer tonight before you go to sleep and simply just thank that your breathing normally w/o any injuries , well if you do have some injuries just thank that you didnt lose any part of your bodies , if you did then just thank that your still alive. - sarcasms.
(kiddings)
Lovemuch, rui.
8th sept 2010
heyys lovely bunnies ,
what a lovely dayy yes ? well i noticed the rain but i didnt look out for any rainbows , have you ?
my days which was going to be boring turn out great , thanks to my awesome pop ! ( My God for the answered prayers. )i get to spend quality time with my lovely sister , we went to the park , had dinner at kiulap and shopping ! I found the summer cap i always wanted and sis brought it for me , thanks ! :D
she's not feeling well , so guys please pray for her so that she'll get well really really soon. thanks to all beforehand . (:
just want you to know , im going to phils - hongkong - china this sunday (12th) back on tues (21st) hopefully i could get back in time for badminton , :D remind me please on fri that i need to give airasia a call .
the power of prayer ; the power of faith ; the power of love .
everyone should learn to love and care one another , really ! take down your pride and be more self less , say and express the love you held inside . try spending a day provide-ing everyone w tons of tons of love . start ' make a difference , as the world will be a better place to be when its full of tender love and care . its never too late if you start now .
ohh ohh , I got an idea , why dont you start by giving extra more smile in a day . but remember to smile from your heart otherwise it'll be kinda awkward , hehe .
i would love to see , know you do it . (:
Nyts earthlings , I love you all .
xx' r
( I love my God . )
what a lovely dayy yes ? well i noticed the rain but i didnt look out for any rainbows , have you ?
my days which was going to be boring turn out great , thanks to my awesome pop ! ( My God for the answered prayers. )i get to spend quality time with my lovely sister , we went to the park , had dinner at kiulap and shopping ! I found the summer cap i always wanted and sis brought it for me , thanks ! :D
she's not feeling well , so guys please pray for her so that she'll get well really really soon. thanks to all beforehand . (:
just want you to know , im going to phils - hongkong - china this sunday (12th) back on tues (21st) hopefully i could get back in time for badminton , :D remind me please on fri that i need to give airasia a call .
the power of prayer ; the power of faith ; the power of love .
everyone should learn to love and care one another , really ! take down your pride and be more self less , say and express the love you held inside . try spending a day provide-ing everyone w tons of tons of love . start ' make a difference , as the world will be a better place to be when its full of tender love and care . its never too late if you start now .
ohh ohh , I got an idea , why dont you start by giving extra more smile in a day . but remember to smile from your heart otherwise it'll be kinda awkward , hehe .
i would love to see , know you do it . (:
Nyts earthlings , I love you all .
xx' r
( I love my God . )
Monday, September 6, 2010
boredd ; plans .
heyys ! :D
dead bored much here !
Plans , sure do needs to pray about it . I just realize that all the plans that i planned beforehand all turn out negative-ly so word of advice ; whatever you want to do later , tommorrow , or future matter just pray for God's blessing and guidance .
didnt managed to hangout w faustina , couldnt meet kyz at gadong too . (: imma pray for all of my plans next tyme if i could remember . :D
not that im sad about it, just need to take it w the right attitude and learn from my mistake . (: so my dearest beloved God, i will have loads to pray about . - kiddings .
talk about ,
i hope i could train myself to be a person with a calm mind , try to control myself . im so indecisive , i wanna be both . :D
I accidently drop brad and he fell unto the floor , so heartbreaking sad but thank God he didnt leave any scars . and hope that his eyes works well as usual .
im going to read some books later . then game game perhaps .
have a blessed day all, and ohh i missed my sister . hope she s doing fine , she didnt reply my text maybe she s just tired and fall asleep . (: rest well.
dead bored much here !
Plans , sure do needs to pray about it . I just realize that all the plans that i planned beforehand all turn out negative-ly so word of advice ; whatever you want to do later , tommorrow , or future matter just pray for God's blessing and guidance .
didnt managed to hangout w faustina , couldnt meet kyz at gadong too . (: imma pray for all of my plans next tyme if i could remember . :D
not that im sad about it, just need to take it w the right attitude and learn from my mistake . (: so my dearest beloved God, i will have loads to pray about . - kiddings .
talk about ,
i hope i could train myself to be a person with a calm mind , try to control myself . im so indecisive , i wanna be both . :D
I accidently drop brad and he fell unto the floor , so heartbreaking sad but thank God he didnt leave any scars . and hope that his eyes works well as usual .
im going to read some books later . then game game perhaps .
have a blessed day all, and ohh i missed my sister . hope she s doing fine , she didnt reply my text maybe she s just tired and fall asleep . (: rest well.
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