November ! :)

November is finally here ! :)

Dear November, i do miss you ~ ! :) it's almost been a year .. and almost a year it is, that i've get to know this crazy guy who came into my life. :)
I guess, 365 days ago.. i was still working in Sunshine.. in dilemma whether should i be working with the other company or not ? babyboyy was with me wherever i go` he always bring me to wherever i want to. :) i missed him alot ! His now under other people's car so i wish & pray that he will be well treated. sorry for that i've abandon you` it was difficult for me too. :') Hope to get you back soon ! <3 p="p">
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At this very moment, Life has been fine. i am still surviving in this world & thank God that i'm still alive & blessed. I'm almost 20 years old, and .. it's unbelievable ` cause i never really imagine myself being 20 & what's it's like to be 20 years old. :)

You know, i'd love a life where there's no worries & where everything is secure. :)
Now i felt kinda insecure due to some situation that's not totally stable yet, but i'm doing my best to sustain it. Really not much people know what in the world i am up to, except my family & my love ones. There's alot of people who doesn't 100% support what i do, but seriously` i am tired to confront all these thought that other people have because i am SO NOT going to live the way you simply want or thought would be the best for me` :)
is this Life ? maybe yes, maybe not but i believe and always have been believing that everything happens for a reason.

It was never really on my mind that today my life would be like this` :') life is totally unpredictable. :D


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November. i really need a miracle :)
i pray that, it will turn out fine :) keep me strong ! :D


Loving you always, Hidayat Kms` <3 p="p">
truly yours,
ruiyee.