Dear readers,
November is leaving soon, I can somehow still recall some of the event that happened during last November. Just work and stress (: cause I was in total dilemma, now both the b**** and I arent working but good for him atleast his having a lot of interviews and at least he knows where's his o lvl cert, because yea, mine's lost. (:
Am I still considered as a human if I lost my olevel cert? I quite confident that I passed it to my dad. I didnt knew how important it was or I was just being care-less? But all in all, im just being here and trying to figure out what life truly means.
Im here getting frustrated abit because everyone, well not everyone but almost everyone nags! Asking me to get a job, but what's life? Suffer and die? Enjoy and die? Maybe it's about the afterlife, then what does this life meant cause most people ain care about anything but only to survive in this society, taking care of themselves.
Ohh daddy, his just too adorable. Such a patient guy, soft and just being very very patient but inside his very stressful, because he have to face his stupid sister (maybe she's an angel in his eye but for me - she's just controlling him) I mean come on, if u truly cares as u said u care for me? Then dont complain about something and said u'd help only if this and that. Go check the dictionary for what does 'unconditionally' means! Love unconditionally people, ! So sick ... Cause she's being annoying and dad starts to annoys me and I m totally annoyed -.-
So December is coming soon, yea Christmas (:
Again, trying to find the purpose of being alive. (: but ofcourse, im certain that we need to appreciate and be thankful that we're being alive and safe and peace but those people just give me second thought that life is like ... #whatever
___ only lagsana and cheeesecake can heal me now. (:
