Hello dear readers,
recently, i was lectured early in the morning when my working life was just about to start. Sitting there, being all quiet and just listen to what they have to say and at the same time, i was lost .. trying to figure out what bring me to this place. I guess they were right as well, i am lack of concentration, i am also very careless. So .. do i dislike this job ?
uncertain :')
I guess one of the major reason that lead me to this place was the amount that they are willing to pay for my salary and others would have said it's because they see the value in you. Potential ? what is that? i don't really understand what is my own potential that others sees in me that i don't. have i regretted moving here? I'm not sure but what i am sure is that, my past is a place where i can never get back to.
and for the past 2 nights i was warned that i am not allowed to go back home unless so and so is Done. Warned ? oh boyy, the feeling of being in tuition where your tuition instructor actually said for kids who haven finished their correction are not allowed to go home :)
anyways, nowadays.. alot have been done.
but having too much is not a Great deal because i understand that i won't be able to cope if i were to handle that much moreover it's a new start and i'd like to make sure that everything is stable before i do too much of what i am doing. So, baby .. let's do it one by one .. slow down.. what most important is we don't give up even if we fails.
Have Faith <3
Thanks to Sister Yanshiang for inviting me back to Bible Group Study..
which the topic was about Genesis and they started to talk about Names and everything..
So yea, my chinese name means ' lucky jade' . dad said i named you 'rui' because it's sounds like 'money' in Hokkien. yea right.. -.- i used to not like my name because it's hard for others to remember/pronounced my name correctly but now i absolutely loved it and im so glad that this is my name. Changing it ? hmm, no way ~ :D
Travel fair is coming soon and tho i've been working here for almost 5 months now but no.. i never met my 'Singaporean" noss, and it is heard that he'd be here during travel fair for a day. Oh Boyy~
haven i got enough rest? cause boyfriend told me that i was snoring when i fell asleep recently. :D now that's a bit embarrassing.
Im all so sleepy now while waiting someone to come ~.~
by the way, i've submitted something to the bank hoping for approval, and NO ~ im not getting a house :D anyway pray that everything will be well and that i wont be dissapointed with another call of dissapointments :D and that everything that we are doing will be running smoothly :) AMEN ! <3
Loving you always
DiqtaSmers.
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