im so not planning to sleep ! i got a date later , with faustina my laolao ( oldold ) friend . we known each other since primary 5 , i sat beside her at the very first day when school starts and man ! was i afraidd. haha, its been MONTHS ! since we last met , reason to meet her later was all because shes going china soon for 2 months training . so yeaa ' guess she missed me or just want to see how fat i've grown. :D
i might be meeting w brother kyz as well . sure do missed that dude ! (:
birthdays !
my birthday is like two months away , i always got a thing for birthdays i mean to me its special . i even booked a flight to kuala lumpur on october just for her birthday but sad news arrive ( forget it ) I remember my very young birthday , was i eight or nine . i stayed up the whole night just by thinking what my mom would prepare for my birthday. i often wonders bout how would my 18th birthday turns out to be , guess im still the eight year old girl . (:
i just hoped and pray it'll be one fine day I could spend w my every smile. (:
I would hope that i'd be a child forever but we all need to grow up and ...
12th sept '
i still couldnt really believe im going oversea w my auntie whose trying to somehow ruiN my life --' , pray that i'd be fine. and despite my poor-ness , please someone gives my some resources !
i dont want you to leave . wants you to stay.
xx ' r
Sunday, September 5, 2010
6th september 2010
heyys ! :D
i need improvements , esp my english vocab , grammar , and more ! im always like ' what does ... means ? ' and sis yanshiang once expressed how she wished to keep a dictionary in the car for me :D i just lols !
weee* went to church just now, uncle sent me home andd sis yanshiang fetch me for dinner ! love much w sis iting in car. we went to seri and window shopping at soon lee, me w my camcorder. caught bro lawrence, james, sister cassendra too. ( not positive w the spelling ) forgive me. x)
lesson ; one shall not abase the other, or cause them to be abashed.
opps , busy at the moment . me update soon kays.
meeting faustina tomorrow and kyz.
I own a new BESTFRIEND!
; aree summit
funny thing ; as we just known each other like 30minutes only! may God bless our friendship !
I hearts my BROTHER !
faisul kah namanya :P
; pesal.
( hearts that dude )
random much, wave to my lovely sister yanshiang. Flying love sent*
love much,
xx' r
i need improvements , esp my english vocab , grammar , and more ! im always like ' what does ... means ? ' and sis yanshiang once expressed how she wished to keep a dictionary in the car for me :D i just lols !
weee* went to church just now, uncle sent me home andd sis yanshiang fetch me for dinner ! love much w sis iting in car. we went to seri and window shopping at soon lee, me w my camcorder. caught bro lawrence, james, sister cassendra too. ( not positive w the spelling ) forgive me. x)
lesson ; one shall not abase the other, or cause them to be abashed.
opps , busy at the moment . me update soon kays.
meeting faustina tomorrow and kyz.
I own a new BESTFRIEND!
; aree summit
funny thing ; as we just known each other like 30minutes only! may God bless our friendship !
I hearts my BROTHER !
faisul kah namanya :P
; pesal.
( hearts that dude )
random much, wave to my lovely sister yanshiang. Flying love sent*
love much,
xx' r
Friday, September 3, 2010
4th sept 2010'chair-ish wood eel ape ! ( cherish what you have )
heyys! :D
im back at home now, with my new gadget ' brad ' . his quite small, light but could come in pretty useful. brad and i are going to do loads of recording, hopefully friends dont mind (: cause most people dont like to be on screen ( be pictured ) anyhow, brad and i would try to work on that. forgive us x)
brad is RED ! and so is both my handphone and PSP. ermm, i didnt name my phone and psp ' maybe because they were given as gift but i adopted brad w the most of my bank account. May he be my 2010s advance self given birthday gift ! x)
i found him at kiulapp, this guy recomended him to us and he was placed on my hand for the very first time like a first born child. ( over described ) i was really worried at first, i went to several hospital and mom brought me to the one at kiulapp. I didnt have the guts to went in alone, as doubt took over and i was really worried to handpick the wrong baby. but after i checked him out, his good to go. decided to bring this baby home. (:
'bradd' a.k.a. 'babyred' - yes i cherish everything that i owned and handle w care despite my uncareful nature and slighty rude character still i take great care for what i hold dear in my heart. :D babyred.
Okays ! because of it, my cash are running to its end. but managed to get a new dvd back to watchh. (:
'16 wishes'
a story about a teenage girl whom had 16 wishes written ever since she was eightt. so basically, through the hard times she encounter since 8 she wishes the changes when she reached age 16 and expected the best 16th birthday ever recorded in the 16th birthday history. A magical being gaved her 16 candles and her wishes will come true as she blow off any number candle correspond to her birthday wish list. (:
She was about to have the worst birthday ever as her morning was greet by her parents when thats what she dislike most. competing with her rival and cause her to not realize how much she left her best friend, jay behind the corner.
Till one wish came true and she hoped that she didnt wished for that because things turned out exactly how she wanted, but thats not what she really hoped for when families do as she hoped and realize she's not even ready for it, friends who stop side-ing her because things have change and she found out that she lost something precious that was already given yet not realized.
andd it caught me thinking. remember I used to say ' everything happens for a reason, nothing is a coincidence ' (: I guess so yeaa. and there's a time for everything.
we always always and never fails to concentrate more and in surrending effort to achieve the things we wanted most. and we always forgot to just look beside us and realize how blessed we are. so my dearest friend or whoever you may be, cherish everything that you have now and simply just be thankful to people who show kindness and love to you.
Thou people in movies always get a second chance to start thing over again, but we dont really have that much here.
have a blessed day to all ! (:
till next time,
xoxo' r
im back at home now, with my new gadget ' brad ' . his quite small, light but could come in pretty useful. brad and i are going to do loads of recording, hopefully friends dont mind (: cause most people dont like to be on screen ( be pictured ) anyhow, brad and i would try to work on that. forgive us x)
brad is RED ! and so is both my handphone and PSP. ermm, i didnt name my phone and psp ' maybe because they were given as gift but i adopted brad w the most of my bank account. May he be my 2010s advance self given birthday gift ! x)
i found him at kiulapp, this guy recomended him to us and he was placed on my hand for the very first time like a first born child. ( over described ) i was really worried at first, i went to several hospital and mom brought me to the one at kiulapp. I didnt have the guts to went in alone, as doubt took over and i was really worried to handpick the wrong baby. but after i checked him out, his good to go. decided to bring this baby home. (:
'bradd' a.k.a. 'babyred' - yes i cherish everything that i owned and handle w care despite my uncareful nature and slighty rude character still i take great care for what i hold dear in my heart. :D babyred.
Okays ! because of it, my cash are running to its end. but managed to get a new dvd back to watchh. (:
'16 wishes'
a story about a teenage girl whom had 16 wishes written ever since she was eightt. so basically, through the hard times she encounter since 8 she wishes the changes when she reached age 16 and expected the best 16th birthday ever recorded in the 16th birthday history. A magical being gaved her 16 candles and her wishes will come true as she blow off any number candle correspond to her birthday wish list. (:
She was about to have the worst birthday ever as her morning was greet by her parents when thats what she dislike most. competing with her rival and cause her to not realize how much she left her best friend, jay behind the corner.
Till one wish came true and she hoped that she didnt wished for that because things turned out exactly how she wanted, but thats not what she really hoped for when families do as she hoped and realize she's not even ready for it, friends who stop side-ing her because things have change and she found out that she lost something precious that was already given yet not realized.
andd it caught me thinking. remember I used to say ' everything happens for a reason, nothing is a coincidence ' (: I guess so yeaa. and there's a time for everything.
we always always and never fails to concentrate more and in surrending effort to achieve the things we wanted most. and we always forgot to just look beside us and realize how blessed we are. so my dearest friend or whoever you may be, cherish everything that you have now and simply just be thankful to people who show kindness and love to you.
Thou people in movies always get a second chance to start thing over again, but we dont really have that much here.
have a blessed day to all ! (:
till next time,
xoxo' r
encouragement? :D
heyys ! :D
currently at Gadong, centerpoint lodge.
with my three brothers, waiting for our mother.
I told youu im getting a camcorder ryte. and so here i am, few minutes away to get myself one. actually by my own money which i saved up while working, yeaa' too little ! haha, cause nothing is left at my bank account ! cambanar.
think !
are encouragement always healthy ? It a source of building up ones confident, also a kind of appreciation, acknowledgement, a type of praise as well. yeaa'
haha. I dont like too much encouraging words, cause the impact is ... ( weird ) i believe, there a bad side of being encouraged. well, you can look at the bright side but im still in process of taking encouraging words in appropriate way. I admit, i dont know how to handle it. youuu, dont catch me right ? doubt it.
oh ermm. got to go, adopt my baby camcorder. Come to ...
Thanks for reading.
xx' r
currently at Gadong, centerpoint lodge.
with my three brothers, waiting for our mother.
I told youu im getting a camcorder ryte. and so here i am, few minutes away to get myself one. actually by my own money which i saved up while working, yeaa' too little ! haha, cause nothing is left at my bank account ! cambanar.
think !
are encouragement always healthy ? It a source of building up ones confident, also a kind of appreciation, acknowledgement, a type of praise as well. yeaa'
haha. I dont like too much encouraging words, cause the impact is ... ( weird ) i believe, there a bad side of being encouraged. well, you can look at the bright side but im still in process of taking encouraging words in appropriate way. I admit, i dont know how to handle it. youuu, dont catch me right ? doubt it.
oh ermm. got to go, adopt my baby camcorder. Come to ...
Thanks for reading.
xx' r
Thursday, September 2, 2010
3th sept 2010 ' to brother (kyzkizuya)
heyys again! :0
second post of the night.
who said i hate reading, i mean do your best to attract me. :D nahh' just jokingg.
Broken hearted.
As a friend, as a sister. I felt pretty much broken hearted, as i assume that he thought less of me due to his low respond towards my text but it proves me wrong when i heard his pain and asking about me in his blog.
I know i could do more than just this, and deep down i said ' bro, if i were there with you ' i really wanted to be there with him, i know his having so much trobles but why i didnt organize some time for this brother. His just a normal dude, but his going through more than he could take. But i would pray that God will give him strength to overcome all his pain. I wonders, is this the calling for me since i always wanted to help and show love to anyone who needed it.
whats hindering me from fullfilling the emptiness and healing the swollen injuries?
where am i? and where's my mind, why am i not doing much. My apologize to my most beloved brother, some day i'll teach you a love that heals all pain. A love that had made me who i am, the smile you always known of. and someday, bro you'll be like me even better than me.
Always when you needed someone to talk to, im all ears.
this is for you - brother kyz.
Pray that a wonderful love will enter your life and that you'll have everlasting joy.
xx' r
second post of the night.
who said i hate reading, i mean do your best to attract me. :D nahh' just jokingg.
Broken hearted.
As a friend, as a sister. I felt pretty much broken hearted, as i assume that he thought less of me due to his low respond towards my text but it proves me wrong when i heard his pain and asking about me in his blog.
I know i could do more than just this, and deep down i said ' bro, if i were there with you ' i really wanted to be there with him, i know his having so much trobles but why i didnt organize some time for this brother. His just a normal dude, but his going through more than he could take. But i would pray that God will give him strength to overcome all his pain. I wonders, is this the calling for me since i always wanted to help and show love to anyone who needed it.
whats hindering me from fullfilling the emptiness and healing the swollen injuries?
where am i? and where's my mind, why am i not doing much. My apologize to my most beloved brother, some day i'll teach you a love that heals all pain. A love that had made me who i am, the smile you always known of. and someday, bro you'll be like me even better than me.
Always when you needed someone to talk to, im all ears.
this is for you - brother kyz.
Pray that a wonderful love will enter your life and that you'll have everlasting joy.
xx' r
3th sept 2010 ' camcorder me!
heyys ! :D
im inspired,
noticed how i heart writing with small words. :D I LOVE I LOVE ! lols.
Its 2.57am now, and by the time i finished blogging- say twenty minutes? (: just came back from care group, thursday are the reason why i couldnt join other activities.
ohh, thanks to sister geraldine for picking and sending me. :)
i came across a blog just now while waiting for sister geraldine to pick me up and i was inspired. :D his blogg, so true about himself' honest like he show all his colours regardless of good and bad. To him, he accepted em all and he asked his friends ' have you ' (:
totally random but im a lucky kidd.
; cause i sleep in a single bed, where i got 3 blankets, 2 pillows, 3 animals ( toy pillow ) '2009 birthday gift - sheep from my bestcouple, cow from my good old pal, monkey from china. :D
im having/buying camcorder laters ! I always wanted a dslr camera, you know just whenever I come across pictures of smiles and memories just caught me taking the same purpose ' memories of smiles ' i've been aiming a 'nikon D5000 ' for quite sometime now. But out of the blue, I decided to land on a camcorder. It happens just this monday when mom came home with some cash to upgrade the psp we just got. Ohh ' I love harvest moon ! (: just in 4 days, im at year 2 and already married to the same girl I married 5 years ago! Yeaa' the old version when we used to play at playstation one. Anyway, (: we got two dvds ' camp rock - the final jam & step up 3 ' how coincidence that both movies touches some awesome uses of a camcorder. And it was just last saturday when I asked sis yanshiang if the options were to fall upon her which would she chooses. yeaa' she answeredd ' video cam '
Guess I really love the idea that I would be able to record happy moments we all had together. As I guarantee you, someday you'll definitely hope that we could record more of these moments, memories and events :d . A footage maybe? Hehehe' pray that i'll be satisfy for what will be bought afterward, may it be cheap, yet good function, picture quality.
My lovely people, get ready! Im going to make that laughter be heard again in few years time. Maybe months, hehehe.
One thing is for sure, submit your worries and problems upon His hand and He'll make all thing awesome. Just like I did, I may be a kid with no high education or qualification, but I have faith. In God's will, its been rated ' extremly awesome ' ! :d
Twenty minutes up ! Until next time,
xoxo' r
im inspired,
noticed how i heart writing with small words. :D I LOVE I LOVE ! lols.
Its 2.57am now, and by the time i finished blogging- say twenty minutes? (: just came back from care group, thursday are the reason why i couldnt join other activities.
ohh, thanks to sister geraldine for picking and sending me. :)
i came across a blog just now while waiting for sister geraldine to pick me up and i was inspired. :D his blogg, so true about himself' honest like he show all his colours regardless of good and bad. To him, he accepted em all and he asked his friends ' have you ' (:
totally random but im a lucky kidd.
; cause i sleep in a single bed, where i got 3 blankets, 2 pillows, 3 animals ( toy pillow ) '2009 birthday gift - sheep from my bestcouple, cow from my good old pal, monkey from china. :D
im having/buying camcorder laters ! I always wanted a dslr camera, you know just whenever I come across pictures of smiles and memories just caught me taking the same purpose ' memories of smiles ' i've been aiming a 'nikon D5000 ' for quite sometime now. But out of the blue, I decided to land on a camcorder. It happens just this monday when mom came home with some cash to upgrade the psp we just got. Ohh ' I love harvest moon ! (: just in 4 days, im at year 2 and already married to the same girl I married 5 years ago! Yeaa' the old version when we used to play at playstation one. Anyway, (: we got two dvds ' camp rock - the final jam & step up 3 ' how coincidence that both movies touches some awesome uses of a camcorder. And it was just last saturday when I asked sis yanshiang if the options were to fall upon her which would she chooses. yeaa' she answeredd ' video cam '
Guess I really love the idea that I would be able to record happy moments we all had together. As I guarantee you, someday you'll definitely hope that we could record more of these moments, memories and events :d . A footage maybe? Hehehe' pray that i'll be satisfy for what will be bought afterward, may it be cheap, yet good function, picture quality.
My lovely people, get ready! Im going to make that laughter be heard again in few years time. Maybe months, hehehe.
One thing is for sure, submit your worries and problems upon His hand and He'll make all thing awesome. Just like I did, I may be a kid with no high education or qualification, but I have faith. In God's will, its been rated ' extremly awesome ' ! :d
Twenty minutes up ! Until next time,
xoxo' r
2nd sept 2010' surreder to l.o.v.e
heyys ! :D
i haven been insomnia for quite some time, until last month when some undescribeable excitement swallowed me up and ive been having sleepless night till now. If your awake at 3am wondering if everyone's a sleep, one thing for sure is that im still awake psp-ing and could only sleep after 4.30am.
okay ! heart talk , last month i was like all eyes over a dude. but now' i had my both hands in the air - surrending.
Geez' feel like keeping love in a distance. I'd love to just be on the beachside waiting for him to come, not going to get myself into muds.
hundreds apologies to both syasa and via. That i wasnt able to hangout tonight due to my personal weekly meeting w ...
Forgive me, guess we'll be meeting after 21st sept.
going off next week! To phils, hongkong, guangzhou. if i was given a second chance to decide, I would definitely pick the other option. Would rather stay here w my brothers and sis yanshiang' reason - its awesomer :D
Getting a vidcam soon. Cheers ! Gonna enjoy to the max max max max!
Wave to you, howve you been. I missed you and your smile.
tilll next time,
xoxo' r
i haven been insomnia for quite some time, until last month when some undescribeable excitement swallowed me up and ive been having sleepless night till now. If your awake at 3am wondering if everyone's a sleep, one thing for sure is that im still awake psp-ing and could only sleep after 4.30am.
okay ! heart talk , last month i was like all eyes over a dude. but now' i had my both hands in the air - surrending.
Geez' feel like keeping love in a distance. I'd love to just be on the beachside waiting for him to come, not going to get myself into muds.
hundreds apologies to both syasa and via. That i wasnt able to hangout tonight due to my personal weekly meeting w ...
Forgive me, guess we'll be meeting after 21st sept.
going off next week! To phils, hongkong, guangzhou. if i was given a second chance to decide, I would definitely pick the other option. Would rather stay here w my brothers and sis yanshiang' reason - its awesomer :D
Getting a vidcam soon. Cheers ! Gonna enjoy to the max max max max!
Wave to you, howve you been. I missed you and your smile.
tilll next time,
xoxo' r
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