i have a dream

i have a dream` lalalala ~

yeaaa` i had a dream awhile back, just recalled.

i had a dream, and people that i cared were there

 with their shinning smile,

just for me.

i close my eyes, laughter and joy is all that i could hear.

Miss the awesome family. (:

and the awesome-ness.

realization

realization`

Realize what are you trying to do,

what are you trying to prove,

& all those unnecessary action, what are you trying to show ? 

Save those drama, fake smiles & laughter.

if there were true smiles, i would had smile too.

i couldn't laugh at the jokes your trying to makes people laugh.

all i can do is just smirk.

Take your time to realize what has gone into you.

life is awesome. what's life to you.

Dropped !

What's the thing that kept you from surviving this cruel world.

Life has been awesome. Awesome has been awesome :D

Well, i loved to have some excitement in my life. :) 

well, when i mentioned excitement what i really mean is having someone to keep this heart pumping at it's maximum rate, rather than it's regular normal rate. ;D

On serious Diet ! Thing is, can i do it ?

I'm SO serious when i said, i wanna go on DIET no moree eatingg muchieee !

but by the second someone passed by with a plate of foood. my stomach starts to grumblee *

-__________-"

What is Life to you ?

To me, Life is so much like a GAME

it's a different story for those who are pursue-ing further studies unlike me. :)

Taking a course or even a higher qualification.

To secure a safe pay and even a higher pay & there's where a Life of you begins. 

I would never wanted to agree on this issue, because some wont even SURVIVE in this Life without a Qualification, a Certified Qualification.

okayy` so much to take about that. :P currently working out on a article. :) cya <3

The word Awesome comes from? HIMYM

Awesome !

I started to collect Movie Series, ever since i'm working.

That's a LIE !

but i did get more after i got this job to support my budget.

First, i watched " Heroes " it's really an awesome movie. well, actually brilliant !

A friend of mine intro "How i Met your Mother" & that's gonna be my ALL time Fav Movie.

Even my Little Brothers Love it. 

He even asked as if i could ever bring him to meet TED ! -___-" 

cute actually. ;D

And because of that movie, i started to say the word " Awesome " every now and then.

Barney influenced me, :P && i just Read his Blog` it's epic awesome ! ;P

His just simple WAU !

Actually i planned on something stupid. Well, that's so ME !

But i better think twice ( maybe more than twice ) why should i take such unnecessary action ?

In the end, i might not be able to do it. :D future who knows <3 

Back to why i talked about Awesome ! (:

i always watched CHUCK and they all called his sister's fiancee Capt.Awesome.

and address his family the Awesomes' (:

soundddddd Awesome indeed. 

so yeaaaa` made up a Awesome family on my own. <3 let it groww.

Things you need to learn in life,

. Sometimes, you just need to let go that ego you've been holding on just to show that your not weak. 

[Fact,] Humans are weak well emotionally. so dont hide, or just Hide it and you'll lose it.

his back, movie addict

Evening !

I really can't work here ! :D so Not my life.

Am dyinggg, well literally :P

Movie has been a great companion. 

But they made me waste a lot of money on them. ;(

i bought stories to stories and series to series.

and that's how my money fly fly fly ` ~

But still i <3

abandoning all taiwan series, korean series at the moment 

& make love with all those orang puteh mv. :D

His back ! :) and all i did was " awwwww ~ his back "

when i see his ON msn ;D

" that's all you got, rui ? " :P

" that's enoughhhh` " ;P

Tick tock tick tock, well tick faster ! can;t wait June, July, Aug, Sept to pass ! :) also OCT ;P

Love much ^^

a moment of joy. :) heart ouch

I'm glad the smile camed and took frown's place.

But it was just a few moment till i realize those smile were fake.

or that i was wrong again ? well, i hope i'm wrong.

Forget it. :) 

Action Speaks Louder than word.

Time will show the inner truth of someone.

i hate that my mind kept flashing back of the past and i can't control it.

Running my fingers down against the to be healed wounds.

feels like stabbing it deeper, let the feeling pours it all until nothings left.

am just jokingg. kes boreng (: ignore.

new stuffies, casual

Hola :)

I believe i did well.

Letting go i said and letting go i did.

Not absolutely tho. but yea :)

so many thoughts i had in my mind last few days.

So i took a pen out and wrote them down, and realize writing a diary is fun :)

and do hope i dont become lazy and stop writing. 

getting new stuffies <3

i realize that i don't want to have a DSLR camera already.

getting a cute mini camera for a change. :D casual <3

Losing fats not weights ! haha`

i dont want to lose weight but fats are still there hanging ego-ishly.

hey Fats ! you dont belong to me so stop sticking around. kekeke ~

Awesome babydoll got new ideas for her awesome script <3

about me about you about the L O V E hehe ~

can't wait !

Misses babyfat sis. who is currently no where to be found in land of Brunei Darussalam.

Countdown till Nov <3 month of love. :P